wow. internet is working properly. =( darn..i lost my alasan for not blogging. oh well.. ahaha thats why i am here! ^^ lame. lol its amazing how i can laugh and lol-ing and haha-ing these days. well wat can i say.. I HAVE BEEN HAVING ... LUCK ON MY SIDE THESE DAYS. wow .. such a "great" new year.. to me.. lol. its just the beginning of a new year. but.. i dont feel like its a new year at all..~ dreadful new year.. hahaha jkk.. it has been great i suppose.. as i said luck was "on my side" .. =) and why wud i say that? i have got a job! ok ok... i did have a job in dec. i am still keeping it and go help when i am free.. i owe them one =D i owe them big time. and yay! i finally gt a proper job, with a proper pay in fact =D but u guys wont be surprised if i say where.. but anyway guess where? one of the banks. lol i can imagine u guys saying, "oh.. another one? cheh.." lol butt i loveeeeeee the payyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ^^ i wont say how much. karang someone jealous O=) hahahh~! u know who u are.. and oh oh! hmm.. wat did i wanna say again? my mind dazed off for a moment. i have been like this these days. bad... i have maggie (sim) "mind dazes off when sleepy"-ness..oh man..~ lol but anyhoo.. i will be starting to work tomorroowwww... =D but yea, have u guys notice i am being lame these days? Hahah. sheesh..~

anyhow... wat i am abt to sayy.. i bet u guys have read it a lloott off timesss in millionnss and millionnsss of blogs.. or sth. lol talking abt... life =P it just makes me wonder... how did it all happen.. well as i said, my mind has been wandering off rather easily these days.. and so.. i wud sit in the car.. (on the way to work lah) and look around me. yea weird. i tend to do that huh? i guess ppl dont do that anymore. lol and its surprising for me doing it. people's lives now.. have been rather busy... go to work.. come back home, cook, or look after anak.. or or lepak with frens.. or... watch tv.. a lot of stuffs lah! but my point is.... ppl is always in such a hurry.. and we wont just sit.. and look around.. brunei has lots of trees no? and one tree.. very long time to grow no? and they have unlimited growth.. (wah seh. i remember.. LOL bio technical term) but anyway~ i will look around me... and start wondering.. how did all these trees grow...~ and like.. how did world came about.. and the sky.. and.. animals.. even like the tiniest insects.. ants.. ho did they come about.. and will it be gone.. louis vuitton handbags in just a few minuts like as how it has been formed. (well i dunno how many minutes la.. but.. i assume its minutes? haha) but yea my point is...... who or wat brought us here.....~ how did everything formed. yea, nowadays.. there a lot of theories. the first one i have heard (yea the first one) is God created adam.. then eve.. and then there are babies and babies, and more babies! so tehres the world of ppl.. lol but.. whether its true... u guys decide urself :p

there is the science theory.. where .. ok i kinda forgotten abt it.. i think sth to do with amoeba.. lol or maybe not. i dunno.. but it sounds stupid. like it eventually grows to all these in millions millions of years. true or not, donno.. and the ape story. like.. we are originated from MONKEYS.. oh god.. of all animals. lol but i believe that they have a reason that made them believe this. well wat i have heard is that... coz monkey is like us lah. got 4 limbs. but do we really look like monkey? wellll i think its kinda stupid too.. hahaha i actually believed the first theory i mentioned more.. than all these.. ape and science and amoeba stuffs. lol

and oh.. i have also thought abt.. when we die, will we like... die..? like as in spiritually too? and wheere do we go if we are not spiritually dead? ahhh~ all these questions. i know its weird for me to suddenly do all these thinking.. but.. i donno. i am just curious i suppose. ppl have different beliefs. taoism, buddhism, christianity.. and they all have different conclusions to where u go when u are dead.. (well yes, ur body will be in a coffin.. lol) and then! i wud start to wonder.......... why are there so many religions in this world? its just weird...... how humans are capable to do stuffs at times. but .................. really..~ whre do we come from.and we have emotions. we know how to think.. and apparently make the world.. a rather "better" place to stay.. =P hmm.. and the trees and everything.. and how can they make the world.. such a beautiful.. thing? lol with the sky, and the trees.. ok different part of the world has diefferent appearance =P but brunei isnt that bad. at least its peaceful ^^ hahaha! las of all, do u guys know wat i am talking abt? coz i do not. i donno wat i am typing. i just type type type. so dun mind me wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ just wanna get certainthings out of mind. for instance, having my ps done.. YES UK-IANS.. i will do it tonight.. =D hahaha lalala i am bored

oh i just finished work. yea work on sunday. rajin lei =D haha anyway how are u guys over there? (i always end the post like this.. my posts are getting boring-er each time i suppose) haha but dont mind me. i am just a crazy lil hui ^^ sleepy sleepy. i will be going off sooooonnnnnnnn~ and dooooo myy pssssssss sooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn! this is more like a nonsense post =D hahaa!