Woah i have not blogged for more than 2 months already so here's a little update from me.

I'm currently spending my holidays in Brunei Hall with Hazim, Tajus and a few others as my companions. Thank goodness for them. I just went to a fair with the both of them just now. It was too cold to continue walking after a while though. So it is too cold to be in the mood of doing much nowadays.

Ok, i am too blur to think of a proper structure to my blog so i'll just type down whatever comes to my mind;

- I'm really happy that Leona won the X-factor. Everyone should get her new single! She has such an amazing voice!

- I've been spending quite a lot of money on train tickets to go to Universities' Open days. I've already been to 3 Uni. I have yet to visit two others....Warwick on 24th Jan and UCL on 30th Jan. I can't believe i have another interview...I totally hate interviews. Even if i am not nervous, i still screw up my interview.

- I just went up to Manchester a few days ago to visit one of my seniors. A train ticket there already cost me £54.10. So why am I always broke people wonder. It was quite nice though, i love the decorations and also the christmas market. Went to Zara to search for the coat that has been on my mind since Ming hui's birthday...I should have bought it when Ming hui and Hazim asked me to! Zara didnt have the size S for the brown one! So annoying!

- Hazim has always been commenting about my pessimisitc nature. I wonder when exactly have I turned into someone who looks down on myself and have such a low self esteem. I think i can blame this part of my personality on some events that happened along my life journey or just how I was brought up....not that I am blaming my parents. it's just how i react and come out of certan events.

- I find only a few ppl actually know what type of person i actually am. Quite a lot of ppl actually gets a bit surprised if we become better friends. I guess i owe it to those friends who really understand me to be there to talk to and hang out with.
I hate it if ppl overestimates my abilities...I am a human being, a very imperfect at that, chanel handbags so I am subjected to a whole load of flaws. So please, don't place any high expectations on my shoulders.

- Don't you find that you go on just to make someone one of the proudest person in the world? You feel you owe that person / those people so much that by doing well in your studies is the only way you can repay them. I guess I want to have people feel proud of me....it is such a satisfying feeling. If only i can...If only...

- Tajus is staring at what i am typing right now. He is wearing only a red polo shirt while i am freezing with 4 layers of tops (including my undergarment of course ;p ) He has been going to the gym everyday....gosh...if only i am as hardworking as he is, i would have the body to kill for right now. Just too bad...

A shout out to Farah : Happy 17th Brithday!! A whole bunch of ppl having choc cake and krispy kreme here....woah.

- I'll put down pictures taken recently;











Okies...there's supposed to be more pictures but it doesnt seem to be loading....till next time then.