I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me,
but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me,
but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
I think this song is really appealing and it's probably because I can relate to it. The bits in italics are actually really meaningful. Kind of makes me wonder how many times I've been hurt before. I guess I have to be more optimistic, huh. Well, I guess being hurt has its benefits too - like being a stronger person and basically knowing how to deal with a complicated situation.
Gosh, I know that this is totally random. It's just that I just saw the video clip and it really made me think. chanel handbags Will it be better for a person to totally erase the memory one had of a painful incident? Or to always keep it in mind so one will know how saddening and hurtful it is and hope that history won't repeat itself?
Anyhooo, Im doing great here in Manchester with my aunt's family. My parents and my little brother are here too. We've been doing shopping every chance we have. Haha. I mean, shopping here is just amazing. I'll leave you guys with this adorable picture.
The three naughty boys - Matthew, Chee Yee and Thomas
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
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