I think i have seriously changed more n more as the year progresses.
When i was young, i used to be so carefree.....nothing much on my mind to worry about.
I was such a good girl (kinda): listening to my mum n dad, getting the grades, knowing to not cross the line, well...just plain unbratty. I did engage in friendly fights with my siblings but nothing serious. I dont really ask for much (i.e wants such as holidays overseas, new bike, expensive phones), content with hand-me-downs. Early this year, after the O's results came out, my dad asked what i wanted as a reward. I replied, ' Nothing, just let me go out with my friends as much as i want to'. Sigh...i admit i do go out alot but please....minimise the lectures mum.

Now, i feel like i am much more of a rebel. My mum did make a passing comment to minghui's mom that i am her most rebellious child. That made me reflect on how i have been behaving. It's true....now i just have this couldnt care less attitude. I realise that i only live once so i dun want to regret not doing what i want just because of petty fears.

After saying that i wouldnt pierce my ears n rather have only 2 piercings,now, i added 2 more without my parents' permission.
After saying that i dun like to drink, now,i dun mind drinking at all. Looking forward to functions when i can actually drink.

I tend to dress up, be aware of how i look when i go out when my self esteem is at its low, which is most of the time. Just so i wouldnt have the 'u're so ugly' stares.

Jances....the loud one who just talks most of the time. Well, surprise surprise....there are much more moments, of when i'm just quiet n just thinking things over in my head possibly with an occasional frown, that seems to be creeping into my life. louis vuitton handbags There r still times when i dont know that i am actually talking very loudly or very softly so just warn me ok.
Gossip girl, parrot....oohhh, how i hate those 'labels'. Now, i rather talk about almost anything be it sarcasm, jokes, anything yellow...bla bla. I'm eighteen this year...be more open minded people. I might have offended people or said things that i would regret n i'm sorry if i did or will do.
Gone r the times when i try to think of good gossips to tell people just so they'll like me more n hoping that i can get something in return.
Dont get me wrong, i dun mind gossips sometimes, it keeps people sane. But now, i dun do it for the sake of acceptance but instead for my own pleasure.

Ok, enough of my gibberish.

I need to thank both JO n SHAO MEI for the fantastic dinners at excapade! Wheeee~ japanese food twice in a week =D Enjoy ur Sweet Sixteen while u can! =)

Kelvin : sorry for spoiling the birthday cake surprise =P

Boon jing : Sooo SORRY for clawing ur back n leaving two bloddy hurtful long scars! Sometime call the animal shelter!

Sei kee : Happy Advanced Bday!

I'll leave u guys with a picture i took of kelvin during shao mei bday courtesy of Jo's digicam.



Kel with cheery nipples -.^