first time blogging here.. finally found that mail.. its hidden somewhere in my Gmail a/c.. there were too many mails and so i couldnt find it at first janz.. ahahha =S

i am in the capt planet's family i guess.. =P ahhaha =P and errr abt my profile.. i really do not know what to write.. =P i cant write my own profile! =P ahahaha i dont.. like to do all these kind of things.. Jances should know it.. =P and oh btw.. I AM THE MOST POWERFUL ONE IN THE CAPT PLANET'S FAMILY! hahaha (that is so.. hmm.. not really me.. hahahha~)

oh well .. life these days are kinda ok i guess.. i cant say i am happy , i cant say i am sad.. theres mixture of sadness and happiness in my life, and .. i have been thinking a lot lately, and i am .. really being paranoid these days.. i kept thinking.. should i be myself? or.. i dont know.. hange myself.. i think i have been extra loud, and noisy these days.. i just.. dont feel like myself.. or am i myself? ahh i dont know .. i am just...................... bleh, i dont know.. oh well..

you dont even know how i feel.. and yet, i thought you understand me.. the way you asked me that question .. i felt like laughing but yet, i stopped and think.. should i be laughing, or be mad at you since you dont understand me? ha~ i dont think so.. if i were to be mad at you, i would have been really old, coz i dont think you really understand me.. ahha , come to think of it, you never.. understood wat i said, and u never understand how i feel.. and you never understand.. me? oh well.. at times you do, louis vuitton handbags but.. thats like really rarely? haha well thanks to someone, i wont wanna.. care abt all these little things.. as in, i would just let you do what you wanna do, and keep quiet abt the whole thing.. =) but of course, i will always be here for you.. sorry that i have been shouting at you lately, just coz sometimes you made me so mad... but oh well.. its over.. so yea.......

forgive and forget.. hahaha i have been applying this to my life.. if not, i would have been an old lady with lots of grey hair... =P but the thing is.. can i really forget? forgiving is quite an easy thing to do.. but forget... hmm.. hahaha but yea, its true that if i am mad at a particular person, i would be mad for few hrs, and soon i will be all right ^^ i wont be mad forver.. (unless he/she did sth realllyy badd.. ahahah) haha sometimes i find myself silly, to get mad over some small matters.. well, i think it kind of depends on the situation and who is it.. hahaha =p but oh well, yea i feel stupid.. XP sometimes thinking back, thinking why i am mad, just make me laugh... ahhahaha =P

last nite was sharon and tiong's bday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BOTH OF YOU! i am kinda slow in blogging.. hahahahhaa lalallalalala~

ok i think i will stop here... i am sleeepppyy.. hahhaa nite nites then! =) wait few shoutouts to the bloggers.. =P

Hazim: HEYS! well we dont talk much but yea, the first time we talked i think it was thro.. the game mafia? ahhaha i still remember u were mafia for quite some time in jing's hse during new yr.. =P ahhaha but oh well, good luck in everything you do, and GOD bless.. ;P smile always ya? show ur white shiny.. healthy teetH? ahhaa (jing say u love to flash ur teeth ard.. =P)

Jances: hey gurl.. wassup? hope u are doing fine.. (OH WAIT A MIN.. we just saw each other just now? XP) ahahha but oh well, yea, be cheerful, talk more, and and.. may all ur wishes come true ! God bless! lots of love and hugs from me! ^^ call me anytime u want k? :P

Jing: errr.. dont know wat to say.. *red , green , yellow light joke = lame* =P hahahah i am sorry that i kept shouting at you.. but oh well, thats me, they way i talk to you... *think for a moment* dont know wat to write anymore..* drive safely and God bless you too? =D

Kelvin: muahahahahhahahaha... *dont know wat to say after laughing! oh man~~~* ahhahha but anyway yea kelv, how have u been? u and sm.. hahhaa must be ok one lah.. studies? of coz ok olso.. love life ok, studies ok, so .. everything ok? hahaha =P bahs tok to u soon =D God bless! ^^

Ming hui: first qns... U and ahem ok? ahhahaha~ tet.. well yea basicaally hows life? hope you are doing fine.. u ah, dont always care abt pak toh pak toh onli ah ;P ahahha jing jing they all later jeles kali ah.. =P ahahha but oh well yea, talk to u next time.. can call me anytime u want k? =) lots of love from hui .. God bless! =)

*getting very sleep now.. zzzzzzzz*