LOL THIS BLOG IS SO D-E-A-D.

The last post was .. oh me goodness, 14th of october 2008! YEAR 2008! and its already what? year 2009??? NO ONE PUT UP ANY NEW YEAR POSTS. wow, thats a first. Before, at least one of us would put up a new year post. saying happy new year , blah blah blah and what happened in 2008 and what sucky about year 2008 and what was good about year 2008.. oh, you know.. the usual. lol. but NOOO.. no one did it this time. this shows how... "busy" we are bah ;) hahaha i guess blog is not an in thing anymore.it has been replaced by the infamous............ FACEBOOK! The in thing now. blogs? what are these? want to know more about me and my life? read my status in facebook. or notes in my facebook page. if u want to know about someone, what can you do? FACEBOOK. hahah

its just so bad that everything is all about facebook now. its the new friendster. well, ok, i am also a facebook user, but just coz everyone is using it and its the way to communicate and really keep in touch i suppose. and know what is each other doing. its bad in a way coz ppl can stalk each other (LOL i wont deny that i am one of them O=) ) BUT ITS REALLY A BAD HABIT. ahhahaha i like facebook but at the same time not like facebook. HAHAHA i know, it doesnt make sense but thats how i feel. =P i never make sense anyway. even till now, i am trying to make sense of my own life. hahaha

a new year. not a new beginning for me. its the same old thing. doesnt feel like a new year. all the bad things are still happening to me. lost my bus pass (yes guys i am still very upset abt it =( ). whole body aching during cny. (not very pleasant). has tonnes of things to do (so what am i doing here? lol). SIGHS second sem is just so evil. pharmacy is just evil. -fullstop-

i am quite amazed of myself to be honest. not coz of my success. its coz how i can screw my life upside down. i dont know how i manage to do it, but it definitely will happen to me. and theres no way i can blame it on someone else. its my fault. to trust ppl too much. to believe that everything is all right between us. to think that we are that close. to think that you actually like me. to realise that everything was just one sided when its a tad bit too late. to believe that there was something between us. to think that everything you do, you have your own reason. to think that you treat me so nice because you really want to. to think that i will be the first person that you will think of. to believe in you. to think that you wont give up on me. to think that you really will be there for me. to think that i am not alone..

lol. ahh, done ranting. haha its so nice to rant at times. i love my family. i love my friends. i love my housemates. i love him. i love you. i love everyone to bits. =D my life will definitely be different without you guys. i wont have wonderful memories. louis vuitton handbags i have had bitter memories, but , how can i grow up without them right? life is never perfect. life is never beautiful. everything has its ugly sides. nothing is perfect. i am not perfect. i had been a bitch last year. i have my bitchy moments. i have my evil moments. i cant be forgiven. shouldnt be forgiven even. all i can do is to apologize. if i had think twice, it would never have happened. i have my selfish moments. lol.

but then, how is it called life if there wasnt any ups and downs isnt it? =P

oh, I SO CANT WAIT TO WATCH... uh, i dont know wahts the full name but.. THE BENJAMIN BUTTON MOVIE. eeekks! hahaha NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~ its not coz i like brad pitt...~ its just... the movie looks interesting. lol. it really does. i bet it will be nice. well, maybe not. cant be too confident. but i am sure i will like it ^^

wang lee hom's new album. hahaha nice nice. esp the songs, xin tiao and everything. those are my two fav songs for now. =) slow, soothing, full of meanings. ahaha jay chou's latest album also not bad i guess. haahhaa =P like qiu xiang (i think thats the name).

hmmm~ i guess its long enuff to entertain u guys. =P IF THERE ARE EVEN READERS OR VISITORS COMING TO THIS BLOGSPOT. hahaha =P

p.s i miss you guys.... =(




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