GOODLUCK to all of you guys who are sitting for the exams!!!

u guys take care of yourselves, dont overstress wor. Take it easy and relax yourself.

Anyways, spending my half term holidays in Brunei hall, london for about ten days.
More reasons to use up money.....daym.
But neways, get to meet up with most of my frens here like sze nee, yin yee and others.

Have taken some pictures also but will post when i get back to school la.

I met up with my sister's frens tonite....quite a number of British Born Chinese......i am also considered one of em......Brunei Born Chinese mar.....lol.

Btw, i've been happy these few days............even when azam bullies me all the time..........nvm.
I'm not going to see him after next monday....hahaha.

Missing all of you guys...

Kelly Clarkson - Because of You
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me,
but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me,
but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

Lets continue the story~~Swordtailfish

I think swordtailfish was feeling 'very sea sick' when he was invited out. And sometimes Guppy's timing is not right, since swordtailfish likes to go and pray and sometimes its too late at night. Swordtailfish can't go to sea late at night anymore, or else he can't find his way home.

His other swordfish friends who used to play games with him and guide him home, are now all separated and going to their own "swordtailfish paths."

Swordtailfish will have to wait another year before he can go home by himself.

Not only that, eversince Molly and Angelfish left, swordfish has also been staying at home more often and guppy wasn't the only he had rejected..


Guppy should also know that Swordtailfish feels like guppy as well. Many times swordtailfish also feels lonely in the pond, swordtailfish has feelings too, just like Guppy. And for now, can only find company from his female swordfish friend once in a while..

Guppy should also understand swordtailfish is also having a big big fishexam, since guppy is also having them. chanel handbags Thus, swordtailfish needs to carve his tail "sharp and strong" so that swordtailfish will have a better chance at sea next time.

At the same time, Guppy should also continue to make his tail bigger and brighter and put more colours into it, so that many will stare in wonder.. and don't be shy to show that pretty tail of yours. Not every1 is born with a pretty tail. MY tail can only hurt people, lol.

For now, Swordtailfish can only accompany guppy during the times when guppy goes back to the study pond...

But fred not, because once the fish exam is over, he will definitely accompany guppy to sea.. But please understand if swordtailfish wants to bring along his female companion to sea....

hey tel u guys a story about a tropical fish~ Guppy
B4 2005....., guppy used to swim ard wif molly, angelfish, swordtailfish, goldfish, tortoise and leech in a small pond.
Introduction:All 6 of them r from the same aquarium shop in China and known each other for so long except swordtailfish which r frm Arab. The fishes frm china noe bout clownfish since they r frm the same aquarium shop but it was separated and brought to the ocean, not pond.
Characters:-

• 1)Molly~loves to bum ard, very friendly,sporting.
• 2)Angelfish~very highclass, polite.
• 3)Swortailfish~clever but blur.
• 4)Goldfish~shy, tok to guppy whenever he was boring.
• 5)Tortoise~quite, late for fishtuition....
• 6)Leech~depends on its mood, popular.
• 7)Guppy~timid, not proud of its tail.
• Clownfish~laugh and loud most of the time.

Got one day after 2005......., clownfish sensed tat guppy is lifeless in the pond, so it digged a hole in the ocean which connected to the pond and brought guppy out of there. Guppy was too afraid tat it myt die in the ocean however it took the challenge and followed clownfish. Clownfish tour him ard and intro many marinelife to him.He is so happy, more cheerful, chanel handbags more daring, more friendly than the life in pond. Now guppy noe how to show his tail to everyone but not so proud ler.

not long after tat, molly and angel was not in the pond(perhaps they had been caught to other country). sometimes, guppy did ask swordtail and leech to swim in ocean but they always rejected him. tortoise and goldfish r exception cos they got sumthing to practice on. But its ok, guppy seems to hav a stronger will and mind to go along wif both his pond fish and marine fellow.

Last but not least, lets credited to clownfish who brought joyfulness to everyone. whee~~

lol bored now .. u can dont read this post yea.. its mostly, nonsense? ahha i am supposed to sleep but no.. i am waiting for the clock to strike 2 and so i can go down to watch 15 mins of the series that i missed out.. ok its a bit nuts to stay up until so late for tv pfft~ lol but but well..its the last episode and and. so yea.. =P ahahha well as i said, i am weird.. see, i passed my weirdness to jances..

and mann.. u know wat i just realised.. when was our last time to change the layout? long time agoo ryte? and guess wat.. i just realised and noticed sth .. on the left hand side, theres our pics, chatter box, our archives, and the hit counter and last but not least, whose layout was that.... and X_X theres the "spongebob rock !!" picture.. X_X omg omg.. i hate spongebob.. somehow, i hate spongebob.. i dont think its cute.. lol~ ok ok i may be mean, coz well quite a lot of ppl like spongebob, but to me.. nooo i dislike it very much.. i cant say i hate it.. (ok i did say that but yea..) but yea, spongebob, sarks.. sorry lah lois , i know how u like spongebob (and how we argued that day thro messaging but yea spongebob still sarks =P ahhaha) and to those ppl who are fans of spongebob but yea.. i dont like spongebob squarepants.. the cartoon sarks.. =P ahhaha ok ok maybe i exaggrated too much but yea, this is to emphasize that i dislike spongebob very much? hahah doonnoo.. lol i will be kinda annoyed watching its cartoons in Nickolodean, when sometimes, my siblings wud watch it.. its so.. -_-" lol i wont have any comments to it.. haha maybe coz whenever i watch i come across to the lame, boring episodes ? haha sth like that but yea, chanel handbags lois did say spongebob is lame thats why its good.. ahahhaha~ -_-" but yeaa... spongebob squarepants XP hahaha bleh~ lol so yea, u guys like spongebob too? i know a few ppl who love spongebob.. well the spongebob movie looked intersting actually.. anyone watched it? ahha was it good? =P if it is, maybe i shud try watching it, and and.. my opinions for spongebob wud change? lol donno hahaha i think i kinda like the strafish.. maybe coz i like stars? ahahaha i dunnoo lah.. ( dun mind me ppl, i am just nonsense-ing once again... =P just bear with me )

talking abt cartoons, u guys still watch cartoons/ well i have to admit, i still do.. =P hahaha maybe coz all my siblings watch it, so i join in with them.. or or, i am too lazy to fight over the control so mite as well join them? well something like that BUT NO i dont watch all cartoons.. i watch certain cartoons.. ahhaha and btw, i find powerpuff girls really cute and tiny =P especially bubbles.. shes so bubbly and cute hahaha yea yea yea someppl will be like thinking, =o ppg? o.O wats so cute abt them? but oh well.. my sis love it, and always watches it, so yea.. and my brothers too.. gahahah but now nt much.. i dont really spend time in front of the tv, spent most of my time doing......hmmm~ dunno lol mosly i watch tv at nite now.. watching chinese series though.. lol and my bro is influenced by us too ^^ they influenced us to watch cartoons, we influened them to watch movie with us.. his favourite for now is" beautiful illusion"(sth like that).. ahhaha he always watches is butt i dont think he gets it.. hahah the movie is quite.. hmm how to say.. confusing? lol its like abt his girl having split personalities (shes one girl for now, and the next moment she becomes another girl.. lol sth like that) .. but my bro never know such things happen, hes still young so yea.. hahha i was trying to exaplin to him just now but all he does was "huh?, jie wat?" lol lol funnyy~~

haha went to the mall to eat with pang ji and jeremy..kaai kaai, my youngest bro, got scared of pang ji and jeremy when they went into the car.. felt so bad.. but i pormised him i wud buy him yam yam ^^ ahhaha the biscuit thingy lol.. pang ji was supposed to belanja me!!! swensens some more!! but yeaa.. i lazy to bring him home to get his wallet then go back to the mall =S thats so bleh hahaha instead i pay for him his chicken rice .. nyeh.. i had the mos wonderful lunch.. guess wat issiT? hahahaha itssss..................... one cup of mint chocolate.. hahahahahah ok lame lame i know =P but omg, i din know it was small, and mann its 3 bucks.. so exp =( pokkaii liao.. ahhaha saw kenny and wei siang they all lor.. kesian them.. theyw ere supposed to have bball but MS gym is under renovation.. woah how cool is that? under renovation wor.. i was shocked hearing that =P ahhaha AND OH YEAAA we saw our deputy principal.. i actually didnt recognise him.. i was like , hes so familiar hmm~ i have seen him somewhere.. tennis? no.. lol then jeremy said"heyy isnt that our deputy principal ?" i was like =o oh yea.. haha tet.. dont know why i go think abt tennis.. lol lol ohhh yeaaa me and sa and bev skipped maths and well, we were supposed to do maths but.. hehe we chit chatted instead.. abt holidays ahha go HK and KL to shop lah blah blah blah hahaha

lalalalala~ ok i shud go to bed now.. toomolo i got tuition at 8.30 then wheeeeeeeeeee!! going to the beach!! yay yay yay!! i miss the beach a lot =D hahaha ok anyway thats abt it.. =P and ooo i was soo hyper for the whole day yesterday.. fun fun fun hahhaha -_-" hyper coz i was sleepy.. hahhaa~ lalala..

wo an lian ni hen jiu le.. (phrase of the day i guess.. LOL) anyway its in chinese.. it means i have been liking u secretly for quite some time.. (something like that.. ok correct me if i am wrong) lol lol

anyway i was just nonsense-ing haha~ jing jing bah.. call me and said that sentence.. this was how the convo went:
jing: hui, wo an lian ni hen jiu le.. *trying hard not to laugh*
hui: huh? (can imagine me being really really bluR? =P but i still laugh anyway hahaha) tett lameeee.. lol (coz i know he wants to laugh liao)
jing: *cannot tahan must laugh* HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!
hui: tettt wats up with that? (in chinses though lol ) *LOL too =P canot stop laughing as a matter of fact =P *
jing: u didnt watch meh?
hui: watch wat? tv? i think i missed out that part.. kk was toking abt it.. but i didnt pay attention to wat she say
jing: AIYO U DIN WATCH? (so big his reaction -_-")
hui: dont tell meeee u called me up just to say that?? (o.O)
jing: aiyahhh wanna kacau u ma.. tot u watch liao.. toing~ lol

blah blah blah~ lol continue toking for... 7 mins i guess(not hrs not hrs.. LOL well, as u know i love toking on the phone but but i am controlling now.. lol lol) ~ lol anyway this is all abt this new series ,life of hope(i think).. its quite nice.. lol oh well.. i always miss out the interesting parts somehow.. lol haha~ oh well.. =P too bad jing i didnt get to watch the "very cute" part =P i dont really find him cute lei.. maybe the way he talks but but.. donno lar.. hahaha

oh btw, its bevvy's bday today!!!! ^^ happy birthday bevvy!!!!! =) *hugsss* hope u enjoyed ur day.. lol hehe i feel so bad for nearly forgetting ur bday sheesh.. but anyway yeaaa.. =) <3 life ="D" o=")">(wlel not like shes going to read this but just feel like posting this up.. well, maybe she will read this by any chance yea? haha i am glad we share the same locker.. *thinking of sth to do ..* hehe =D)

and yeaa.. just visited UU, and yea, been reading its post lor.. anyway just wanna say sth abt juan's third last post? lol i know how u (juan) feels i guess.. the "not sure i am happy or not" its like sometimes, i dont know how i feel olso.. (there i go.. being weird again.. LOL ) but yeaa.. life will never be prefect i guess.. we are not somehow living in a perfect world, where everything is perfect.. "Life's sure is a rollercoaster" is very true indeed =P but well, thats life? so mite as well try enjoying life? =) lol i am trying too but yea.. haha~ its hard sometimes,like, u got this to think abt, that to worry abt.. but well anyway juann =D so are u ok now?lol just wondering after reading ur post i guess =P hahaha hopefully u are =D smile smile smile =) lol (arrrr sheesh i just got a feeling that this post is a bit weird.. but oh well its like not my usual post.. but oh well lol) but anyway =) haha *hugss* =P sometimes i wish fairy tales do come true.. hahahaha! =P

oh well, guess i am just being and feeling weird these days.. dont know why, but yea.. maybe its exams.. ahhaa ok its not the first time that i all of a sudden feel like that, but oh well, dont know dont know dont know.. =P so sometimes, i will say sth weird or yea.. dont mind me.. hahahah i dunno wats wrong with me also.. =P ahhahaha tettttttt~ dont know lah.. will sort my mind out soon .. ahhaha!!

woosh i am done... lol and i am hungry now.. =( haha gtg eat dinner cya! will post more tomolo.. hopefully i can go online or hopefully i want to go online if i can lol, just dont feel like going online at times.. feel like watching tv whole day, lying down on the sofa.. hahhaa i am a lazy girl so yea =P but guess i must start studying soon.. mannnn AS sarks.. lol maths already so bleh... wat can be worse than this.. oh i know, bio =P lol )

(hmm...... this post is mostly abt nonsense i guess =D hahaha ) its all abt weirdness =P hahhaa

"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."

6:57 PM

sometimes i just wish that i have never met you.. sometimes i just wish that it had never even happened .. sometimes i just wish that ....

lala~ being bored here.. lol online olso nothing to do one.. sheesh.. haha i haven been online for quite some time..(i think.. =P) but yeaaa YAY!! janz got my snaillllll letter.. whoosh whoosh whoosh .. so happy =D finally aeyyy.. u must reply yea.. =) waiting for ur reply.. u can send me thro email olso kk.. =P

these few days, life has been ok i guess.. nothings bad happening, but nothing that is REALLY GOOD have happened either ;P so life is as usual.. ok ok lorrr

got back all (well not all, still got english.. =P) of my papers.. hahha this is wat i got..:

maths:paper 1-60/75 , paper 6-43/50 which = 103/125 which makes an A wuish ;P

bio:paper 1- 33/40, paper 2- 28/55, paper 3- 21/25 .. i dunno the grades yet though.. but all i know is, paper 2 pulled me down badly.. sheesh but oh well =P

chem:paper 1- 29/40, paper 2: 30.5/60 , paper 3: 19/25 .. my grade is b.. ngam ngam just b so yea.. lol quite happy with chem results, coz well, i didnt study so yea =) ahhaha at least i passed, and at least i got above 60 altogether .. wuish =D

english: lol this will be the worst paper.. i wish it wont be in the 50s lor.. paper 1(the commentary): 27/50 .. first part i did ok.. 16/25 but sec question i did really badly i guess so yea.. (sec qns, especially part 2 =P)

well yeaps thats abtt it ^^ hahha my final exams grades and results.. cant say i an happy for bio lah.. esp paper 2.. i did so badly, but well a least i got 60++ =) hahaha coz i din really study.. SO FOR AS,replica watches i must really really study hard... AS maths will fall on 18 Oct, next will be bio practs.. lol i am trying ttooo do more maths now.. but sometimes i am just not in the mood of doing any maths ;P

lol bah gtg, take care guys and good luck to all =) good luck jing btw ^^

oh my lord.. finally i'm posting. it's so much fun here in london.. everything's so nice and cold. everyone's polite and rude. wooh.. couldn't ask for more.. oh in case you guys forgot, my birthday is this saturday. it'll be so great. not only am i spending it without my friends around me, i'm also gonna be camping with strangers. man, who wouldnt want to be me huh?!!! seventeen and lonely. hehe...

jances' post reminded me.. that weeekend... WOW!! it was so much fun.. i got to spend time with my dear michy, but jances ah... stole her away from me the whole sunday.. i'll get back at you for sure.. anyways, skating was fun. i almost broke my back speeding up. chanel handbags my advice when skating: don't do anything fast and stupid, or else.. you can end up with a black frost-bitten face and a back that'll take ages to heal.. hehe.. not that i'm having that problem..

that'll be it for now. i'll leave this post with a funny picture.. let's just say, being here..makes me feel so tall. and i think i'm growing, don't you think? peace..

lol yea janz , wat green mosnter.. theres no green monster!! you ah......................~ i really tot u put a monster pic when u first tell me, i was like, eh.... why she put a monster pic.. ahhaa~ tet -_-""""" anyway yeaps, i finally finished all my exam.. =D ahhaa waiting for results now lor.. welll wiill be getting it on tues i guess.. on monday, we will be having assembly for the whole day.. for teachers day and prize giving.. hahaha uh huh uh huh but anywayy yea.. sien~

ok anywayyyyyyyy ahhhhhhhhhh!!! *tryy to screammm* but yea cannot, everyones at home ;chanel handbags P ahaha later they think i siao or wat =P ahhaha but yea just feel like shouting lor.. felt like it ages ago, and now even more i guess....~ life just sux sometimes.. hahaha and oo my my i am so loving the song, untitled by simple plan.. ok a bit outdated but yea, love it.. ^^ hahaha and the song "i am" by hiliary duff.. its cool .. ^^ hahaha i mean, my sis is the one who kept listening to her songs, got me into listening to her songs..

*ok dont feel like blogging anymore.. just remembered of something.. lol*

anywayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~ sheeshhh nothing much to blog abt actually, lol will blog next time lah yea? i am tired now...... lol =P

Well, my birthday was great because i got to hang out with MING HUI!! And also Hazim, Ali and Sharon.

On friday, we met up at Brunei Hall but we were so tired after our journey from our schools that we didnt do much that night. And brunei Hall was soooo full that we had to sleep on the same bed. chanel handbags N the thing was the room was soooo dirty coz the inconsiderate occupant just left the day before and left quite a few stuff and dirt in the room so yea.

The next day though, we went shopping and then ice skating at night!!


Minghui, Hazim, Sharon & I


Sharon & I


Ali & I

The next day, i went shopping with ming hui alone!! Whee....get to spend quality time together!


Us in Next

Got a few bday pressies too:


Cute cute elliot from Minghui!


Doggie from Kitty, Sunshine thingy from Syandra, Pink box of body stuffs from Ruzzy and the teddy Elliot from Ming hui!!


kekeke...look familiar?

Oh n i want to thank everyone who called, messaged and wrote friendster testimonials for me! I dont have the efficient memory to list everyone down so u know who u r. Thank you! N to those at London who made my bday special for me, THANK YOU!

Oh before i end, wanna show u guys a few more pics:


Me in cadet pants, polo shirt and a beret....lol


We had face painting a few days ago =)

Well, hope u guys are entertained enough. I think i will reopen my xanga site and post there occassionally too. So dont forget to visit http://jpsisters.blogspot.com/ and www.xanga.com/jances. Well, have fun u guys. Cheerios ~