i am boredd.. lol yea no work today. i am freeee! ^.^ well supposed to have plans today but i suppose some people has forgotten abt it. its ok ^^. i am running out of books again!!! LOL i finished all hte books i have gotten. should i buy more, or should i focus on my.. mib? ahaha

sigh .. i have been driving, and have been getting into lots of accidents. esp these few days. LOL jk. i had one which is at home and once when i wasnt thinking right, and and.. hit the side mirror a little bit.(and hello its really narrow there anyway.. ahaha and i was in a hurry in search of a parking) well I SHUD PAY MORE ATTENTION DRIVING. ahahha i cant concentrate these days. donno why. i think nervous for scholarship interview kua.. i nearly got into an accident just now.. he-he.. again. lol but nothing lah. didnt happen. ALMOST SAJA. ugh i really hate driviing.. bleh. hahaha i wish my driver is backkkkkkkkkkk =( so i dont need to wake up so freaking early to bring my sis to school, and then cannot go back to sleep coz have to send my bro tuition at 8.30. well after sending her to shcool, roughly around 7.45 reach home, so pointless also ma to go back to sleep. then after sending home to tuition have to wait till 11 to bring him home. ahhh.. sleep deprived these days, and i cant seem to sleep early. unless i worked like hell in the afternoon.

life is so.. lifeless now. LOL. am i making any sensE? aahaha well stuffs have been botehring me these days. i dont know why! i can only blame myself for driving recklessly.. coz i cant pay attention. i should be paying more attention. I DONT TRUST MYSELF DRIVING ALONE NOW. ahahhah oh well but its a learning experience though.. tells me to, "FOCUS ON DRIVING WHEN YOU ARE DRIVING" i wont make the same silly mistake. like the other day? i went through that very NARROW road (where i hit ppls side mirrow with my side mirror?) it made me.. nervous and scry to go therough that road again but i had too. and i was EXTREMELY careful . like i drive 30 like that. LOL sigh............ so scary. its a phobia for me ;P ahaha but well this mornings one was pretty stupid. THANK GOD nothing happeneed. really =P but i think the driver got scared of me. AHAHAHA didnt dare to come near. sigh feel so bad. and embarrased. i really do. and plus guuess wat? my plate number has to be 5555 WHICH OF COURSE EVERYONE WILL REMEMBER -_-" and so whenever they see the red 5555, "oh.. look, there goes the crazy car" LOL sigh i wish out plate numbers arent 5555. its too easy to remember. i wish its like.. 2318 or 4397 or something. LOL

ok i was kidding abt the.. "i had lots of accidents" so.. so far.. got 2 lor ;P oh if u see marks in my car, got 2 is not made by me. ;P LOL my car is just so.......... made for accidents i suppose. ahahha but well, so far no injuries. ;P and i hope to stay that way !! hehehe. so that menas, less driving for me. LOL. donnolah. ugh hate driving ahahah i will drive onli its like.. super necessary. hehe but well i am waiting for my small car =D aahaha my aunt orrowed it away so i had to drive the red.. daewoo. which belongs to my mom. haha well actually the first one? the one at home? was the major one(got scratch and dents on the side lah paint came off).. hello i am not pro yet. and and they parked until so close to the pillar. and well.. yea. hahaha u know wat happened eventually. (thank god i didnt hit the porsche. my mom will definitely.. DEFINITELY butcher me into pieces) LOL

ok enough abt sad driving. lol

and oh another interesting part was my interview. it was really long without me realising it. and sampai they had to stop me ;P hehehe i memorised all the brunei current affairs bah. well its ok i suppose. confidence, got.. but then donno lah. u never know. maybe the interviewers didnt like it. but i managed to make them laugh and smile a lot. ^^ i panicked when i went it. i mean its natural to.. i was so blur when i went it and the stuffs i rehearsed are all gone from my mind. i was like "oh shyt.." and i kept on telling myself "should i say that? or shouldnt i?" lol thinking to myself. (yea i even had time to do that). it was all good i suppose. right now, i am waiting for my second interview call. the MIB one ^^ hehehe havenr eady yet but i am memorising it already. like how many ministries there are, and yea... =P

ok this is long enough. i would continue my "intersting" stories next time peeps.. (yea.. "inetereting.. more like one of my boringgg life stories. haah")

cya peeps. cant wait for u guys to come back and have fun ^^ hehe (more beach and swimming!!)