hmm.. lol not going to start with, it has been a while since i last posted, because i have been starting with that.. line, for quite long. hahaha =P anyway! life.. has been.. hmm no comments.. oh wait, except for one day ^^ haha 28th May when we went to the beach ^^ i had so much fun.. well ok, except for the sandflies bit. SIGH! whyyy do sandflies have to comee... =( i have never got bitten by so much sandflies in my life! seriously. my gosh. i could have died of sandflies bites. ok, i exaggerate a bit too much lor.. tee hee.. but really, sigh.. i failed to shoo the sandflies away from me. they just stick to me, i dunno wat the heck for. ahha and oh my gosh, these lil orange bugs just love to stick on jeremy. EEEE lil ornage bugs that i have never seen before, its ughhh~ hahaha i didnt know muara beach is full of sandflies coz i have never been bitten so much before. sigh. lol but well, overall its still fun. i love that day ^^ tee hee goshhh =")" day ="D">(it was our special day. lol love you ^^)

arrrr.....~ well other than that, life has been no comments. lol how can ppl not appreciate wat they already have.. how can someone cant look around and see wats going on.. how can someone cant even see wats wrong with herself when she herself is soo soo wrong.. maybe it is coz of me.. haha.. oh well~ maybe.. perhaps.. most prolly.. lalalala

hmmm, i have done everything i could. tired.. i guess i should stop thinking abt these.. i am so tired of thinking.. lol~ no no i am not depressed at all.. its just that, wat has been going on lately makes me think.. like, wat the heck i am doing.. am i wrong? maybe i did something wrong. or MAYBE, sths wrong with me hahaha.. dont mind me.. i am.. nuts ^^ haahaha~ yea duh, of coz i will go nuts.. my chem is not over yetttt =( and i haven really studyy..i am like so flunking in my p1.. when other ppl were saying how easy it was..and p3, bleh.. and now, i have no mood to study for p2.. and i really do hope i do well for my bio.. lol~ and and i have been thinking, louis vuitton handbags my gosh, if no scholarship, i really am going to study in brunei? HMMM.. lol~ but wait a minute, i dun even know wat i want.. i dont even know i want to go wheere.. i dont even know i want to study wat.. haha at first it was doctor.. but no no no i am going to be so freaking stress lol.. hmm.. i donno lah.. HMM so wat shall i do.. pharmacy.. really? is that wat i really want.. gosh.. lalalala.. well, for this, i cant stop thinking abt it. i should decide like.. fast! hahaa.. butt ahh.. *confused* ahha

anyway! nothings wrong with me lah. i have just been wondering and stuff so yeaps ^^ jances, ming hui, chiew hui they all coming back.. we are going to have a party ^^ haha and oh, school hasnt been so relax.. hahah maybe its coz of AS. lol, but this relaxing situation makes me going to school, and lazy to study. thats bad isnt it? hahaa and oh i am so in love with the seriees that boon jing intro-ed me ages ago. its so niceee.. ^^ hee hee and i am so inlove with the song worn me down.. thanks to tiong hahah~my maths teacher is quite nice to us nowadays.. except for the part when she call me siao chabo, like.. relaly lloud and infront of ppl -_-" so tet.. ahahha~ and go ask ard whether they agree or not -_-"" and oo xmen wasnt that bad.. but i didnt ,like, love it lah..~ i dun really understand tho. maybe coz i was sleepy when watching it. ahaha and oo over the hedge wasnt bad either. those were the last two movies i watched recently. poseidon.. i didnt like it lor.. ahaha dunno why ^^ oo, i went hiking the other day. me and juan were like behind them.. freaking tired. haha we just have no stamina.. haha but glad juan was with me ^^ tee hee, when i go hiking, i know who to bring liao.. JUAN, we go together yea hahaha =P so i wont be alone.. tee hee.. its long enough i guess.. i gotta go study for chem soon.. =( sigh.. chem.. but wheeeeee i has such a nice sleep.. coz today holiday ma.. ahahha it has been raining in brunei. so gloomy. lol.

sigh.. itchiness all around.. *curse those sandflies*

Wow, how long has it been since I posted?

Well, since I'm so free right now why not?

I was just looking through the archives from the blog from since December 2004... Wow, it really brought back memories...

It was like.. first, were the care-free pictures, parties, in school, sports day, and then.. the pics of temburong... After that... the airport.. and suddenly we were all in different pictures.. except when Janz came back, and of course and me and bj, ahaha. I just can't wait till we all meet up again, we have so so much of catching up to do. I miss the POA tuition, group study at yayasan( we must have looked like geeks), and all the projects that we did. Am I being a sadist looking at the past all the time? All the good stuffs are always in the past, cuz we don't know what's in the future, lol... corny eh Kel~~ ><

It's funny how enthusiastic we were about mailing each other. However, as the days go by, "We tell ourselves, I'll mail them tomorrow," and the next day, we tell ourselves the same thing and the next and the next and the next. Surely, I'm guilty of that. Being busy is definitely not a very good excuse. Well, you just start to wonder, and u start to question your friendship. Do I speak for everyone, or am I alone? I guess it's something for all of us to think about.

Brings back memories....

I find this picture really funny and nostalgic. Everytime I see this picture, I hear Boon Jing's voice at the back of my head saying, "Siok Sendiri". AHAHAH.. anyway.. toodles..

Me after just a glass of alcohol...pft.











And lastly, the girls in my school have started to sunbath on the gardens....And i wanna get fair...!

Van & I

Jobless... haha.

The four of us as a team for DofE...see the rucksacks....hate it soo much!

We left a mayonnaise message on the road...lol.

These pics are what happened during exeat weekend:
London Dungeon

Azam's very belated B'day














Ai Tieng and I

.. when i am supposed to study. hahha its like 6.01 am now, and i am supposed to study. i have been up since 5.30 but but.. sigh.. i guess i have to find somewhere where there's no distractions at all and really study. gosh. lol oh, reasons for me not postting for .. these past few mths maybe? =/ haha maybe just weeks =D .. ahhhh~ neh no need reasons lah. alasan alasan saja. =D hahahahaha! haven really actually, sit in front of the computer and use it for a long long time like i usually do. seldom go online liao lah.. and yea =P hee hee

ok life has been good these few mths =) i guess.. lol. theres no particular bad day or wat that i remember of. hmm.. lol nope =) i am sure. besides, who would wanna remember a bad bad day when i can be happy =D ahahha school has been busy. i stayed till 4 at school yesterday. nearly couldnt have my lunch =s lol if i finish my test late lah. i have test at 12.15-1.15 then continue with practs at 1.15. finished my mcq test at 1 so i had 15 mins then do practs till 3.40 then stayed to finish off some stuff . lol and omg. it was.. hmm.. well i cant say the practs was not fun. i mean it beats looking slides under microscope ok! hahha well i omg-ed because.. BECAUSE! being the .. clumsy me.. (as kelvin tang will say, cumbersome.. -_-" hope he doesnt read this post. lol if not he will tease me again. =( hahaha ) well. i broke test tube. and.. a dropper. -_-" a teat pippete , they call it. lol my teacher was like, "u know one test tube costs 10 pounds blah blah blah" i was like.. omg, i will only pay 3 dollars yea. maximum. louis vuitton handbags ahhahaha but then we didnt need to pay. and and.. i broke my teat pipette while she was gone. actually, i shud have just keep quiet and not say anything, BUT i did in the end. being the responsible me ;) ahahhahahahaa just kiddingggg... i felt bad for not saying. so when me and my friend who broke sth too, went out and she was satnding at the door and saying "u two ah. 10 pounds each." (yea exactly everything is 10 pounds. tet. -_-" ahhaha) and then i was like " err.. cher.. errr... i owe 20 pounds actually" i shouted from far. and she was giving me this shock look =o and asked me wat did i break again. i said dropper then she was like waving at me to go there. i say NO NO NO my car there liao bye bye. ahahhahaa sigh.. i have to record my name at the green book. i cant believe it. 2 THINGS IN A DAY? HMMM! lol (jing, did u pass me ur soi-ness.. LOL just kidding ;P)

sigh. and why it have to be this yr. lol my friend was like, wow u never broke anything last year (wuiseh. being the clumsy didnt break anything wor ;P an achievement no? ahhahaha) BUT u break two things in a day this yr. lol i was like yea. make them remember me by recording my name in that ugly green book. since this is my last year. hahha. tet not like i want to ok! sigh sigh so sad. ahhaha OHHHHH WELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL~ (eeks. i really am supposed to study)

ok i shall stop now. lol i actually have nothing much to post abt. these days have just been busy busy and busy. hahaha well at home busy watching tv lah. lol and YEA i do study at times. i do ok. =s but very rarely. (lol janz, i will study dont worry. sigh just hope that i can .. and not get distracted lol)

jing: finally i see sth abt ur trialthon. asked u the other time u didnt reply. lol and then didnt talk to you much liao.. oh well, at least u guys tried your best =) and wow, u really are soi . hahahahaha just kidding just kidding. just for 2 days nia lah hor ;P ahahah oh oh. we are going to eat dim sum tomolo ^^ ahahhaa

jances: yeaps that was a nice story to telll us jances. it was sweet =)


and i love you guys too =) hahaha especially this one person =)

[edited\]

i am bored. bored bored bored~ hahha yes should be studying buut oh well..~ haha had a great time today ;) and went for dim sum with kel, jing and and.. shao mei ^^ we ate quite a lot lah..~ and jing repeated his.. amazing story abt "mungkin mungkin mungkin" incident and his rear mirror incident.. tsk tsk poor jing.. but i really do believe he pass me his soiness -_-"" i broke a test tube.. (THE EXP kinda of test tube) in chem lab.. can u beleive it? two days in a row. 3 lab stuff..( ok maybe most ppl do believe it.. since you know, its me.. -_-" =P ) mannn~ lol ok i was just kidding abt blaming the boon jing part :P

YAY cant wait jances and ming hui they all to come back ^^ woo hoo~ but well yeaa i am supposed to be studying ... tonight is the first night in the last few mths that i have stayed online for quite long. ( ok is my senteence right? hahaha!) but yeaa.. i am kinda blur nowww .. well hahah and i am listening to an interesting story. "story". more like reading off ffrom my convo. ahaha interesting night to chat ^-^ and oh i will try emailing u guys as soon as .. i am like REALLY FREE and will stay in front of this comp ... for hours and hours and hours ;P hahaha that one day will come. i hope. =P haha

ok this is like just a random edit~ hahaha so yea =P time for me to go. and ohh its raining. weather = raining noww ^^ well in brunei. ok i am nuts . hahaha~ ahhh i really ought to start studying. but somehow, i dunno where to start from. after i accomplish task 1 (which is.. i already know where to start from) there will definitely be some distractions, and and.. distract me from studying ( yea, isnt that wat all distractions do? =P) and and.. will make me close my book. its either that or i fall asleep . sigh. such piggy..~ ahhaha oh well, i will start studying.. soon.. soon.. ahhaha