It's been a long time since anyone posted and reading the last two post by Jing, I guess I was somewhat spurred on to write something.

I just have two weeks of term time left. I can't wait for it to end to be honest. As much as i want to complain about my workload here, I know I've got it much easier than most of the other colleges. I have not really been swamped with work....it's just that I am really really bad with deadlines.

I really want to say I am enjoying Uni as much as boarding life but that's not very true at all. I really miss godolphin. I guess being in this Uni, there's always that constant 'I'm not good enough' thing ringing in my head...and it's not just an illusion, it is the truth. I feel really for Syaz for having me as a lab partner coz seriously I have screwed up too many practicals to date.

I've realised I'm not very 'out there' anymore...dont know if i ever was but what I'm trying to say is that I am not as cheerful most of the time. There, it is out. chanel handbags I dont mean to say I am depressed or anything coz I am so not stressed but i think it all just boils down to the fact that the only close friend I have here is Hanif...oh and syaz too. I feel guilty sometimes for not doing much work or anything to understand more...that's so the story of my life right now.

On a less pessimistic note, I will be seeing you guys in two weeks time again! I think I should stop beating around the bush and tell you guys what you really wanna hear....I MISS YOU GUYS. Bah humbug.