sigh, i dont even know whether it is a good thing whether 2008 is coming or not. Not that 2007 is really terrible, but well, it was terrible. lol. I can say that i kinda have changed into another person. well NOT REALLY A MAJOR CHANGE. dun worry. i am still the bubbly hui. what has changed is .. the way i think about stuffs i suppose.. I know i know, i am still thinking too much, but sometimes its not wrong thinking so much no? lol. being hopeful.. i was hopeful.. WAS . but not anymore. i am just gonna leave everything as it is. theres no point in trying to fix something when it doesnt want to be fixed right? i have tried my best... i guess u can say the worst part of 2007 is not only losing someone i love but also a friend? lol. it doesnt matter anymore. 2007 is going to be over soon, and i am going to leave all these behind. (ok fineeeee... i am going to try.. HAHAHA) well, the best part of 2007 is .. i get to know who my real friends are =) and i love all of them. hahaha and i get to see who hates me. HAHAHA yes i am not that lovable am i? =P

WAIT. the best part has second great news which is I HAVE A GREAT FAMILY! =) lovee them too. lol. eventhough they are not my real family, (yes i am adopted for those who do not know), i love them to bits because they love me for who i am. haha i remember that time when my dad wanted to break the news to me. he was like "ahh, hui.. ahhh" LOL it happened before i came over to uk. he said he will bring me to see my biological mom AND YES SHE'S ALIVE haha i dunno whos my biological dad but all in alll, i dont blame my mom lor. she knew my dad will treat me real good which is really true.. I have been given the best though i complained at times but.... they ... are the best... (oh shyt, i need tissue. LOL) i remember that when my dad stammered and he didnt know what to say. and oh , great knowing that i have a biological older brother and WOO THATS WHAT I NEED. hahaha an older sibling so i am not the eldest =) they gave me unconditional love. my mom.. eventhough i have never seen her, louis vuitton handbags but i know she loves me.. at least she didnt just leave me in the toilet right? =P my stepmom is a great mom too.. she always gives us the best. tho some ppl are so ungrateful sometimes (no names mentioned lol) but i loveee her being my mom. hmm theres another person.. but well, lets not talk abt her shall we? haha then here comes my beloved siblings. all four of them are special to me.. eventhough i always quarelled with my sister (jojo) but she knows i love her. lol. and the three lil monsters... sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh they are the most adorable creatures in the world~ hahaha

hmm.. then i came to uk... its not a OH SO GREAT experience but i guess its .. good? i miss hone often. i miss my frens often.. i miss him.. i miss ...did i mention home? ahahah well, i get to go here and there. so far, i have visited, edinburgh, manchester, london, nottingham. nottingham is like my second home. haha though its far, but sometimes it does really give me a homey feeling. haha and besides, maggie they all are there. oh, i made quite a number of new frens when i am here. and it opens my eyes about so many stuffs. i am serious. my frens here in my course.. they are great to me.. they taught me loads.. they told me loads that i have not known.. i have learnt far more. haha well havent really learn abt pharmacy stuffs but soon, the stress will kick in. i am kinda stress.. i even have holiday hwks. and i kinda failed one of my practs. omggggg.. my heart just shattered. LOL. ok not so kua zang but but, i was really really sad when i found out. (ok not failed but got terrible marks LOL) but i am doing better for the next few practicals ^^ hahaha

and speaking about new frens, i didnt only make new UK-IAN frens but also new BRUNEI-AN frens. lol. yeaa.. they are quite a few. and they are quite a bunch. haha they are maggie's frens actually. and well, they just met up again and .. yea, intro-ed me to them lor. and oh, i met my long lost cousin finally. i am glad he didnt forget my name coz he forgot the rest of my family. sigh, what can i say? terrible. lol.

work experience is definitely gained in year 2007.. driving experience too. oh gosh, i miss driving eventhough i said i wont miss it before coming to uk. i guess i hate waiting for the bus more. HAHA =P

i really miss being at home. miss being served with good food without even need to pay so much to get it. miss being nagged (ok maybe not LOL) miss being pampered, miss not being alone and i really really miss hanging out with my frens......................... sigh i dont even know where juang is now. lol. i miss talking to her so so so so so much.. oh, i miss having you around. actually, no i dont. somehow i am starting to get over you. hahah i dunno.. my feelings havent been predictable since. i dont even know how i feel sometimes. i dont know what i want. lol.

ahh, and i miss all those UR times. not really UR. its mroe like UR - 1 coz we were doing it for kel. HAHAHA. eventhough it was a tough work, but it turned out beautiful adn i really had a greattttttt time doing it. plus, making him cry =D HAHHAHAHA hmm did u cry that day when we gave u the book? ahhaha i think youuu did!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! jing did too. hahah o.O and the steamboat. we shud do it again u know. haha and karaoke!!!! ahhaha heart to heart talks, watching movie and chilling out in someones house. eh ming hui and jances, where was the sleepover that we had been talking about before? hahaha bball, tennis.................... =( but well, we are going to travel before we are going back to brunei arent we? haha jing suggested italyy!

i miss gym-ing with my gym rats. ahha eventhough i dun really gym, but ..... i miss hanging out with them. NASI GORENG CORNBEEF? hahahahaha and NASI GORENG PATTAYA for michael and the gang. hahaha i dun understand whats so great about nasi goreng pattaya. =P excapadeeeeeeeee!!! movieeeeeee!!!! hahaha michael always belanja one =D u are going to belanja us a lot when we go back oh =) hahaha hmm, i even miss working in flying colours with you. ahhaha and maggie and my aunt!! and stephanie.. and SIAW CHIEN!! hahaha i remember we used to laugh a lot and we used to laugh non-stop. thanks to your silly antics. ahaha and adrian................................. though i dont really know how you are now, but then i bet you are doing good. you never fail to make me angry and happy at the same time. haha albert makes me laugh out of the blues too. ahhaha mandyyyyy.. ohh mandyyy.... u never fail to be there for me whenever i want to talk to someone. hahah and u give loads of.. *ahem* good comments. HAHAHAHA FEIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sigh no words can describe. hahaha juan must be having a great time back in brunei with .. ahem ahem. hahah i am so going to visit u in manch one of these days and catch up with you ;) haha BEVVY AND SASA!!! the two girls who are so different yet the same in some points. haha going to meet them in london i think. fauzi.. why do you need to work =( hahah tiong is back in brunei. ern.. OMG ERN. i have to call him back. HAHA sebas sebas... pfft, he forgotten me liao. lol. HMPH. connie connieee... have to go back to brunei in june k? jerome!!! DONT FORGET OUR DATE. hahaha ;P but i bet u have forgotten liao lah =( haha and bbq oh... with jerry also.. (aiya i dunno where he is now, but i have to go visit him in newcastle one of these days.) kok and juang (the two future dcotors). sigh one in brunei and one in i dunno where. haha albertt shimm ah gongggggg.... ahaha sharonnnnn!!! (must have forgotten to check her mail ;P) juice chua in spore, becoming ah lian as days pass no? HAHAH jk... maggie and jessie!!!!!! i cant wait to talk to you guys when i see you guys next, very fun oh in kl =P and ohhhh last but not least. LOIS DING!!!! email me lah. haha (this paragraph is kinda like shoutout but not entirely. i dun even know why i am typing it all out)

sigh i really miss all of you... yeaaa .. i miss hanging out with all of my frenss... hahaha 2007 is not so great but then it has its good. =) i wont complain so much but then this is all i need i suppose. frens, family and a good degree to make good money. =) as i said with maggie sim, our future plans ;P hahah but i guess it will only be MY future plan as someone's love is blossoming. =) hhahah i cant wait for summer to come. i want to go back home.. =) i cant wait for easter too, to go travelling around! rome, paris, geneva, prague.. most importanly rome. haha i wanna go rome!!

anyway, this is getting to tedious and long. i guess this is my new year post. haha i wish everyone a great new year and may everything goes as you wish (which is not likely coz life never goes the way u want them to. ahhaha) and ha, jing i posted.. wheres urs? =)