sigh, i dont even know whether it is a good thing whether 2008 is coming or not. Not that 2007 is really terrible, but well, it was terrible. lol. I can say that i kinda have changed into another person. well NOT REALLY A MAJOR CHANGE. dun worry. i am still the bubbly hui. what has changed is .. the way i think about stuffs i suppose.. I know i know, i am still thinking too much, but sometimes its not wrong thinking so much no? lol. being hopeful.. i was hopeful.. WAS . but not anymore. i am just gonna leave everything as it is. theres no point in trying to fix something when it doesnt want to be fixed right? i have tried my best... i guess u can say the worst part of 2007 is not only losing someone i love but also a friend? lol. it doesnt matter anymore. 2007 is going to be over soon, and i am going to leave all these behind. (ok fineeeee... i am going to try.. HAHAHA) well, the best part of 2007 is .. i get to know who my real friends are =) and i love all of them. hahaha and i get to see who hates me. HAHAHA yes i am not that lovable am i? =P

WAIT. the best part has second great news which is I HAVE A GREAT FAMILY! =) lovee them too. lol. eventhough they are not my real family, (yes i am adopted for those who do not know), i love them to bits because they love me for who i am. haha i remember that time when my dad wanted to break the news to me. he was like "ahh, hui.. ahhh" LOL it happened before i came over to uk. he said he will bring me to see my biological mom AND YES SHE'S ALIVE haha i dunno whos my biological dad but all in alll, i dont blame my mom lor. she knew my dad will treat me real good which is really true.. I have been given the best though i complained at times but.... they ... are the best... (oh shyt, i need tissue. LOL) i remember that when my dad stammered and he didnt know what to say. and oh , great knowing that i have a biological older brother and WOO THATS WHAT I NEED. hahaha an older sibling so i am not the eldest =) they gave me unconditional love. my mom.. eventhough i have never seen her, louis vuitton handbags but i know she loves me.. at least she didnt just leave me in the toilet right? =P my stepmom is a great mom too.. she always gives us the best. tho some ppl are so ungrateful sometimes (no names mentioned lol) but i loveee her being my mom. hmm theres another person.. but well, lets not talk abt her shall we? haha then here comes my beloved siblings. all four of them are special to me.. eventhough i always quarelled with my sister (jojo) but she knows i love her. lol. and the three lil monsters... sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh they are the most adorable creatures in the world~ hahaha

hmm.. then i came to uk... its not a OH SO GREAT experience but i guess its .. good? i miss hone often. i miss my frens often.. i miss him.. i miss ...did i mention home? ahahah well, i get to go here and there. so far, i have visited, edinburgh, manchester, london, nottingham. nottingham is like my second home. haha though its far, but sometimes it does really give me a homey feeling. haha and besides, maggie they all are there. oh, i made quite a number of new frens when i am here. and it opens my eyes about so many stuffs. i am serious. my frens here in my course.. they are great to me.. they taught me loads.. they told me loads that i have not known.. i have learnt far more. haha well havent really learn abt pharmacy stuffs but soon, the stress will kick in. i am kinda stress.. i even have holiday hwks. and i kinda failed one of my practs. omggggg.. my heart just shattered. LOL. ok not so kua zang but but, i was really really sad when i found out. (ok not failed but got terrible marks LOL) but i am doing better for the next few practicals ^^ hahaha

and speaking about new frens, i didnt only make new UK-IAN frens but also new BRUNEI-AN frens. lol. yeaa.. they are quite a few. and they are quite a bunch. haha they are maggie's frens actually. and well, they just met up again and .. yea, intro-ed me to them lor. and oh, i met my long lost cousin finally. i am glad he didnt forget my name coz he forgot the rest of my family. sigh, what can i say? terrible. lol.

work experience is definitely gained in year 2007.. driving experience too. oh gosh, i miss driving eventhough i said i wont miss it before coming to uk. i guess i hate waiting for the bus more. HAHA =P

i really miss being at home. miss being served with good food without even need to pay so much to get it. miss being nagged (ok maybe not LOL) miss being pampered, miss not being alone and i really really miss hanging out with my frens......................... sigh i dont even know where juang is now. lol. i miss talking to her so so so so so much.. oh, i miss having you around. actually, no i dont. somehow i am starting to get over you. hahah i dunno.. my feelings havent been predictable since. i dont even know how i feel sometimes. i dont know what i want. lol.

ahh, and i miss all those UR times. not really UR. its mroe like UR - 1 coz we were doing it for kel. HAHAHA. eventhough it was a tough work, but it turned out beautiful adn i really had a greattttttt time doing it. plus, making him cry =D HAHHAHAHA hmm did u cry that day when we gave u the book? ahhaha i think youuu did!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! jing did too. hahah o.O and the steamboat. we shud do it again u know. haha and karaoke!!!! ahhaha heart to heart talks, watching movie and chilling out in someones house. eh ming hui and jances, where was the sleepover that we had been talking about before? hahaha bball, tennis.................... =( but well, we are going to travel before we are going back to brunei arent we? haha jing suggested italyy!

i miss gym-ing with my gym rats. ahha eventhough i dun really gym, but ..... i miss hanging out with them. NASI GORENG CORNBEEF? hahahahaha and NASI GORENG PATTAYA for michael and the gang. hahaha i dun understand whats so great about nasi goreng pattaya. =P excapadeeeeeeeee!!! movieeeeeee!!!! hahaha michael always belanja one =D u are going to belanja us a lot when we go back oh =) hahaha hmm, i even miss working in flying colours with you. ahhaha and maggie and my aunt!! and stephanie.. and SIAW CHIEN!! hahaha i remember we used to laugh a lot and we used to laugh non-stop. thanks to your silly antics. ahaha and adrian................................. though i dont really know how you are now, but then i bet you are doing good. you never fail to make me angry and happy at the same time. haha albert makes me laugh out of the blues too. ahhaha mandyyyyy.. ohh mandyyy.... u never fail to be there for me whenever i want to talk to someone. hahah and u give loads of.. *ahem* good comments. HAHAHAHA FEIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sigh no words can describe. hahaha juan must be having a great time back in brunei with .. ahem ahem. hahah i am so going to visit u in manch one of these days and catch up with you ;) haha BEVVY AND SASA!!! the two girls who are so different yet the same in some points. haha going to meet them in london i think. fauzi.. why do you need to work =( hahah tiong is back in brunei. ern.. OMG ERN. i have to call him back. HAHA sebas sebas... pfft, he forgotten me liao. lol. HMPH. connie connieee... have to go back to brunei in june k? jerome!!! DONT FORGET OUR DATE. hahaha ;P but i bet u have forgotten liao lah =( haha and bbq oh... with jerry also.. (aiya i dunno where he is now, but i have to go visit him in newcastle one of these days.) kok and juang (the two future dcotors). sigh one in brunei and one in i dunno where. haha albertt shimm ah gongggggg.... ahaha sharonnnnn!!! (must have forgotten to check her mail ;P) juice chua in spore, becoming ah lian as days pass no? HAHAH jk... maggie and jessie!!!!!! i cant wait to talk to you guys when i see you guys next, very fun oh in kl =P and ohhhh last but not least. LOIS DING!!!! email me lah. haha (this paragraph is kinda like shoutout but not entirely. i dun even know why i am typing it all out)

sigh i really miss all of you... yeaaa .. i miss hanging out with all of my frenss... hahaha 2007 is not so great but then it has its good. =) i wont complain so much but then this is all i need i suppose. frens, family and a good degree to make good money. =) as i said with maggie sim, our future plans ;P hahah but i guess it will only be MY future plan as someone's love is blossoming. =) hhahah i cant wait for summer to come. i want to go back home.. =) i cant wait for easter too, to go travelling around! rome, paris, geneva, prague.. most importanly rome. haha i wanna go rome!!

anyway, this is getting to tedious and long. i guess this is my new year post. haha i wish everyone a great new year and may everything goes as you wish (which is not likely coz life never goes the way u want them to. ahhaha) and ha, jing i posted.. wheres urs? =)

Finally, my fall semester has ended. I completed my last exam (economics) 9hours 30minutes ago. At last, I can put my books aside, and take a well needed break.

My first semester at Penn has been great. Like always, there were always the uphills and the downhills. chanel handbags The workload has been crazy. Assignments upon assignments, reports upon reports, mid-terms upon mid-terms, quizzes upon quizzes, portfolios upon portfolios. But I am just glad that it is all over, at least for now. I just hope going through the 1st semester will better prepare me for the next.

There are so many things about life here at Penn that I wish to talk about. The events, the variety, the traditions, etc. But I am three hours away from taking my train down to South Carolina, where I will spend my winter break with my Aunt and Uncle. So for now, I've put up some pictures on facebook. (But we all know that when I say ", for now", I'm never really going to make the post.)

It is going to be a 12 hour train ride, so I bought a book just to kill time. "Kite Runner", I'm sure you've all heard about the book. I saw the advanced screening of the movie, it was pretty intense.

Plans to meet up with my hall mates during the break are still up in the air. But my Spring semester will start on the 16th of January.

Here is a picture of my room at the beginning of the semester and at the end. Not much of a difference. Haha. I think the only major difference is the awesome poster.

New simple layout found by Ming hui. She demanded that we have a new layout...haha. With the busy Uni lives we're living, it's just great to finally have a vacation break...well, just a few more days for those who are still in their term time (jia you!) =P

I'll leave you guys with a picture of Ming Hui and her B'day cake!


She'll hopefully be diligent enough to upload more of her bday photos!

Mwahs!

WAH two posts in one row from me. LOL. anyway, no just wanna clear some "confusion" ahhaha i dunno wat fish zim is, i tot it was goldfish all along -_-""" jing was the one who wrote the story so i am not sure but for now, lets take zim as goldfish =) if not it will be eel oh. LOL! jances thought of it =P but just wanna say all of us (zim, michelle, kel, hui,jing,jances), we are here for each other =) well at least i am here for u guys. HAHAHA i am bad in writing such stuffs lah. LOL. =s i dunno how to.. express? HAHAHAHA

speaking of jances: I HAVE READ UR LAST POST. and dun forget, we always have each other's back. i know, i have been busy and everytime u called, i just had to hang up =( i feel so bad. but really, one day, one night, we will spend time together and no distractions. HOPE U ARE HAVING FUN IN PORTUGAL as i am typing up this post ! ahahaha PRESENTS PRESENTS PRESENTS. chanel handbags and i know what u mean nostalgic. i felt that when i read through all our posts and past convos and past emails and really laughed out loud. i miss those dayysss =( ok then, gtg STUDY again,HAHAHA i got a test later. =P cya.

hey, yes yes i know. this is like my first post since i have been in the uk. yes "the uk" hahaha oh, if anyone hasnt notice that our profile has changed , i am going to tell you that YES I AM IN UK AND STUDYING PHARMACY AND GETTING STRESS LIKE HELL. ahahaa who ever said uni is fun is a dumb person. lol even now i am supposed to be studying coz i got test tomorrow. yes i know, i dont know why there are tests here and there . the worse thing is this is not just some trial tests. grr. i relaly cant wait for holiday. LOL. anyway ...................... during this "break" of mine, i was reading thro our past posts. LOL. and one really made me smile... and i bet these two particular posts really made us smileeee =) hahaha

it was all about the fishes in the ocean! =) (posts on 23rd and 24th of october 2005)

The fish tail:
B4 2005....., guppy used to swim ard wif molly, angelfish, swordtailfish, goldfish, tortoise and leech in a small pond.
Introduction:All 6 of them r from the same aquarium shop in China and known each other for so long except swordtailfish which r frm Arab. The fishes frm china noe bout clownfish since they r frm the same aquarium shop but it was separated and brought to the ocean, not pond.
Characters:-

• 1)Molly~loves to bum ard, very friendly,sporting.
• 2)Angelfish~very highclass, polite.
• 3)Swortailfish~clever but blur.
• 4)Goldfish~shy, tok to guppy whenever he was boring.
• 5)Tortoise~quite, late for fishtuition....
• 6)Leech~depends on its mood, popular.
• 7)Guppy~timid, not proud of its tail.
• Clownfish~laugh and loud most of the time.

Got one day after 2005......., clownfish sensed tat guppy is lifeless in the pond, so it digged a hole in the ocean which connected to the pond and brought guppy out of there. Guppy was too afraid tat it myt die in the ocean however it took the challenge and followed clownfish. Clownfish tour him ard and intro many marinelife to him.He is so happy, more cheerful, more daring, more friendly than the life in pond. Now guppy noe how to show his tail to everyone but not so proud ler.

not long after tat, molly and angel was not in the pond(perhaps they had been caught to other country). sometimes, guppy did ask swordtail and leech to swim in ocean but they always rejected him. tortoise and goldfish r exception cos they got sumthing to practice on. But its ok, guppy seems to hav a stronger will and mind to go along wif both his pond fish and marine fellow.

Last but not least, lets credited to clownfish who brought joyfulness to everyone. whee~~

continuation by sowrdtail fish ;P =)

I think swordtailfish was feeling 'very sea sick' when he was invited out. And sometimes Guppy's timing is not right, since swordtailfish likes to go and pray and sometimes its too late at night. Swordtailfish can't go to sea late at night anymore, or else he can't find his way home.

His other swordfish friends who used to play games with him and guide him home, are now all separated and going to their own "swordtailfish paths."

Swordtailfish will have to wait another year before he can go home by himself.

Not only that, eversince Molly and Angelfish left, swordfish has also been staying at home more often and guppy wasn't the only he had rejected..


Guppy should also know that Swordtailfish feels like guppy as well. Many times swordtailfish also feels lonely in the pond, swordtailfish has feelings too, just like Guppy. And for now, can only find company from his female swordfish friend once in a while..

Guppy should also understand swordtailfish is also having a big big fishexam, chanel handbags since guppy is also having them. Thus, swordtailfish needs to carve his tail "sharp and strong" so that swordtailfish will have a better chance at sea next time.

At the same time, Guppy should also continue to make his tail bigger and brighter and put more colours into it, so that many will stare in wonder.. and don't be shy to show that pretty tail of yours. Not every1 is born with a pretty tail. MY tail can only hurt people, lol.

For now, Swordtailfish can only accompany guppy during the times when guppy goes back to the study pond...

But fred not, because once the fish exam is over, he will definitely accompany guppy to sea.. But please understand if swordtailfish wants to bring along his female companion to sea....

(short continuation by me =) though its not as good as the other two fishes lol since they started this! )

clownfish:

All six fishes are all around the place (UK AND US) now, going on with their studies. the marvelous, clever swordtail fish swam the furthest away from the other fishes. but swordtail fish will always be in their heart =) clownfish, goldfish, angelfish, guppy, molly and swordtail fish are the ones who made this blog and the fishes will always here for each other. =) Each of the fishes will have each other's back nonetheless. swordtail fish, dont forget what other fishes made for you ;) haha .All fishes are going to have great future and the other fishes in the ocean is going to be envy of these six fishes! =) being the special fishes they are.

ok i know its not as good as the other 2 but the main point of this post is, youu knowww.. UNTOUCHABLEREALITY will forver be UNTOUCHABLEREALITY. the six of us =) dont forget we have each other. lol =P though the main characters were swordtail and guppy but u guys should know what i mean .

ok then, TIME TO GO BACK TO STUDY. break is over. (like long time ago. LOL.) cya

take care guys! =)