It has definitely been a very loooonng time since I have posted anything at all.



So much going through my head, I just need to let it out here, right now.



I have 12 days left before I leave for the US, it feels too soon. I've already started packing some of my things, some books, my bible, my lovely tablet and my pink pig. 12 days left before I start an entirely new life, yet I'm not ready to abandon my current one. Unfinished tasks, university things to sort out, school-work to be revised, friends and loved ones to spend quality time with - so little time, so much to do.



I will definitely miss home when I'm there, so I looked through my dusty collection of sentimental items to decide which I should bring - brought back so much memories - sweet and bitter, funny and sad. Glanced through my old letters, birthday wishes, personal letters, chinese new year greetings, keychains and even personal notes from the past. Some even as far as secondary 2, that would be 2001, 6 years ago, time flies so fast, yet I could still taste the memories as if it were just yesterday.



Looking through the tucked away pictures reminded me of how much I have grown, how many close friends I have made, and how many friends who have simply drifted away. As I glanced through older pictures I recalled the good old days of goofing around, running wildly, playing with my cousins - days that have simply gone just like that. I miss the days when Chinese New Year was still exciting when we were still kids, how that ominuous red packet would never fail to put a smile on our faces. The more pictures I looked at, the more the returning memories and the more difficult it felt to accept the fact that I am really leaving.

Well I bet you all are pretty fed up with the seemingly negativity of my post, but of course there are so many positive things about leaving to the US, but I think the negative things are usually more interesting to talk about.

Hehehe. Well, I will definitely meet alot of new interesting people, and I will definitely meet some weird ones. chanel handbags I think going there will be a great experience, new culture, new climate, new lifestyle, everything. However, it still doesn't change the fact that I will be homesick. The best part I guess is that I will be literally on my own two feet, living independently and all, which at the same time is also scary. I trust that these 4 years in the US will be the best years of my life, and I definitely plan on using the best of it.

Of course, of all the things that I will miss when I am there, it is obvious who I will miss most of all. I'm not going to start mentioning how much I miss her and stuffs, else this website will start to smell like cheese.

Anyway, wish me luck everyone, I'll try to update on anything that comes up when I get there. Hehehe... "try".