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miss these days

2011-11-22T06:11:00.002+08:00

one year has passed. no one has written anything in this site for a year. has anyone visited this site anyway? lol i dont know what made me come back here.

this site has definitely been forgotten.

but one thing for sure..

... i will never forget the people who made this site happened. all of us are in different places right now. doing different things. leading different lives.

how i wish i can go back to how i used to be. instead of being confused in every steps i take in life. should i do this? should i do that? what would happen if i do this? what would happen if i do that? i want to go back to the times when i know what i want, and i will do what i want. where everything is simple.

life is not that simple anymore..

..honestly, has it ever been simple? or was i just naive thinking that it is simple?

anyway, miss you guys. miss home. miss the old me.

2010-07-10T07:09:00.003+08:00

To laugh often and much; to win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children; to earn the appreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends; to appreciate beauty; to find the best in others; to leave the world a bit better, chanel handbags whether by a healthy child, a garden patch or a redeemed social condition; to know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived; this is to have succeeded.

I've made it, I think.

2010-02-09T02:46:00.002+08:00

So if you were to ask me, I just want you to know - I'm strong on the surface but not all the way through.

just work

2009-11-24T22:26:00.002+08:00

Work work work work work work work work

Stay awake and work bitch

Stop nodding off and snoring in the library

Work work work work work work work work

Awesome

2009-10-03T17:03:00.004+08:00

I am the luckiest girl alive.

Advanced 22nd with the family the night before I had to leave Brunei

The midnight gang who 'broke' into the house to surprise me

Fresh fruit cake

Dinner with the Oxonians at Chiang Mai. Another surprise with chocolate cake!

Barcas at Zizzi in Oxford!! Thanks for coming down from london for the night!

Norwich, Nottingham and Loughborough! Surprised overload!

Londoners welcome to the better city =)

These 3 surprises all thanks to this lady here:

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Leaving on a jet plane

2009-09-01T00:34:00.007+08:00

R, even though I'll get to see you in UK - I'll still miss you as I won't be leaving Brunei until the end of September. Thank you for keeping up with my antics over the summer.chanel handbags Spending too much time with each other sure explains our erratic behaviour. Haha. We sure are two aberrant twins, *cough* , I mean sisters :P

ps// Your note made my ambivalent feelings about you going off slowly fade away. I love you too :)

2009-08-21T17:19:00.004+08:00

On 19/08/08, I finally discovered what makes me tick. All the hard effort and endless nights of bewilderment. That was all worth it.

MY life is good, no wait, it's great!

Turning 21: A Milestone

2009-08-11T23:45:00.005+08:00

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY to the gorgeous Miss Goh Poh Hui!

You're now officially LEGAL everywhere. So, when are we going to Vegas? Don't feel old though as you are clearly not the first one in our group to turn 21 :) Haha. Chocolate, please dont kill me! - You know who you are :D

Hui, I meant everything I wrote in the card. Walking down memory lane, I can recall the times spent at your place laughing about guys, chanel handbags getting misty over sappy movies and making some sense of this crazy world! This may all sound boring but that's what great friends do.

I hope you had a great night with us and that you liked all the presents you got. I am anxiously anticipating the day I will see you in your bikini. Hehehe.

"It is by chance that we met..
And by choice that we became friends"

Over the moon

2009-07-04T03:30:00.005+08:00

I'm so chuffed that A.Rod won and is through to the finals of Wimbledon! It was such an epic match. After just under 3 hours (I think), Roddick won 6-4 4-6 7-6 7-6. I have to say that I had my doubts at the beginning as Murray has stepped up his game but Roddick sure proved me wrong. Oh, the sweet taste of victory! chanel handbags I can imagine all the overflowing emotions as he fell to his knees and leaned forward to cover his head after winning the match.

This means another Roddick vs Fed final. Roddick's played Federer in the finals of Wimbledon in 04 & 05 and lost both times. In addition to that, Federer owns a lopsided 18-2 head to head record against Roddick. Then again, Andy's playing the best tennis he's played in a very long time. Let's hope it's third time lucky for my hero!

On another note, most of the UR's are back home already. Shouldn't you guys be updating? Haha. Jances told me the other day that Jingo has decided to quarantine himself. Jingggg, upload the Croatia pictures. We need more colour!

m//~

home.nasi katok.maid!

2009-06-28T02:04:00.006+08:00

if only...

haha the best thing about going home is.. HAVING A MAID. ahha gawd, i sound so shallow and ... and so da siao jie. hahah but, sighs. i miss my maid's cooking. =D miss delicious home cooked food lor. hahah

anyway, the rest are in croatia now =( hahha i meant, jances, ming hui and jing. or maybe they are back.. LOL. couldnt go with them because my mom and sister went to UK to visit me.

oh btw, i am baack in brunei. HAHA

anyway, yeaps,. they went to UK and we went to Paris, Rome and Milan =D haha. Love Paris's disneyland, Rome's architecture and love milan because my nanny was there. =D got to meet up with my nanny. Miss her so much. She took care of me and my sis since we were babies. Well, she worked for my dad even before i was born. lol. she looked after us for 13 years. We been through a lot. she was not only a maid but also a mother to me. Basically, I have to thank her.. For bringing me up.. For teaching me wats wrong and whats right. For who I am right now. =) She cooked for us when we were in Milan. God, her cooking is sitll the same~! hahaha when we were kids, i remember that we wouldnt eat unless it was her cooking. LOL. yea, she really is like a mom to me.. =P

Cant post any nice pictures =( because my yiyi's boyfriend lost his camera. Sighs. I have other pictures but they arent as nice as the pictures we took using my yiyi's boyfriend nice huge professional camera. haahah =( sighs. All the hardwork gone - getting nice angles with eiffel tower, chasing mickey mouse and the rest of the gang.. hahah. Yes, i really am a big kid when i was in disneyland. i went OOOOO the princesses!!! WINNIE THE POOHH!!!! OMG! hahhahahahahahahhahahahhaa *embarassed* but the parade was the best. haha i love the rides too. =P yea ok ok enough abt Paris.

Next destination was rome. Rome was awesome. I love the cathedral. I love the architecture. It makes me wonder...... It really does make me wonder.. How did they come up with all those.. It jsut amazes me. =P

Milan.. Yea, talked abt it. the best part was meeting up with my nanny. Havent seen her for seven years. and.. lol, it was such an emotional encounter. haha Things were too exp there. so i didnt enjoy shopping. didnt even do much shopping.

*sighs* though it was fun, it was stressful at the same time.

Oh, we met this chinese (from China), who made us buy LV for her, so she can bring to china and make the fake copies. LOL. i didnt know till the end. when my aunt told me. hahah =P she was really greedy. and cornered my mom to help her. Goodness. hahaha it was.. kinda a scary experience. louis vuitton handbags i think its illegal to buy for her. apparently there is a limit for people who hold china passports. haha well, thats what she said. haha but anyway, my yiyis were scared lah. they were like "DONT BUY ANYMORE. what if we get caught" .. and she really trusted us with her cash. we could have run. without her knowing. She gave us like thousands of euro. hahaha.. but yea.. she was really desperate. hahaha oh well..

i really didnt know it work that way. u have to get the real one to make the fake one. cant they just see the pictures? Sighs. but anyway, because of these fake ones, whenever u see someone holding LV, u will think "issit fake or issit real?" eventhough that person spent thousands of dollars to buy it. tsk tsk. no comments. haha

but honestlyy, why people are willing to spend thousands on LV? i know they are of good quality, but but..they just cost too much..

i bet i will be one of the them in the future. i wont deny. =P hahahah

ok, anyway running out of things to blog. I just feel bad, seeing ming hui posted so many. And i havent done anything. hahaha~ good job in keeping this blog alive ming hui =D. eventhough it was on A.Rod. HAHAH =P

hope to see you guys in brunei. we gotta hang out as usual. =P karaoke. steamboat. just plan something =P

oh btw.. did i mention that i passed all my exams? SO HAPPY TO KNOW THAT. oh, i didnt rant about my exams, but there were loads of things to rant. haha Jances lucky lah. no exams. but anyway, glad its over and i am satisfied with my results. No complaints =D hahah

and I like the layout btw. =D

...you know how much i miss you..~

xoxo, hui

You don't know the half of it

2009-06-21T08:42:00.005+08:00

Too many emotions.
For this one little heart.
Too many finish lines,
No place to start.

The anger overloads,
The confusion sets in.
The pain smothers me
And the frustration blinds me.

Which will reach me first?
To break the barrier
In which sanity has silently slept.
And which will slowly kill me?
As love and hate battle
Through angels and devils,
And right and wrong.
And where can I turn for a savior?

- Erin B

Counting down the days

2009-06-15T05:42:00.003+08:00

2 more days till I head back to London
3 more days till I see my best friend, Chocolate ;)
9 more days till Croatia. YIIIPPEEEEEEEEEE
15 more days till Race for Life

And unfortunately, I can't count the days till I go back home because my flight isn't confirmed yet. I sure hope this will change by Monday.

For the love of the game

2009-06-11T23:12:00.019+08:00

I can cross off another thing in my 'Things to do before I die" list. I finally got the chance to watch Roddick play! I had my fingers crossed that we'll get to see Roddick in action and on Tuesday my prayers were answered. Jances was suppose to come as well but she had labs. BUUTTTT, there's still next year dear! I can promise you that :)

Ferrero VS Grosjean was the opening match. Unfortunately, Grosjean retired at the beginning of the second set because of problems with his right shoulder.

Sebastian Grosjean

Juan Carlos Ferrero (Roche)

And then the match I've been waiting for years to watch. Roddick VS Vliegen. Roddick had a walkover in the first round so this was his first match. He won the first set 6-1 in 18 minutes. If you think his serves are amazing on telly, imagine how breathtaking it was to watch it in real life.

Roddick taking a fall

Kristof Vliegen

During this match, I was told off by the old lady behind me to stop taking photos because "The shutter sound is too distracting" Haha. So I stopped taking photos for a bit. chanel handbags It was my fault but I was shooting away because the game wasn't very intense. Roddick cruised through this match, winning in straight sets.

I didn't get to take any photos of the next match because I didn't want to piss the old lady behind me. Blake VS Ljubicic. Blake played really well and Ljubicic was just no match.

Monfils VS Golubev. There was one point in the match where I thought Golubev was going to win it but Monfils put up a good fight. Even though Monfils took a few hard falls and injured his wrist slightly, he played a great game.

Andrey Golubev

Gael Monfils

The last match of the day was a doubles match. Murray/Hewitt VS Fleming/Skupski. Murray and Hewitt lost in straight sets. Surprisingly, Murray wasn't at his best that night and made quite a few unforced errors.

Murray/Hewitt

I managed to take a picture with Bagdatis. He's really sweet in person. I was dividing my time between watching matches on centre court and 'stalking' tennis players as they made their way in and out of Queen's Club. I have a big ass tennis ball filled with signatures and will upload a photo of it soon.

Overall, it was a great day! The weather was on our side most of the time although it was pretty chilly.

Good luck to Roddick who will be playing 6 feet 10, Karlovic. We have faith in you!

Summer's here

2009-06-11T07:25:00.010+08:00

The past few days have been crazy. Sanny and I just moved into our new place near Euston on Monday. The good thing is that I can now walk to uni as it'll only take me 5 minutes. The bad news? Our flat is on the fourth floor and there's no lift!! :S It took us 5 hours and 7 people to move in 2 people's worth of stuff! Then again, Sanny and I have been here for a good 4 years. Haha. My goodness, the amount of stuff we have scares the living daylights out of me! A big thank you goes out to Yong, Fu Aun, Imah, Syafie and Maggie for helping out :) Although techically speaking, all of you guys were dragged into it. Haha

Last Sunday, Jances, Chunzi and I went to the Capital FM Summertime ball. It was the best concert I've gone to! The line up included Akon, Lionel Ritchie, Shontelle, Kelly Clarkson, Ciara, James Morrison and loads more. chanel handbags Katy Perry started the show with a bang. People up front started jumping like mad! Thank goodness we got seated tickets. I heard that some people started queueing at 10.30am the day before the concert. Talk about going to great lengths!

And then there was Enrique. *sigh* He brought a girl up stage and sang 'Hero' She started bursting into tears. He caressed her and at the end of the song planted a kiss on her lips. He sure is a ladies man! Blue reunited just for the show and ended the 6 hour event. They were as good as I remembered them to be. Jances took better photos and videos, which she'll upload soon.

I'll give you guys a little preview!

BFF's

Miss Katy Perry in her outrageous polka-dotted outfit

Leona Lewis

Enrique Iglesias

Sanny, Jin Yang, Sheldon and I went to watch Day 2 of Aegon Championships on Tuesday. More about that in my next entry!

I see the secrets you don't show,
The ones you think I don't know

A.Rod

2009-06-02T03:59:00.003+08:00

Andy Roddick,

Even though you lost today, you're still as hot as ever. You've done better this year than any other years for the French open so continue working hard!

Your hardcare fans xxx

What do you do to kill time?

2009-05-24T05:35:00.007+08:00

And these are the websites that I visit to kill time...

1) www.postsecret.blogspot.com
It always seems to surprise me, in a good way. Especially when you read a secret and you feel the same. Goes to show that you're not always alone, even when you seem to think so! Too bad it only gets updated once a week!

2) www.thesuperficial.com
This is the Gossip King of all websites! I kid you not!!

3) www.xiaxue.blogspot.com
Haha. She's damn funny lah. You'll know why when you read her posts. She's got her own mini shows as well!

4) www.xanga.com/clapbangkiss
And on the other corner, there's Dawn Yang. There's this ongoing feud between Dawn and XiaXue even though they're miles apart. Dawn's currently in New York and XiaXue's in Singapore.

4) www.fmylife.com
This is my fav. I go on it everytime I'm online. My sister says I shouldn't though because I'm taking pleasure out of someone else's misery. But it really isn't like that! Haha. Most of the stuff on it is actually pretty funny. Be sure to check it out!

As Jances has mentioned, we're going to be running Race For Life. Thanks so much for the donations. We've nearly reached our halfway mark! chanel handbags To raise more funds, we've decided on dressing up on the day. The plan is to come up with two outfits and then get you guys to vote by donating. We will dress up in the oufit that gets the most donations. Any suggestions?

Maybe as cowgirls?

Or fairies?
Or even as clowns?

But sweat + make up = disaster. Haha. We're willing to go a long way for donations,though! Right Jances? So, we're up for anything. As long as it's not outrageously ridiculous.

Any suggestions??

politician

2009-05-24T01:52:00.004+08:00

I have been watching too much korean dramas! Have I ever mentioned that Korean guys can be so hot....beyond hot even. *melts*

Can't wait for Croatia!! WooohoooO! Beach! beach! Oh my, I will get so super tanned. Even today, someone asked if I have just gone on a holiday, just because I do seem quite tanned!

Yay, I have officially been handed over my secretarial role for OUMC!! No more time consuming secretarial work! To be honest, I had loads of fun being in the short-manned committee!

We hosted a talk by Khairy Jamaluddin, UMNO youth chief, last night. Even though I hardly know anything about Malaysian's politics, I thoroughly enjoyed his talk. He was super charismatic! He's a former Oxoninan as well. Apparently he does have quite a bad reputation back in Malaysian. louis vuitton handbags But I've got to say that he's quite the intellect. I hope the changes for malaysia which he touched upon are able to happen. He did touch upon quite a lot about the ethnicity divide in malaysia, which I think, is far more prominent in Brunei. I am quite glad that, in Brunei, all the ethnic groups are able to mix so well! Let's not forget to count our lucky stars!

Ok I am off to my friend's for dinner! Wheeeeeee =D

Ola!

2009-05-23T00:47:00.008+08:00

Hey guys!! I'm finally done with exams. YAY!!!! :D Just as I've promised Jances, I am going to update more often. I couldn't remember my username and password first time round- proves how long it's been since I last updated :S Everyone (apart from Jances) seems to missing in action lately. Hmmmmm.... Anyway, I have officially finished my second year. That means I've spent 4 years in the UK and I've got one more left. Wow! I feel..... OLD. Haha But, young at heart ;) chanel handbags Jances has been visiting me in London quite a bit. She actually made a surprise visit the day before my exam and I was thrilled. You are officially the bestest best friend anyone can ask for.

I apologise for the lack of structure in my post. Haha. I'm honestly just typing my thoughts as they come along, to give you guys a quick summary of what's been happening.

My aunt saw me blogging one day and asked what was the link to the website. I said," Untouchable Reality" She burst into laughter and told my uncle. about it. Apparently, it sounds like a porn website! I reassured her that it isn't plus we haven't had any hits from 'needy' men.

Few months back, I remember having an absolutely terrible week. You know.. those days when you feel like there's no reason to get out of bed and that no one understands you. I recall dragging my two feet all the way to the tube station and then... it was like I suddenly saw light. at the end of the tunnel. Someone decided to brighten everyone's day by posting these right outside the tube station. It really is odd how something small can make such a massive difference. I hope the photos will put a smile on your faces :)

Till next time!

Please give me the serenity to accept things i cannot change, the courage to change those i can, and the wisdom to differentiate between the two.

Race for life

2009-05-14T08:02:00.002+08:00

<----- See that little box to your left

It's a fundraising initiative by Ming Hui and I for Cancer Research UK so please support us!

Hugs and kisses from the both of us!

It's just 5km you say? Ok granted, Ming Hui is super good at this sort of cross country thing but I am not. *flashback* Not finishing cross country by taking the car back to school not once but twice! *flashback*
I promise that I will try my best and not drag Ming Hui down with me! =D

I think we should dress up in costumes? HAHAHA

i can count =)

2009-05-12T08:18:00.002+08:00

Here is Jances counting out one to ten for sit ups.

ONE! TWO! THREE! FOUR! FIVE....SIX........SEVEn......EiGht........Nine...........ten

Now this is jances popping food into her mouth.

12345678910!

Break a leg

2009-05-06T18:43:00.002+08:00

Dear dear Jances,

You've binge eating...wow. You're so round, it's so nice to pinch your cheeks! *pinch pinch*
Eeee...double chin *ang gu gu* *gugu gaga*
Aiyer so kawaii!

GOODLUCK FOR YOUR EXAMS MING HUI, BOON JING, HUI, HAZIM and everyone else sitting for exams *GRIN*

Also, all the best Kel for any tests, assignments, exams, reports?

Signed,

Yours truly

A letter to Jances

2009-04-29T07:51:00.004+08:00

Dear Jances,

I hope that you have been happy with how you have been living your life? It has been good to see that you are eating well, if not too well, and sleeping without any anxiety. It seems that you have problems with meeting deadlines. You like to procrastinate endlessly and then pull an all-nighter just before the deadline is due. No wonder your skin breaks out like there's no tomorrow.

It seems quite unfair, the way you are enjoying life so much now. You have been spending far too much money on concerts, traveling and etc. What's this, you're going for a Mcfly concert next week then a Summertimeball concert and The script in June. You even bought tickets to watch Billy Elliot! My-oh-my. No wonder your bank account has been squeezed dry.

Have you managed to snag yourself a boy yet? I do not understand why you seem to repulse guys, I wonder which of your attributes that are the ones responsible. Actually, I think you should start getting in shape and stop snacking so much. You know you wanna wear a bikini this summer, to have the sun rays sensuously caressing your body, giving you that sun-kissed look. But oh, it would be a miracle if you do get in shape by then. Let's just pray ok.

Oh, I heard that you have been baking. This comes as a huge puzzlement to me. How could someone with no sense of smell be able to bake well? On the contrary, I have heard quite a number of praise about your baked goodies and needless to say, chanel handbags I think it is my duty to spread the word and try and do my bit for charity too. Can I place an order for your chocolate cheesecake, carrot cake, brownie cupcakes and oh what's this, I can order any flavour I want and also personalise it! Wow, and I thought you just started baking. Oh well, I just have to trust that you won't screw up my order.

I should be starting on my essay now. Thanks and you take care ok.

Love loads,

No I am not really doing a shameless plug =)

locust

2009-04-21T23:43:00.002+08:00

schistocerca americana (scientific names sound so clever but they are impossible to remember)

Anyways, Easter holidays have come and gone. It's been a super memorable one <3 Thanks to everyone who have housed and entertained me wherever I went..esp the infinite times I was in London.

Last term of my second year - here goes!

By the way, progress with fundraising has been alright. But please do DONATE if you can! Every little counts! =D

Do you?

2009-04-12T07:55:00.002+08:00

Do you always put yourself in someone else's shoes when you're trying to question why he's doing what he's doing?
Do you always think it through, rationally?
Or is it only just you that you think of?

Why can't our brains hold on to the memories that we want to cherish forever and forget those that we want to perish forever?

If only I question science as much...

life..

2009-04-05T10:28:00.002+08:00

The first day they met.....

sighs.. 3.28 am. still can't sleep yet.

yay.. =) holiday holiday holiday! fun fun fun!... not. hahaa cant wait to meet the peeps though. =P

was just wondering hows everyone. Jing is somewhere in europe now.. what about the rest? =) Hope everyone is doing fine. HUGS. take care

.... was the day when the girl finally knew how it felt like to be irrevocably and unconditionally in love with someone.

Crazy Pandas

2009-03-22T07:21:00.003+08:00

10 of us. One team. FUN!

Crazy pandas! <3 time ="D" href="http://brand-store777.com/">chanel handbags literally taking to heart the meaning of present? And do we not treasure our presents?
So smile as if you're receiving presents every second of your life, because you are even if you don't think so.
For all of you reading this, you're my presents! <3

Happy birthday

2009-03-17T03:46:00.004+08:00

To Jing:

Happy birthday! haha i know, facebook, card... msn. OMG, AGAIN? haahah its just... u know........... =( to compensate the ruined "surprise". thanks to me, being stupid and all. haahhah, but i really hoped u had fun though. I did (ignoring the part where i got "feng mo" = allergic reactions). and also ignoring the fact that I GOT BULLIED! WHEN WE WERE TALKING IN OUR OWN LITTLE "WORLD" hahha u didnt hint me! =( made me drink. sheesh

anyway, hope u had a blast today in lboro. or a sweet lovely time with ur girlfriend ;) hehe. just wanna say thanks for always being there for me. and nice to have u as my big old uncle! =D and please, louis vuitton handbags dont do anything naughty with ur naughty little costume that wee gotten for u ;P hahaha~! I KNOW U LOVE THE PRESENT, JUST ADMIT IT. i dont know what was the other present though. its naughty too apparently. hahaha =P u have more naughty toys now. haha

anyway, going to end the post with:

sa, sa, sa "SUPSUP" =D hahahahahahahhaa inside jokee...~

starbucks = minus bucks

2009-03-12T04:16:00.003+08:00

I used to swear off coffee.....

Now, I need it in times of emergencies.

And, I actually love the taste of coffee....

Save me from the sleep-ful nights!

dunce of the class

2009-03-11T10:49:00.004+08:00

Maybe i should write a post. Then maybe I will feel guilty enough to try and do something about my last essay of term!
Maybe, I should already feel the adrenaline kicking with the deadline looming ominously ahead and the infinite amount of reading. Oh did I mention that it's not just one essay but 4 questions crammed in one tutorial.

I.am.in.the.need.to.rant. So do bear with me.

I feel that I am just barely floating by my second year in Uni. Yes I attend most of my lectures but that doesn't mean I was awake and attentive for half of them, what more all of them. Yes, maybe I should have read up before lectures or follow up with my own notes after lectures but but....

And then there's the tutorials. I only have one tutorial a week so why am I complaining. Am I the only one who feels so retarded; to go through tutorials like a mute doll. I would love to ask questions (intelligent questions) but how can I when I have not even understood the basis of the topics. And how can I understand when there is so little time to read everything and then apply that newfound knowledge (or jumbled mess of scientific data in my case) to write our essays. How can I then, ask questions when i don't even know what kind of questions to ask to reinforce, i mean to absorb, this ever so elusive subject named Biochemistry.

I really want to love my course. I actually do, when I take my time to read. Yes and take my time I do. My command of english has never been my strongest point. Hence, reading and then comprehending what I read takes forever and I am not even exaggerating there. Furthermore, all these lecturers talk as if they're firing missiles at us but even with missiles, I still fall asleep. There is just not enough time! (Then why am I writing junk here rather than NMR stuff for my essay in microsoft word?).

Everyone is entitled to their fair bit of time off from work. Although, my time off from work seems to be all the time except the night of my essay's deadline. Yes yes, I have no right to complain about having not enough time to read because I clearly am very disillusioned to think that 12 hours is enough!

Ok, rant over.

On to a WAY happier note,

I can't wait for my summer holidays. It's been a dream for me to volunteer abroad. Not only does it involve manual input but I would be staying with a host family as well in a place with simply beautiful scenery. Most importantly, chanel handbags I am excited to see how I would have changed after the project. I hope it's not one of depression and helplessness as experienced by a friend who felt that he could not do much more for the malnourished yet joyful children, under-represented female's ability, and etc. Let's just hope that it would be an inspiring experience for me which would induce me to head on to greater things.

So if you would like to help the people of Nepal, do get in contact with me as I am fundraising for a project whereby me and 4 others will be spending 6 weeks in a rural village to build a community centre. The funds we raise will go towards building materials. If you think we only have our unskilled labour to offer then you're wrong. We are there to act as inspirations for the villagers as well; they themselves have to put in some money for the project and of course, they would feel a huge sense of pride upon completion of the project before we leave.

Hopefully, I will be travelling with a few of my siblings before the start of my project. I can't wait!

University College, Oxford

Acapella competition in Oxford Town Hall

Kitchen Italia, Westfield

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Part of BOSS at our Brunei Booth during the Isoc cultural fair

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2009-02-22T03:19:00.004+08:00

He's Just Not Into You. A movie that i want to watch =)

Love story - Taylor Swift

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

See the lights
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes
Oh oh

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town, and I said

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said, marry me Juliet
You'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh, oh
'Cause we were both young when I first saw you

i am trying my best.. really..

Memories <3

ps, i agree that we need a new layout. LOL but i forgot how to do that though =(

i like how they put our names together.. but it no longer means anything..

2009-02-05T06:22:00.057+08:00

LOL THIS BLOG IS SO D-E-A-D.

The last post was .. oh me goodness, 14th of october 2008! YEAR 2008! and its already what? year 2009??? NO ONE PUT UP ANY NEW YEAR POSTS. wow, thats a first. Before, at least one of us would put up a new year post. saying happy new year , blah blah blah and what happened in 2008 and what sucky about year 2008 and what was good about year 2008.. oh, you know.. the usual. lol. but NOOO.. no one did it this time. this shows how... "busy" we are bah ;) hahaha i guess blog is not an in thing anymore.it has been replaced by the infamous............ FACEBOOK! The in thing now. blogs? what are these? want to know more about me and my life? read my status in facebook. or notes in my facebook page. if u want to know about someone, what can you do? FACEBOOK. hahah

its just so bad that everything is all about facebook now. its the new friendster. well, ok, i am also a facebook user, but just coz everyone is using it and its the way to communicate and really keep in touch i suppose. and know what is each other doing. its bad in a way coz ppl can stalk each other (LOL i wont deny that i am one of them O=) ) BUT ITS REALLY A BAD HABIT. ahhahaha i like facebook but at the same time not like facebook. HAHAHA i know, it doesnt make sense but thats how i feel. =P i never make sense anyway. even till now, i am trying to make sense of my own life. hahaha

a new year. not a new beginning for me. its the same old thing. doesnt feel like a new year. all the bad things are still happening to me. lost my bus pass (yes guys i am still very upset abt it =( ). whole body aching during cny. (not very pleasant). has tonnes of things to do (so what am i doing here? lol). SIGHS second sem is just so evil. pharmacy is just evil. -fullstop-

i am quite amazed of myself to be honest. not coz of my success. its coz how i can screw my life upside down. i dont know how i manage to do it, but it definitely will happen to me. and theres no way i can blame it on someone else. its my fault. to trust ppl too much. to believe that everything is all right between us. to think that we are that close. to think that you actually like me. to realise that everything was just one sided when its a tad bit too late. to believe that there was something between us. to think that everything you do, you have your own reason. to think that you treat me so nice because you really want to. to think that i will be the first person that you will think of. to believe in you. to think that you wont give up on me. to think that you really will be there for me. to think that i am not alone..

lol. ahh, done ranting. haha its so nice to rant at times. i love my family. i love my friends. i love my housemates. i love him. i love you. i love everyone to bits. =D my life will definitely be different without you guys. i wont have wonderful memories. louis vuitton handbags i have had bitter memories, but , how can i grow up without them right? life is never perfect. life is never beautiful. everything has its ugly sides. nothing is perfect. i am not perfect. i had been a bitch last year. i have my bitchy moments. i have my evil moments. i cant be forgiven. shouldnt be forgiven even. all i can do is to apologize. if i had think twice, it would never have happened. i have my selfish moments. lol.

but then, how is it called life if there wasnt any ups and downs isnt it? =P

oh, I SO CANT WAIT TO WATCH... uh, i dont know wahts the full name but.. THE BENJAMIN BUTTON MOVIE. eeekks! hahaha NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~ its not coz i like brad pitt...~ its just... the movie looks interesting. lol. it really does. i bet it will be nice. well, maybe not. cant be too confident. but i am sure i will like it ^^

wang lee hom's new album. hahaha nice nice. esp the songs, xin tiao and everything. those are my two fav songs for now. =) slow, soothing, full of meanings. ahaha jay chou's latest album also not bad i guess. haahhaa =P like qiu xiang (i think thats the name).

hmmm~ i guess its long enuff to entertain u guys. =P IF THERE ARE EVEN READERS OR VISITORS COMING TO THIS BLOGSPOT. hahaha =P

p.s i miss you guys.... =(

Random pics: MISS YOU GUYS TOO ='(

The untouchablereality =)

2008-10-14T02:13:00.011+08:00

Hi, it's my first day of term today!!

Relative to my previous post, I did not actually end up helping my brother. I was spoilt with japanese food, super rich chocolate cakeS and my sister to drive me around. N also, Imah delivering my presents alll the way! Thank you!!!!

I am settled in to the house which I am sharing with lou. It's been really good. chanel handbags Am currently trying to cook but I don't think it's turning out well. Ok, I am too lazy to post now. Will leave you with pictures!

The staff at JPMC lab where I did my attachment for a month. If you think I am super hardworking then behold...

The bed that I sleep on aLOT

This is so sexamazing!

SHOES!!!!!

B'day lunch at takara!

With the godfamily at midnight

Present from the housemate

Hazim's bday cupcakes. Housemate baked it, I helped =/ Haha.

My brand new bike!!! <3 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_SjXObzawaDY/SPOWKKvxlKI/AAAAAAAAAKc/1Cfzct3mj8k/s1600-h/P131008_19.27[01].JPG">

What I was trying to cook...with my sister's help.

The family -3

Sweet 16!

2008-10-01T02:28:00.004+08:00

This blog is near extinction! I actually miss coming to the site to read NEW posts!

Granted, we do lead quite busy lives. But then again, we guess we may have somehow lost the interest for blogging.
We prefer to not express ourselves too much in public and I am 'qualified' to say that we have outgrown our teenage
urge to umm...something something.

Anyways, all of us except me are back in UK for our second year of uni. Congrats to all of us for passing and especially to
Jing, Huis, Kel and Zim for their AMAZINGLY GREAT results!

I guess I have had pretty eventful birthdays over the past few years. For my 19th, I spent it trekking peak district for DofE
which was actually surprisingly fun with my wonderful teammates. They surprised me with cake, balloons, banners and hey, at least I can say I spent my 19th bday sleeping in a tent on a sheep's field. For my 20th, I spent it with Hanif and Syaz,
it was the last day of our freshers' week. And a girl I have just met remembered my bday and wished me on the day itself. Needless to say, we are very good friends now. For my sweet 16, I will be having lunch with the family and then probably help
out my brother. Raya just has to be on thursday.

I am flying off this thursday. You know, it's my friends, who manage to get me my bday presents on the day itself even though they are not in my area, that really gets me smiling. I know how hard it is to choose a present. Heck, I still owe hanif one! Oh, and no one is expected to get me any presents ok. I was not suggesting anything, still not!

Oh Boon jing had just removed his braces and I have just put them on!

This holiday has been well, busy. First off was showing my sister and aunt around oxford. Then we jetted off to Prague and took to the rails to Paris. Then, a whole week in Italy where Minghui, Imah, Ali and I inter-railed between Rome, Florence, Pisa and Venice. Back in Brunei, I thought to myself 'Such a long holiday, chanel handbags let me go look for some attachment to do' and so I applied for a month's attachment at JPMC's lab. I wasn't a very good attachee though. I skyved for netball practices, bruneian oxbridge meetings, to miri for braces and well, there is a very inviting bed in the lab's kitchen as well! It maybe is a bad thing that I can sleep anywhere anytime!

After my attachment, I went on a proper relaxing holiday. This time to KL with Hazim where we met up with Shan. Then I took a cozy coach down to Singapore where I stayed with Aileen for a week and then back up to KL where I crashed at Lou's. Attended Lou's (my housemate) 21st bday bash and then it's back to brunei for me. Even while on my relaxing holiday, I managed to meet some really really nice people!! Some are for keeps!

This whole time when I was in brunei, ah yong and jes have never failed to keep calling us out to show us the good places to eat in Brunei.

It has indeed been a guilty pleasure which I am sure for us who are studying overseas will so so so miss!! Thank you!!

I have also told people that I want to meet up with them but have failed to do so as I am too lazy to arrange outings and I may have overbooked myself. I promised to help out my brother during the second half of puasa month which hardly even leaves me time for me to finish making my thank you cards! I even wanted to make bday cards using my sister's stash (free mah!) Well, you guys just have to make do with manufactured ones.

Ok this post is wayyyyy too long for my liking. Anyways, I should be off to bed or actually, searching for my phone charger!! My phone is dead! I need to pack as well!!!

Thank you to everyone who have wished me. I heart all of you, even those who don't remember (i forget too so forgive me when i do =p)

Happy birthday WEE

2008-07-20T22:55:00.001+08:00

Happy 21st Birthday!!!

Friends since primary school days. Cheers for more years to come!

xoxo

BB

2008-07-18T21:07:00.001+08:00

HI!

Just a super belated announcement that we're all back in Brunei already.

I have a feeling nobody visits this blog anymore.

Anyways, I want to write a proper post but I will do when I have some nice pics to post up =)

Have a great summer holiday ppl! =D

London - Manchester

2008-05-18T06:19:00.005+08:00

Kawaii

After a painstacking 5 hour journey from London to Manchester, I'm finally in the comforts of my aunt's place. I have to say, the trip felt a lot less than 5 hours but that's because of this amazing lady that I bumped into. She is the coolest Japanese grandma I have ever met (not that I've met any before her) Haha. But, seriously!

She almost missed the train. A few seconds after stepping on board, the train departed the station. She sat opposite to me since the seat wasn't occupied. Not long later, she started asking me questions. Her name's Taeko Morikawa and although her command of English wasn't excellent, we could still understand each other.

She's 68 years old and has 3 children and 3 granchildren. Her eldest grandson is my age and is fulfilling his dreams of being a professional hair stylist. AND AND.. she just graduated from college. How cool is that? Her age isn't holding her back at all. I really admire her bravery - travelling to a foreign country on her own! If I was her, I'd be scared out of my wits! It's so weird how we bonded so quickly. Within hours, she literally told me her life story.

She's so healthy as well. If I looked like her when I'm 68, I'd be over the moon. Because of engineering works, we had to change trains a couple of times and when we were waiting she took the opportunity to exercise! Haha. Taeko is so bubbly. louis vuitton handbags She took a picture of me on the train so I thought I'd return the favour. Look at the picture, she even posed with the peace sign! All in all, this was one intriguing train ride. I'll be in Manchester for a week. That means no more cooking and washing the dishes, what more can I ask for? Hehe

Good luck to Jances, Hui, Jingo and Hazim for their upcoming exams. You guys will do great!! I shall be nice and not rub in it your faces that my exams has ended. Tee hee hee. Toodles, for now.

p/s - To my wonderful, amazing, caring, lovable, huggable brother who bought me my A n F clothes from Florida. You know I love you =)

shop shop shop

2008-05-13T02:58:00.004+08:00

Goodluck for your final exam ming hui!

Neways, I went to Primark the other day, to get myself some summer goodies. I am too lazy to wear the clothes (summer dress, white top, basic black tee) I bought just for a picture so here's one of a pair of pumps i bought.

I hate being a size 4 and a HALF here. A size 4 gives me blisters and a 5 is too big. Grrr.

Grrrrr 11am to 5pm labs for 4 consecutive days is not great.

I am tooodle-ing off! *yawn*

Counting down the days

2008-05-04T05:59:00.000+08:00

Right now, I have my big-ass Perloff(Micro textbook) in front of me, preparing myself for Dooms ' Day. AHHHHHHH... Can life be any worse?

4 days till my Economics exam, the module that counts towards my final degree a.k.a 3 hours of torture

10 days till my last paper

14 days till Kelvin comes

16 days till I see my brother

21 days till Prague

6 weeks till Stella Artois =)

7 weeks till Italy

8 weeks till I go home...

it's true...it's true...

2008-04-20T17:56:00.007+08:00

I know just the way to liven this blog up!

I'm going to post pictures of the products of my retail therapy! With yours truly as the model of course!

You know, I hate it when people blog about their personal life which should not be publicised. "...he used me. I hated him. But now I've forgiven him...." I mean once or twice is ok. You have to let it out, I understand. But daily?! Get a life. And I also hate it when adults blog as if they're twelve. I mean, even twelve year olds today are mature youth. " like omg, chanel handbags he is like just the bomb...and ewwwwwwww, i cant believe it..." Or how about people who just blog about every single little thing they do after they get up "....so my alarm rang, I woke up, pushed my duvet aside and dragged my feet to the sink. There, I took my toothbrush and squeezed toothpaste out of the toothpaste tube onto the bristles of my pink toothbrush..." ok we get it already.

So today, I am going to tell you about my BOYFRIEND. Yes, I have one and don't look so surprised! Just because I am not such a great catch doesn't mean there's no fish who wants me right. SO like yea, he is so perfect, the whole package, you know. I have to let you guys on about something. Last night, he brought me out for the best date ever! I mean *swoons*!

Ok seriously, if you believed what I said in last paragraph then...well, I am honoured! HAHA.

Oh I didn't mean to cause offense by what I typed. I mentioned the hates because I myself do it. I just wanted to have something to post about wah! yes my life is boring...

Anyways, I was out with Aileen yesterday and I ended up giving myself a treat. It was on sale, you can't blame me for succumbing to it!

It's reversible!!!!!

XOXO ( how hanif managed to draw out hugs for pictionary )

time's almost up...

2008-04-05T15:37:00.006+08:00

3 and a half weeks in, I'm doomed.

a few more days till I am destined on a flight back to doom-dom.

Ok so i am exaggerating much. Just not looking forward to my collections on 18th and 19th of April and definitely not the coming term.

What I am way excited about is the summer after 6th June!

-My eldest sister. Jessie and my Aunt are coming over to visit me. We're flying off to Prague on 16th. Oh yes, Hui or whoever, if you've finished exams by then, do you wanna join us??
-We may go to Paris as well if there's time or the money.
-Then there's the Italy trip with some of the besties!
-And then it's off to China with PeiRu once July beckons. (Shanghai and Shantou to be more precise)

I loveeee travelling and I really hope this summer does not leave me with a need to request an overdraft =s

All thanks to Sanny, four of us (mhui,zim,sanny and I) are going to watch the stella artois finals this year! Oh oh, chanel handbags this is the last year that it will be named stella artois championships coz they've ended their sponsorship contract. In case you're wondering it's tennis I am talking about.

Ok so the reason i am super hyper is because ANDY RODDICK BEAT ROGER FEDERER at the miami Quaterfinals!!! (even if he lost the semis to Davydenko the day after).

My sister made this for one of the more flattering pictures of me (I admit to looking nicer in pictures than in real life):

The reason I'm back:

Easter Holidays~

2008-03-30T10:11:00.010+08:00

Hahaha, it’s been a long time since I update our UR site. :P Ahhh, the summer term will be starting soon and I didn’t even manage to finish up one out of my 4 coursework. :S First I joined the squash BruNotts Games on 15th March 2008 in Nottingham, wakaka, I got 5th place and there r only 5 players(4 of them r experienced squash players from scheme in Brunei, LOL). Not so bad, as I learn something from them ;-), come on Kel, let’s play squash when we r in Brunei.louis vuitton handbags After the games, I had a steamboat dinner in Nottingham City, too bad I didn’t inform Ming Hui and Hazim earlier abt it. :D *shame on me* After dinner, I had several surprises from them, surprise cookie cake and cream/mousse all over my face and hair. :D Back to Loughborough on 17th to pack up my luggage for Bristol+Milan trip.

Karaoke in Nottingham during my buffday.

On 19th, I went to Bristol, sleeping over at Jason’s place. He showed me part of Bristol like their uni, SS Great Britain, suspension bridge and sight-seeing. It’s all great. Thank you very much, Jason. :D After that, on 23rd, I went to Milan via Bristol Airport with the Bath+Bristol people. That’s my first euro trip and it’s great to have Emma being our tour guide, she is good in managing stuff. Milan is a great place for gelato+pasta+pizza+ shopping, too bad I didn’t have enough $$ to spend on shopping. :P Back to Bristol on 27th night, stay over for one night again at Jason’s place until 28th lunch time then I left to Loughborough. I’m typing this post out in train of 2 hours from Bristol to Derby, nothing to do so I took out my lappy and type out post lo. :D

Suspension Bridge in Bristol.

SS Great Britain in Bristol.

By the lakeside in Bath.

Duomo in Milano,Italy.

City in Milan. :D

The 14 crew in Milan. lols

Next trip to Paris with Alan and my sister and her gang on 31st. Still got few nights to rest in Loughborough b4 going to London,Paris and Norwich. :D After Paris trip, I will be going to Norwich to visit hui’s place and the girls (Maggie and Shin Yi will be there as well). Hopefully all these won’t tire me out. Still got one more week b4 term start to finish up all my coursework. :D

nottingham

2008-03-25T11:32:00.003+08:00

i miss you ...

i am bored. i am in nottingham right now. lol. not asleep yet.. =( haha its 3.33 am. =P woo hoo .. easter break, and soon i will be back in brunei.. i know got exams in between but i rather not think about it now. lol. i am supposed to start studying this month.. BUT i am being a lazy bum as usual. haha. oh we are talking about love lifes now. wei seh. hahha and we are me (duh~), ho wee, maggie, shin yi and eugenia (pey siaw). haha and what we are really talking about?? it stays in shin yi's room =) hahaha we were playing cards, chanel handbags and instead of gambling with money (which i really wish to do.. =( ) hahah. and its really great to have a guy here, HAHAHA so we can dig out guys' secrets *grins* not really lah. more like ho wee's secrets.. haha hope ho wee wont be reading this. his name has appeared like three times in this paragraph. haha

wwhheewwheewheewheeeewheee.. i have a cytochrome p45o to do. haha it is an essay.. about cytochrome p45o!!! 2000 words ah... (current question being thrown to ho wee: what would you do if a girl likes you and you dont like the girl? =D ban ban guess his answer lah. ) jing is in milan now. and soon he will be in paris.. and next he will be in norwich!!! yes, thats where i am studying now. haha they are going to go visit me!!! ;">(another question: will you ask someone whether she still likes you?) banyak stories here. hehe ^^

today's topic: long distance relationship. will it work? haha so what do you guys think? 80% of people will think that it wont work. well, only 3 couples are still going strong. haha (i think i remember 3 only) lol. well............. to me, you never know unless you try right? theres no harm when you think it doesnt work. eventually there will be a mutual agreement that it doesnt work right? well, this is what i think lah, but if it does work, it would be a pretty future =)

next topic: culture shock. few people has culture shocks here. why? =P i dont know why. i dont think i experience it. hmm lemme think, am i changing? ok, other than getting fat, i dont think i change that much. like go out and party till crazy, put on heavy make-ups, put on sexy clothes (eventhough its 0 degrees outside. lol),hmm... what else ah? i really dont know lor. i didnt see anyone in norwich who changed a lot. they got boyfriends lah in a few mths, so steady. ahaha! but dont think all of my friends change much which is a good thing. (maybe become more mature... hehe =) )

another one: 'one foot step two boats'. HAHAHA 一脚踏两船。ok lah, these are a few topics that we are talking about lah. has anyone done it before? hmm.. fun kah doing it? HAHAH no no i am not thinking of doing it, and never will do it... =P

....: slapped someone? or been slapped by someone? hmm...... lol. i dunno how we changed the topics lah, but yea. haha =P

.....: daddys!! aww i miss my daddy so muchh.. =( ahaha

oklah, i think i enclose enough liao. the rest ... 秘密.. (secrets.. =))

love, hui

p.s. MISS YOU GUYS!!

xiang jia

2008-02-22T05:54:00.003+08:00

I think I am going home for easter.

Sorry Crazy Pandas for pulling out of BruNotts games.
Sorry Boon Jing for I am going to miss your big 21st...the transition to adulthood.
Sorry Hanif for I am going to miss your 20th birthday.
Sorry my dear friends for ditching you guys for the sunnier side of the world.

I just wanna go home.

wake me up when lecture begins....

2008-02-10T02:25:00.002+08:00

WAYS I TRY TO KEEP MYSELF AWAKE DURING LECTURES:

DRINKING WATER.......X

DRINKING TEA...(both english and chinese tea lagi)X

EATING BANANA......X

EATING CEREAL BAR.......X

EATING CHOCOLATE.....X

By then, I was super desperate......How, how can I ever stay awake during lectures? I have always had a bad habit of sleeping in class since secondary years. Why were the teachers so lenient as to let me drop my heavy head and drool onto my undone work all the time?

Then my friend suggested something...Let me qoute ' IT IS THE FAST ENERGY PROVIDER....ENTERS THE BLOODSTREAM DIRECTLY AND IMMEDIATELY REPLENISHES YOUR ENERGY FOR BETTER CONCENTRATION AND PERFORMANCE...'
Sounds super perfect for me right...200% RECOMMENDED DAILY ALLOWANCE OF VITAMIN C SOME MORE!

I thought the effect of one table would be too much for me so i broke it into pieces. One small piece...*head droop*. Ok i need some more....half a tablet *zZZzz* Shit...whole tablet...*saliva dropping*....Another whole tablet...*SNORE*

SOMEONE.....ANYONE....PLEASE RECOMMEND SOMETHING TO KEEP ME AWAKE DURING LECTURES!!!! I WILL BE ETERNALLY GRATEFUL....YOU CAN NAME ANY REWARD YOU WANT!

Anyways,

Just went to THE ROSE which is a nice lil cafe near my college. Higly recommended by Yvonne so, we went to try it out just now.
They have the most amazingly soft, supple (sorry not talking about breasts), crumbly, melt-in-your-mouth, scones!

Was there with Hanif, Jeerah, and Syaz

OMG...I am so round! Shoot me for being so self obsessed.

I like this picture ;)

Bad bad bad...Syaz and I spent a much longer time than was necessary to finish off our labs yesterday coz we kept screwing up one way or another. I swear we repeated the whole experiment about 7 times! We then treated ourselves to some chinese food. For some reason, I am always confused about what Ho Fun really is so I ordered it to check...

Cheah....it's the noodles used for keow tiaw!

After lunch, I went on a massive shopping spree, buying random things. Then, chanel handbags asked Syaz to join me for a movie ten minutes before it was going to begin. Just before going to the cinema, asked Syaz if we could go to a nearby supermarket to buy ice-cream. WHY WAS I SO freaking IMPULSIVE that day?

Oh btw, JUNO is a great movie. WATCH IT!

happy chinese new year everyone!

2008-02-07T03:04:00.001+08:00

gong xi fa caiii!!! yeaps, its chinese new year. well, according to chinese calendar, its the year of rat~ and according to chinese calendar, its a new year, so with this, again, i will say.. new year new beginning. hahaha yea i know. i have to =) and i am serious this time. (its nt like i wasnt serious before, but this time, i am even more serious! hahaha) well, its not cny yet according to UK timing. but it will be soon. boy oh boy.. i miss cny in brunei =( the food, the people.. and most importantly.. the ang pows $.$ hahaha ya, thats my money face. heyyy i am not normally money faced. ahahha but then financial problem now kali ah~ hahaha jk. i am coping well. ok anyway, wat else do i miss.. FIREWORKS. damnn.. ok not like i see loads of them in brunei, bt at least there was sth, oh and i do have to admit one point though.. that uk is so much better than brunei with thiss onee particular point....

THEIR FIREWORKS ARE THE BEST! (so farr.. hahaha) they are so cool.. i love them~!!!! and stupid me, just standing there.. gazing at the marvellous, wonderfullest, most MAGNIFICIENT fireworks.............................................. i forgot to take pictures with my WONDERFUL camera. hahaha sometimes i wonder, why did i bring the camera? i shud have just left it at home. hahaha =P

anyway, to tell you the truth, i was actually upset. oh don worry abt it .. its nothing big , but yeaa.. its just some stupid thing. i am over it now =) and long forgotten about it. hahaha =) hmm..ok anyway, i am not sure how i am spending my cny. but maggie and shin yi (my other two fav ppl.. ok i have loads of fav ppl =s i know, i just cant stick to one or two. LOL) ARE COMING TO NORWICH AND SPENDING IT WITH ME! as for tomolo, i guess its just dinner in LCR (dont ask me wat it stands for, chanel handbags coz i really dont know.. hahahah i think its lower common room. thats what my flatmate said. but lower common room? for a club's name? weird much? haha) i hope its good. and i hope i get to meet some rich and cute guys. HAHAHAHAHAHA ok i am nottttttttt that boy craze either ... (it was money before, and now boys? haha -_-" something bad is happening to this sweet lil mind of mine. =) ahhaha ) hahaha ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!

i am hungry.. HAHAHA so its dinner timeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

anyway, once again HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AND MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE! [心想事chen.. i cant find the chinese word for this and i am getting really hungry.. lol typical hui no? haha] (its my fav phrase for the year.. since oxford internation chinese awareness.. haha oh yea i have been to oxford. lol =P it was great fun )

I think i need more coffee

2008-02-05T04:11:00.001+08:00

Had one the best weekend this term:

Had five fantastic friends stay over for the weekend.

Just had 2 hours of sleep in two days.

Even though the whole night was spent doing work; one was only halfway done by the time it was due in and another was half heartedly done, 3 hours overdue....hahaha.

Hui what were you trying to express huh ;p

Jing doing his mega pose but too bad the stairs covered his sexier bits? =0

Ming hui and Jing telurs...gone liaw

Poh hui and her beloved pate with pei ru ;p

But I wanna say a lovely thank you to you guys who came and of course for my pretty new gift toooo!!

Okkkk...i wanna post up more pictures but i was snapping away happily with Pei ru's camera so there's my reason for these measly amount of pictures. Anyways. I think i should catch up on some sleep -_-

P.s. Sanny can't draw to save his life! haha

posty!!! :D

2008-01-24T20:27:00.001+08:00

This going to be a very short post. Haha, most of us are busy with exam for the last few weeks and maybe now as well. So unlucky that i got no exam, because all the stuff will be appearing in semester 2, so i have to study the whole year stuff and get ready by summer. Well, life with no exam is not so free; I have lots of coursework and one group project. Wow tired, went to Nottingham last weekend, to get some steamboat. LOL.

Hopefully by this weekend, i can get most of the work done. **>.<** Everyday life for me is as usual, study+eat+Sports+series+dota. Hahaha. Ohya, are we guys going anywhere before going back to brunei? IF we wanted it, we might need to plan it soon. :D Sigh, i need more cooking recipe, i don’t know what else to cook at times, need more need more. >.< href="http://brand-store777.com/">chanel handbags Then im so panic and scared obviously (before i look behind, i thought i was mugged or something). Because of some panic, i quickly ‘horse’ kick him and laid on his tummy part. After that, i quickly ran away and looked behind and saw him sitting on the floor like lunatic. So i assumed he is mental. Luckily, he is not a mugger. :D But still have a bit of phobia. LOL

Start of second week...

2008-01-21T22:27:00.001+08:00

Hi everyone!!!

How's it going back to Uni/school again? The end of a much needed vacation....a very long one for me. Yet, it still wasn't enough. Thank you to Ming Hui, Chunzi and Imah whose room i invaded. I had a really good holiday especially the xmas cookout and secret santa and also the tuned-down new year's eve. Thank you so much for all the friends who made my vacation break a holiday!

Anyways, even before this term began for me, I had to go through three horrible 'collections' (exams). I am still waiting to hear about how I did for one of them so wish me luck people.

One of the reason of my blogging is the shameless plug of my sister's scrapwork of a picture of Ming Hui and I with our face painted at Pandachu.

Another thing I feel like blogging about is BOSS (Brunei Oxford Student Society). This infamous name was brilliantly thought up by Hilni. Even before it gained official recognition from BSUnion, we have been havely weekly gatherings. chanel handbags As most would have guessed, most of our outings involve being seated in a restaurant and discussing trivial matters over the wonders of edible delights but we do meet up for Badminton once in a while or go for Orange Wednesdays and now we are in the process of trying to organise a one day open day for the current AS level students. So those AS level students who do read this blog and this post for the above matter, please please reply our questionnaire if you have not already done so.

At the Natural History Museum

Christ Church College

At Hjh Huraini's (A phd student at Lady Margaret Hall) with her husband and princesses)

Badminton sessions =)

The seven of us from BOSS makes a very comfortable group of which I am super glad about. Other than Boss, I am still trying to find a niche for myself here at this Uni. There are a few biochemists whom I do get along quite well with but sadly, we only talk while walking from a lecture to another and so our period of conversations are somewhat very limited. In addition, I managed to make a few friends who are definitely keepers. In contrast with my teenage years (Oh my gosh, i cant believe i am not a teenager anymore), I can most certainly say I now find it much harder to make good friends. It's either I am just too damn shy, ignorant or plain intimidated. As a result, I may seem unfriendly (or upset even to some people). However, I love the friends whom I am familiar with now. Granted, I may need more friends but really, I really can't give a rat's ass at the moment.

One thing that is occupying a few of my hours every week is dance practice for Rasa Sayang, the Malaysian Singapore Oxford Society Night. Here's a flyer for any of those interested ;p

And I will leave you guys with pictures of things/people to drool over:

Oxford's own G&D's ice cream brownie with overflowing whipped cream drizzled with hot chocolate sauce and topped wih peanuts

My belated present from my beloved juniors, Vj and Karen.

Oh and this video from Godolphin. See if you can spot me ;p

Semester starts

2008-01-21T13:01:00.001+08:00

Let me keep this blog a lil more alive with my dead post.

My Spring semester has started since Wednesday. Things are going well, and slow. Not a lot of work yet, hopefully it stays that way. I have one class on Quantum Physics, that one isn't going too well though. I never entered a class and felt THAT dumb. I've also started working at the front desk again, earning some side money.

Right now there are a lot of rushes. Basically, people go to fraternities and the fraternities treat you really well so that you might pledge there. It been a long weekend, since there is no school on Monday. I had a good amount of going out, partying, and chilling etc. I went to China town to get Malaysian food, it was actually really good to taste familiar food again.

We had an activities fair this afternoon where the different clubs showcase what they do etc. There were lots and lots of clubs, covering a wide range of interests. There was definitely a lot of opportunity to explore interests. chanel handbags There were, environmental clubs, newspaper, art, community service, asian clubs, social clubs, etc. I signed up for a few. Hopefully, I will get to be more committed to one or two of the clubs in thi semester.

Anyway, I'll just leave a few of my winter break pictures for viewing. The rest are on facebook.

Little green man posing with his saucer. This was taken at Charlotte, North Carolina.

All you can eat ribs. I'm wearing my eating gears.

Cotton Beanie - Material effectively soaks sweat on the head and forehead area. Reduces risk of eye injury and eating distractions from sweat.

Stainless steel knife - Made of high quality steel, sharpened to perfection. Light and portable. Has multiple uses, from cutting meat to more delicate tasks such as spreading butter on brown bread.

Stainless steel fork - Made of high quality steel. Multiple uses. Often used in America to eat rice, pasta, salad, etc.

Lobster paper vest - Protects user from acidic barbercue sauce.

Anticipating smile - Ritual to pay my respects for the beef ribs I was about to devour.

happy new year? 2008 is coming... =)

2007-12-30T20:43:00.001+08:00

sigh, i dont even know whether it is a good thing whether 2008 is coming or not. Not that 2007 is really terrible, but well, it was terrible. lol. I can say that i kinda have changed into another person. well NOT REALLY A MAJOR CHANGE. dun worry. i am still the bubbly hui. what has changed is .. the way i think about stuffs i suppose.. I know i know, i am still thinking too much, but sometimes its not wrong thinking so much no? lol. being hopeful.. i was hopeful.. WAS . but not anymore. i am just gonna leave everything as it is. theres no point in trying to fix something when it doesnt want to be fixed right? i have tried my best... i guess u can say the worst part of 2007 is not only losing someone i love but also a friend? lol. it doesnt matter anymore. 2007 is going to be over soon, and i am going to leave all these behind. (ok fineeeee... i am going to try.. HAHAHA) well, the best part of 2007 is .. i get to know who my real friends are =) and i love all of them. hahaha and i get to see who hates me. HAHAHA yes i am not that lovable am i? =P

WAIT. the best part has second great news which is I HAVE A GREAT FAMILY! =) lovee them too. lol. eventhough they are not my real family, (yes i am adopted for those who do not know), i love them to bits because they love me for who i am. haha i remember that time when my dad wanted to break the news to me. he was like "ahh, hui.. ahhh" LOL it happened before i came over to uk. he said he will bring me to see my biological mom AND YES SHE'S ALIVE haha i dunno whos my biological dad but all in alll, i dont blame my mom lor. she knew my dad will treat me real good which is really true.. I have been given the best though i complained at times but.... they ... are the best... (oh shyt, i need tissue. LOL) i remember that when my dad stammered and he didnt know what to say. and oh , great knowing that i have a biological older brother and WOO THATS WHAT I NEED. hahaha an older sibling so i am not the eldest =) they gave me unconditional love. my mom.. eventhough i have never seen her, louis vuitton handbags but i know she loves me.. at least she didnt just leave me in the toilet right? =P my stepmom is a great mom too.. she always gives us the best. tho some ppl are so ungrateful sometimes (no names mentioned lol) but i loveee her being my mom. hmm theres another person.. but well, lets not talk abt her shall we? haha then here comes my beloved siblings. all four of them are special to me.. eventhough i always quarelled with my sister (jojo) but she knows i love her. lol. and the three lil monsters... sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh they are the most adorable creatures in the world~ hahaha

hmm.. then i came to uk... its not a OH SO GREAT experience but i guess its .. good? i miss hone often. i miss my frens often.. i miss him.. i miss ...did i mention home? ahahah well, i get to go here and there. so far, i have visited, edinburgh, manchester, london, nottingham. nottingham is like my second home. haha though its far, but sometimes it does really give me a homey feeling. haha and besides, maggie they all are there. oh, i made quite a number of new frens when i am here. and it opens my eyes about so many stuffs. i am serious. my frens here in my course.. they are great to me.. they taught me loads.. they told me loads that i have not known.. i have learnt far more. haha well havent really learn abt pharmacy stuffs but soon, the stress will kick in. i am kinda stress.. i even have holiday hwks. and i kinda failed one of my practs. omggggg.. my heart just shattered. LOL. ok not so kua zang but but, i was really really sad when i found out. (ok not failed but got terrible marks LOL) but i am doing better for the next few practicals ^^ hahaha

and speaking about new frens, i didnt only make new UK-IAN frens but also new BRUNEI-AN frens. lol. yeaa.. they are quite a few. and they are quite a bunch. haha they are maggie's frens actually. and well, they just met up again and .. yea, intro-ed me to them lor. and oh, i met my long lost cousin finally. i am glad he didnt forget my name coz he forgot the rest of my family. sigh, what can i say? terrible. lol.

work experience is definitely gained in year 2007.. driving experience too. oh gosh, i miss driving eventhough i said i wont miss it before coming to uk. i guess i hate waiting for the bus more. HAHA =P

i really miss being at home. miss being served with good food without even need to pay so much to get it. miss being nagged (ok maybe not LOL) miss being pampered, miss not being alone and i really really miss hanging out with my frens......................... sigh i dont even know where juang is now. lol. i miss talking to her so so so so so much.. oh, i miss having you around. actually, no i dont. somehow i am starting to get over you. hahah i dunno.. my feelings havent been predictable since. i dont even know how i feel sometimes. i dont know what i want. lol.

ahh, and i miss all those UR times. not really UR. its mroe like UR - 1 coz we were doing it for kel. HAHAHA. eventhough it was a tough work, but it turned out beautiful adn i really had a greattttttt time doing it. plus, making him cry =D HAHHAHAHA hmm did u cry that day when we gave u the book? ahhaha i think youuu did!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! jing did too. hahah o.O and the steamboat. we shud do it again u know. haha and karaoke!!!! ahhaha heart to heart talks, watching movie and chilling out in someones house. eh ming hui and jances, where was the sleepover that we had been talking about before? hahaha bball, tennis.................... =( but well, we are going to travel before we are going back to brunei arent we? haha jing suggested italyy!

i miss gym-ing with my gym rats. ahha eventhough i dun really gym, but ..... i miss hanging out with them. NASI GORENG CORNBEEF? hahahahaha and NASI GORENG PATTAYA for michael and the gang. hahaha i dun understand whats so great about nasi goreng pattaya. =P excapadeeeeeeeee!!! movieeeeeee!!!! hahaha michael always belanja one =D u are going to belanja us a lot when we go back oh =) hahaha hmm, i even miss working in flying colours with you. ahhaha and maggie and my aunt!! and stephanie.. and SIAW CHIEN!! hahaha i remember we used to laugh a lot and we used to laugh non-stop. thanks to your silly antics. ahaha and adrian................................. though i dont really know how you are now, but then i bet you are doing good. you never fail to make me angry and happy at the same time. haha albert makes me laugh out of the blues too. ahhaha mandyyyyy.. ohh mandyyy.... u never fail to be there for me whenever i want to talk to someone. hahah and u give loads of.. *ahem* good comments. HAHAHAHA FEIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sigh no words can describe. hahaha juan must be having a great time back in brunei with .. ahem ahem. hahah i am so going to visit u in manch one of these days and catch up with you ;) haha BEVVY AND SASA!!! the two girls who are so different yet the same in some points. haha going to meet them in london i think. fauzi.. why do you need to work =( hahah tiong is back in brunei. ern.. OMG ERN. i have to call him back. HAHA sebas sebas... pfft, he forgotten me liao. lol. HMPH. connie connieee... have to go back to brunei in june k? jerome!!! DONT FORGET OUR DATE. hahaha ;P but i bet u have forgotten liao lah =( haha and bbq oh... with jerry also.. (aiya i dunno where he is now, but i have to go visit him in newcastle one of these days.) kok and juang (the two future dcotors). sigh one in brunei and one in i dunno where. haha albertt shimm ah gongggggg.... ahaha sharonnnnn!!! (must have forgotten to check her mail ;P) juice chua in spore, becoming ah lian as days pass no? HAHAH jk... maggie and jessie!!!!!! i cant wait to talk to you guys when i see you guys next, very fun oh in kl =P and ohhhh last but not least. LOIS DING!!!! email me lah. haha (this paragraph is kinda like shoutout but not entirely. i dun even know why i am typing it all out)

sigh i really miss all of you... yeaaa .. i miss hanging out with all of my frenss... hahaha 2007 is not so great but then it has its good. =) i wont complain so much but then this is all i need i suppose. frens, family and a good degree to make good money. =) as i said with maggie sim, our future plans ;P hahah but i guess it will only be MY future plan as someone's love is blossoming. =) hhahah i cant wait for summer to come. i want to go back home.. =) i cant wait for easter too, to go travelling around! rome, paris, geneva, prague.. most importanly rome. haha i wanna go rome!!

anyway, this is getting to tedious and long. i guess this is my new year post. haha i wish everyone a great new year and may everything goes as you wish (which is not likely coz life never goes the way u want them to. ahhaha) and ha, jing i posted.. wheres urs? =)

The Semester Ends

2007-12-18T18:28:00.001+08:00

Finally, my fall semester has ended. I completed my last exam (economics) 9hours 30minutes ago. At last, I can put my books aside, and take a well needed break.

My first semester at Penn has been great. Like always, there were always the uphills and the downhills. chanel handbags The workload has been crazy. Assignments upon assignments, reports upon reports, mid-terms upon mid-terms, quizzes upon quizzes, portfolios upon portfolios. But I am just glad that it is all over, at least for now. I just hope going through the 1st semester will better prepare me for the next.

There are so many things about life here at Penn that I wish to talk about. The events, the variety, the traditions, etc. But I am three hours away from taking my train down to South Carolina, where I will spend my winter break with my Aunt and Uncle. So for now, I've put up some pictures on facebook. (But we all know that when I say ", for now", I'm never really going to make the post.)

It is going to be a 12 hour train ride, so I bought a book just to kill time. "Kite Runner", I'm sure you've all heard about the book. I saw the advanced screening of the movie, it was pretty intense.

Plans to meet up with my hall mates during the break are still up in the air. But my Spring semester will start on the 16th of January.

Here is a picture of my room at the beginning of the semester and at the end. Not much of a difference. Haha. I think the only major difference is the awesome poster.

I'm back

2007-12-13T05:30:00.002+08:00

Here are the pictures from my 19th Birthday, as promised. I had a great time. A big thank you to everyone - especially those who travelled all the way just to attend my birthday lunch and dinner. You know I love all of you!!!

The reason why I told (or more like ordered =P) Jances to give us a new layout was because I thought it was time for a change since the blog has technically been abandoned by us - exceptions are given to Miss Goh and Jam Tiao who we have to give credit to for 'trying' to keep this blog alive for the past few months.

Anyway, down to serious business. Term has ended. It really is quite daunting. louis vuitton handbags I've only got one more term left as the Summer Term is supposedly meant for revision only and then the dreaded exams!! Need I say more? AANNNDDD I have so much reading up to do in December. I currently have 6 textbooks in my room, of which I have yet to touch.

Jances left today. My roommate left 2 days ago. My econs classmates left 3 days ago. So, yes, I am lonely. Hahaha. Then again, I've got the whole room to myself and my bro and cousin are coming on the 22nd. I CANNOT WAIT!!!!!!!!

Counting down the days till Christmas...

Ming hui made me do this...

2007-12-12T09:08:00.000+08:00

New simple layout found by Ming hui. She demanded that we have a new layout...haha. With the busy Uni lives we're living, it's just great to finally have a vacation break...well, just a few more days for those who are still in their term time (jia you!) =P

I'll leave you guys with a picture of Ming Hui and her B'day cake!

She'll hopefully be diligent enough to upload more of her bday photos!

Mwahs!

abt the last post...

2007-12-06T17:02:00.002+08:00

WAH two posts in one row from me. LOL. anyway, no just wanna clear some "confusion" ahhaha i dunno wat fish zim is, i tot it was goldfish all along -_-""" jing was the one who wrote the story so i am not sure but for now, lets take zim as goldfish =) if not it will be eel oh. LOL! jances thought of it =P but just wanna say all of us (zim, michelle, kel, hui,jing,jances), we are here for each other =) well at least i am here for u guys. HAHAHA i am bad in writing such stuffs lah. LOL. =s i dunno how to.. express? HAHAHAHA

speaking of jances: I HAVE READ UR LAST POST. and dun forget, we always have each other's back. i know, i have been busy and everytime u called, i just had to hang up =( i feel so bad. but really, one day, one night, we will spend time together and no distractions. HOPE U ARE HAVING FUN IN PORTUGAL as i am typing up this post ! ahahaha PRESENTS PRESENTS PRESENTS. chanel handbags and i know what u mean nostalgic. i felt that when i read through all our posts and past convos and past emails and really laughed out loud. i miss those dayysss =( ok then, gtg STUDY again,HAHAHA i got a test later. =P cya.

random post =)

2007-12-06T08:01:00.001+08:00

hey, yes yes i know. this is like my first post since i have been in the uk. yes "the uk" hahaha oh, if anyone hasnt notice that our profile has changed , i am going to tell you that YES I AM IN UK AND STUDYING PHARMACY AND GETTING STRESS LIKE HELL. ahahaa who ever said uni is fun is a dumb person. lol even now i am supposed to be studying coz i got test tomorrow. yes i know, i dont know why there are tests here and there . the worse thing is this is not just some trial tests. grr. i relaly cant wait for holiday. LOL. anyway ...................... during this "break" of mine, i was reading thro our past posts. LOL. and one really made me smile... and i bet these two particular posts really made us smileeee =) hahaha

it was all about the fishes in the ocean! =) (posts on 23rd and 24th of october 2005)

The fish tail:
B4 2005....., guppy used to swim ard wif molly, angelfish, swordtailfish, goldfish, tortoise and leech in a small pond.
Introduction:All 6 of them r from the same aquarium shop in China and known each other for so long except swordtailfish which r frm Arab. The fishes frm china noe bout clownfish since they r frm the same aquarium shop but it was separated and brought to the ocean, not pond.
Characters:-

1)Molly~loves to bum ard, very friendly,sporting.
2)Angelfish~very highclass, polite.
3)Swortailfish~clever but blur.
4)Goldfish~shy, tok to guppy whenever he was boring.
5)Tortoise~quite, late for fishtuition....
6)Leech~depends on its mood, popular.
7)Guppy~timid, not proud of its tail.
Clownfish~laugh and loud most of the time.

Got one day after 2005......., clownfish sensed tat guppy is lifeless in the pond, so it digged a hole in the ocean which connected to the pond and brought guppy out of there. Guppy was too afraid tat it myt die in the ocean however it took the challenge and followed clownfish. Clownfish tour him ard and intro many marinelife to him.He is so happy, more cheerful, more daring, more friendly than the life in pond. Now guppy noe how to show his tail to everyone but not so proud ler.

not long after tat, molly and angel was not in the pond(perhaps they had been caught to other country). sometimes, guppy did ask swordtail and leech to swim in ocean but they always rejected him. tortoise and goldfish r exception cos they got sumthing to practice on. But its ok, guppy seems to hav a stronger will and mind to go along wif both his pond fish and marine fellow.

Last but not least, lets credited to clownfish who brought joyfulness to everyone. whee~~

continuation by sowrdtail fish ;P =)

I think swordtailfish was feeling 'very sea sick' when he was invited out. And sometimes Guppy's timing is not right, since swordtailfish likes to go and pray and sometimes its too late at night. Swordtailfish can't go to sea late at night anymore, or else he can't find his way home.

His other swordfish friends who used to play games with him and guide him home, are now all separated and going to their own "swordtailfish paths."

Swordtailfish will have to wait another year before he can go home by himself.

Not only that, eversince Molly and Angelfish left, swordfish has also been staying at home more often and guppy wasn't the only he had rejected..

Guppy should also know that Swordtailfish feels like guppy as well. Many times swordtailfish also feels lonely in the pond, swordtailfish has feelings too, just like Guppy. And for now, can only find company from his female swordfish friend once in a while..

Guppy should also understand swordtailfish is also having a big big fishexam, chanel handbags since guppy is also having them. Thus, swordtailfish needs to carve his tail "sharp and strong" so that swordtailfish will have a better chance at sea next time.

At the same time, Guppy should also continue to make his tail bigger and brighter and put more colours into it, so that many will stare in wonder.. and don't be shy to show that pretty tail of yours. Not every1 is born with a pretty tail. MY tail can only hurt people, lol.

For now, Swordtailfish can only accompany guppy during the times when guppy goes back to the study pond...

But fred not, because once the fish exam is over, he will definitely accompany guppy to sea.. But please understand if swordtailfish wants to bring along his female companion to sea....

(short continuation by me =) though its not as good as the other two fishes lol since they started this! )

clownfish:

All six fishes are all around the place (UK AND US) now, going on with their studies. the marvelous, clever swordtail fish swam the furthest away from the other fishes. but swordtail fish will always be in their heart =) clownfish, goldfish, angelfish, guppy, molly and swordtail fish are the ones who made this blog and the fishes will always here for each other. =) Each of the fishes will have each other's back nonetheless. swordtail fish, dont forget what other fishes made for you ;) haha .All fishes are going to have great future and the other fishes in the ocean is going to be envy of these six fishes! =) being the special fishes they are.

ok i know its not as good as the other 2 but the main point of this post is, youu knowww.. UNTOUCHABLEREALITY will forver be UNTOUCHABLEREALITY. the six of us =) dont forget we have each other. lol =P though the main characters were swordtail and guppy but u guys should know what i mean .

ok then, TIME TO GO BACK TO STUDY. break is over. (like long time ago. LOL.) cya

take care guys! =)

just my normal misses

2007-11-20T02:13:00.001+08:00

It's been a long time since anyone posted and reading the last two post by Jing, I guess I was somewhat spurred on to write something.

I just have two weeks of term time left. I can't wait for it to end to be honest. As much as i want to complain about my workload here, I know I've got it much easier than most of the other colleges. I have not really been swamped with work....it's just that I am really really bad with deadlines.

I really want to say I am enjoying Uni as much as boarding life but that's not very true at all. I really miss godolphin. I guess being in this Uni, there's always that constant 'I'm not good enough' thing ringing in my head...and it's not just an illusion, it is the truth. I feel really for Syaz for having me as a lab partner coz seriously I have screwed up too many practicals to date.

I've realised I'm not very 'out there' anymore...dont know if i ever was but what I'm trying to say is that I am not as cheerful most of the time. There, it is out. chanel handbags I dont mean to say I am depressed or anything coz I am so not stressed but i think it all just boils down to the fact that the only close friend I have here is Hanif...oh and syaz too. I feel guilty sometimes for not doing much work or anything to understand more...that's so the story of my life right now.

On a less pessimistic note, I will be seeing you guys in two weeks time again! I think I should stop beating around the bush and tell you guys what you really wanna hear....I MISS YOU GUYS. Bah humbug.

My course

2007-11-19T21:45:00.001+08:00

Hazim, tats just a few places only. Sabar~~ i need more. :D

Jances, hmmm, no choice, london trip(17th) will cost me a lot but sigh cant join ming hui's buffday. And for oxford trip, the Malaysia society charged for 8 pounds but the thing is tat they will meet the malaysia society in oxford, so im thinking next time i go visit u, can spend more time marh. Dun worry~~~

Shao mei, haha. U r into this course huh. IcIc. Well, initially i applied for wireless communication Eng which is also under electrical & electronics engineering dept. But when im in Loughborough for 2 weeks, my tutor said they stopped offering this course (just tat UCas didnt remove from the list, tats why i could apply). In the end, the tutor offered me another course which is actually the same basics but much more better and broader topics than wireless comm eng, that is MEng in Electrical& electronics Engineering with major in Digital Communications. During first yr, everyone in the same dept will be doing the same modules (electromagnetism, signals and systems, mathematics, circuits, electronics,, systems, programming and software design). MOst of the work/coursework/lab session will be dealing with computer. For me, i still got some doubts in electronics and blur with those programming stuff. louis vuitton handbags But i think i can overcome those problems soon. I have got one group project which is due in Feb 2008, im still working out with it, but at times, we need to tell the progression of this project to the lecturer. I heard this yr A level, you guys have studied stuff like electronics, so it shudnt be a problem to you. MOst of the module is like Maths+physics(electricity part)+ computer+ only 10% of chemistry. So far, i enjoyed them and im trying to get i-phone by next yr because its so advanced and helpful in my course.

Daily Life in LufBra uni~~

2007-11-18T11:18:00.001+08:00

Muizz, Alan and I during Loughborough Duck Fair. LOL
I love this scenery in Warwick Uni. Fu Aun (my flatmate), Alan, me and Angeline.
Me, Alan, Fu AUn and Sek Hao.

Hehe, it has been more than a month eversince i last post. Right now, im watching my Singapore series while typing this post. ;-) There is lots of things happened while in Uni. Im sure everyone in the UR had experienced it. :D This month, i have been to Nottingham, London, Manchester and Warwick. Hopefully more will come soon. Actually I missed 2 trips which is to Liverpool (17/11) and Oxford (24/11), due to some financial problem. And more importantly i missed a London trip to celebrate Ming Hui’s Buffday. Hahaha

So in Uni, i joined up for Brunei, Singapore and Malaysia societies. Besides those and for Sports, i joined LUF’s gym and volleyball. So most of the times in the week, i will be doing sports/exercise in gym. The societies always organised sports event (basketball, football, badminton) or maybe some trips which is really nice. I have not play any squash yet even though i have bought the racket, stil waiting for a time. :D Hey UR, i even started to play basketball now. I started to improve. Haha, just kidding. Well, as for volleyball club, chanel handbags im pleased to be in the club as there will always be an intensive training once a week(mostly on Sunday, sometimes it is on Saturday) and also socials twice a week(sometimes, im lazy to go though). Too bad, i was banned from swimming + water polo but it will be fine. As i have to improve my other sports as well. I hope i can catch up my tennis ( to beat ming hui and poh hui), squash and basketball (hazim and Kelvin), and of course netball( Jances!!!).

Ohya, forgot to mention i still play game especially DoTA, sumtimes play with gg-client(a software program which connect me to every part of the world) or play with
Now what? Erm, my studies? Im fine with them. Just a bit of confusion with programming in most of my module. Because my course is under Electrical Engineering Department, so have to deal stuff using computer programming and stuff. It is really a hectic moment at first for a non-computer based Boon Jing. :D Besides that, Electronics module is another thing for me to get really into it. The rest are fine. :D How about u guys, huh? ;)

Days in London & Lufbra

2007-10-03T16:49:00.000+08:00

Kewl, by the time i arrived at Heathrow airport of UK, it was 8am in the morning, It is so cold tat i really enjoy abt it. And i hope i enjoy this coming winter (no insurance for tat, tsk tsk). Then reached Brunei Hall at ard 11+am due to some delay of coach+ waitings.
Im so glad when i saw Jances was there waiting for me, cos we myt get lost without her. THANK YOU Jances for spending ur time for us, really really appreciate it, especially the tours and the things in London huh. ;-) And its a Big YAY tat im able to meet up wif MingHui, Hazim, Hung Ming, and several friends in Brunei hall b4 i leave London. We had dinner at GBK (i hope i got the name correct). Thank you Hazim, Ming hui, Hung ming for joining the dinner, i felt warm with u guys around. Haha.Well, im typing this post on Loughborough’s Couch, Im going to Loughborough in 15 mins time. (the Journey took ard 1hr 30 mins tho).
Ahhh, so we r all separated huh, and now im in UK, so hard to believe tat, but yeah, i think its time for me to adapt jus like kel did. Hahaha. Btw kel, Hope u have a very very great time in ur uni life ya. :D
Sigh, dun get to have some lunch or dinner wf Jances during her buffday. :D

Some pictures i find it fun and attracting!!

The three pals on the plane for 17-18 hrs. Sebas, me and Alan. :D

Alan helped me to take this. This is the most beautiful/luxuries hall in Lufbra!! i think xD

This one, i dunno whr is this. I woke up early and took this nice scenery. :D

Welcome to Falkner Eggington Court. This is my hall, the biggest hall in lufbrA. And it has it legendary respectful to each other. :D

This is one flat/hse (two floor), Orange Squad. Im living on the ground floor wif 2 other ppl. 5ppl on the upper.

I cudnt take the whole picture of falk-egg, so i will jus take the blue squad of falk-egg.

This is the thing i got freak out. Everyone in my hall are a good/nice drinker and everytime there is a party. Jus look on the table area, there is a bunch of booze which they left over last nite. But they will clear it on the next morning. Btw, this is one of the table only. LOL

My room

Another corner of my room

Jances brought Alan and I to Chinatown. I think its part of London kua. :D

Nice dinner at GBK of london.

Time for another

2007-09-22T09:18:00.001+08:00

Bonjour everyone!

I guess it is just about time I made another update. Well I'm definitely adjusting well to the life here. There is just alot of homework etc tho, so the only time you can really rest is during the breaks. The way they teach here needs some getting used to, lectures, online homeworks, essay in math, etc.

So far I've spent most of my money buying needs for my room and textbooks etc. The good thing is I don't need to worry about food at all since I have already paid for it beginning this semester, so I get to eat all you can eat almost everyday. chanel handbags Sometimes there is the occasional, oopps I forgot my dinner, and all I have in my room are milk powder, cookies and fruits I smuggled from the cafeteria.

I love the college life and the energy here. Everyone is so patriotic about their school, its exciting. Lots of tradition and history etc. I'm working at my college house now, 4 hours a week. So I meet lots of people it's great. I play basketball every once in a while in a nearby gym, which is LOADED with gym equipment. The best part is that its FREE! All in all, I'm happy here.

At the same time, I definitely miss Brunei, one week I found myself in need to poster up my room with pics of Brunei etc. Haha.

Well, since I need to be more active on facebook now, I'm going to put up the pics of there, so it's much more convenient for me. Yes I'm lazy.

Au revoir!

Summer Recap

2007-09-21T02:58:00.001+08:00

Summer holidays are almost over. And for some, it's already over. It goes in this order: Kelvin W, Michelle C, Poh H, Hazim G, Boon J and lastly Jances P.

Well, just to recap what has happened:(not in order)

Went to Barcelona with the Barcas. Amazing.

Tried Roti Plastar and Roti Bomb. Great.

Had attachment at PTE. Fun.

Kelvin left for Penn. Emotional.

Went to watch Brunei Cup. Fun.

I was forced to eat durian violently. Scary, and Disgusting.

HK friends came over for a while to visit. And I finally went to Bruneain landmarks. Fun.

Went to watch Crazy Pandas get second last. Mh scored the winning basket of their deciding game and also lost a chunk of her face. LOL.

I went to Bangkok, ate and shopped a lot. Amazing.

Greg Oden, No. 1 pick '07, is out for the season with a knee injury. Wow.

Russia beat Spain in the Euro Finals. Shocking.

Just in, Mourinho is no longer manager of Chelsea. Wow.

Prison Break Season 3 just started! YEAH!!

Maddie is still lost. =(

Imperial here I come. Yay! =O

posting with my new TOY!!

2007-09-16T17:07:00.001+08:00

Well well, Not so bad of having this lappy, so in love with it. Not so heavy/bulky lo. I dunno wat else to try on. I tried to play DotA, gunbound, doing facebook, friendster,transferring songs/dramas to this lappy and now blogging lo. LOL. Felt weird typing on those tiny and fragile-liked keyboard. chanel handbags I used to slam my fingers on the keyboard of my desktop pc. :S nyahaha. But oh well i need to take good care of it now. I jus bought it yesterday lo and its a HP pavillion 2500. :D

I think i got wat i wanted for long!!! Like laptop AND going to UK for further studies!! :p And no xtra car for me to drive, so hardly hang out wif ppl i want to hang out wif.

Things just pop out all of the sudden and we r to handle those documents bla bla bla wif xtra care. Officially quiting UBD took me the whole morning jus to get those signatures they needed on the form. :S The visa thingy~~ And my appointment is on 20th, luckily my flight is on 25th lo, and i hoped MoE wont change the date of my flight. :D

B4 officially quiting UBD and visa online, i did lotsa shopping with my mum. Now i still need one more luggage to be real ready for my journey. :D Ohya, i also did some windows shopping wif Pohhui, Yungshin, Angeline, Maggie. Its kinda fun shopping with all girls. ;) Nyahaha. Get to noe wat girls usually look for and i learnt some tips. LOL

Ahhhhh, Lufbra Im coming!!! But i gonna miss my family and also my pets and also EasyWay la. LOL. BTW, im drinking a pearl millk tea(PMT) from EasyWay. :P

P/s: Kel, whr r those pics u gonna post and wats ur fone number in US?? Aidede. Haha. Btw, ur batt for ur laptop last how how long? and how many hrs do u need to charge for?

Trepidation...or not

2007-09-11T20:13:00.000+08:00

Hey guys,

(OH MY GOsh, a whole damn post done laboriously gone......damn it)

Am just thinking of writing a post to pen down my thoughts. Sometimes I would have moments where my mind goes through a whole thinking process of areas concerning my life or factors associated to it. Although I don't daydream as much as some people do, I am still guilty of being lost in reverie with a blank expression on my face. It's hard to really understand what my mind is trying to make me think and feel sometimes. There's just so much emotions churning through that tiny, gooey mass of a brain I have. It's a wonder how human minds can deal with these elated feelings of fear, anxiety, excitement, frustration or utter bliss even, to name just a few.

(Oh goodness, I can't reenact my whole post especially when I can't concentrate now as I am chatting. I hope this one will do)

FEAR of finally becoming an Undergrad. It's depressing to think that I am going to be the bottom of class most of my Uni years when I have always been average or above almost my whole life (please allow me to boast a bit). We'll just see how I am going to deal with this new found depression.

ANXIETY over going to the Uni that I am going to. Those people that know me well enough knows that I can't carry off intelligent conversations well. I begin to stutter and mispronounce once I become a nervous wreck and that happens when I am talking to someone intimidating or if I am trying to impress! How ironic.

EXCITEMENT that I am going to finally be a *cough* mature *cough* student. Being able to meet new people and make friends. I hope I don't have to go through too much nicety to find real friends whom I can feel at ease with and whose place I can crash at. Feels good to have a new city that I can explore!

FRUSTRATION over the fact that no matter how low profile I want to keep myself, it is definitely not happening. As humble and modest as you think I am trying to be, I am just trying to stray far from the disastrously awkward predicament that I am going to be in if and when I am not able to graduate with honours in that course of mine. Heck, it'll feel even worse if I can't even survive for a year. As much as you guys try to convince me otherwise, I know myself best right and trust me when I say that it's going to be a miracle if I am able to change my dreadful studying habits. I get so tired reading just a few pages of text, how do you expect me to go through all those books in the reading list albeit my *cough* passion *cough* for my course.

UTTER BLISS when I am with my best and close friends and certain siblings of my family (other siblings feels more like a responsibility sometimes, still love them nonetheless). I quote from a conversation I had with Ming Hui, 'You know how sometimes when you're out with certain friends, you feel a bit exhausted, drained even. Don't you think that you're able to be so comfortable with some friends because you don't have to be continually trying to entertain them or even worry about being judged. You can just let go of most inhibitions and be whoever you truly are because no matter what, they'll still love you' (ok, i think i changed it alot from the original conversation but at least I hope I got the point across).

But then again, i am not only blogging about what to expect with my coming Uni life. All those emotions I was talking about..it's because of what has happened in the past or present or just recently even. This whole summer holiday, I've just done things for my leisure. Enjoyed two memorable holidays at Barcelona and Hong kong...obviously it's the ppl who i was with that made it all the more special. And then, back in Brunei, i have been eating without a care of calories ;p and meeting up with friends ever so often. I hardly did any work...but then again, that's what holidays are about right.

I'm going to be really upset when all my besties leave for UK one by one before me. I can only next meet them during Raya hopefully! I'm gonna so miss the Bruneian way of life when I go back!

That's all for now. I'll edit this post if necessary. Loads of love!

happy bday wee chin

2007-09-07T09:55:00.000+08:00

A huge shout out to KELVIN WONG WEE CHIN for getting as far as his 19th BIRTHDAY!!!!
Woots....a huge round of applause for this dude for everything he has achieved which is a hell lot!
Kelvin, you're a best friend I am really proud to have (I am proud of all you others too. It's just that kel gets special treatment coz it's his bday...hehe) So go have a nice dinner or something and stop working....well for today only la.

Much CONGRATS to POH HUI, BOON JING, HUNG MING and everyone else who got the scholarship as well! A very well done to all of you....so glad that i will be seeing many familiar faces in the UK!

Oh yes, please tell me when you guys are free to go jp to play go kart. Zim, i know you want to.

Much much love from Jances =)

2007-09-05T12:51:00.000+08:00

Two horny guys and an innocent girl

Kel's constant updates are making me feel guilty. I thought i'd start off with a hilarious picture. Hahahahaha.. The expressions on Hazim's and Azam's faces is just priceless. Zoom in if you need to. =P Although it's been about a month since I came back, it sure doesn't feel like it. Most of have been busy getting things sorted before going back and making good use of the time here to hang out with people we won't see for another year. But enough of us.. I have 2 VERY IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENTS to make. So, stop whatever you're doing and hear me out.

Firstly, I want to congratulate our fellow UR's - JAMMY ONG BOON JING and GOH POH HUI for getting the scholarship. You people have little faith!! Haha.. Ohh and also to my dearest cousin, LIM HUNG MING!!! CONGRATULATIONS GUYS. When are you people treating us?

I've been so hooked on the US Open since it started. Nadal's playing against Ferrer now and it looks like it might be a 4 set match. But most importantly, Roddick has made it through to the quaterfinals and tomorrow, he'll be playing against Federer. I know it'll be a good match. To those who are interested, the match starts at 8 am. RODDICK WILL KICK ASS (Federer's ass of course). Jances, we should so watch it together. Ok, it's back to tennis for meeeeee....

Finally at UPenn

2007-08-28T10:43:00.000+08:00

So I stayed a weekend at my aunt's place, shopping and buying things that i needed for move-in. I spent alot, but I kept telling myself that its going to be for four years, so it shud be a good investment.

My aunt took me to alot of places to eat, the food here is in really large portions and daym the customer service here is great. For example, at the steakhouse, I ordered a t-bone steak, cooked medium rare, when it came out, it was medium. The waitress usually comes up and asks if everything is okay. So after I got my steak and she came over to ask, my uncle told her that it was cooked too much. They did not hesitate at all to cook another steak for me, in fact they insisted in it, although I said it was okay.

One thing I'm getting used to tho is tipping the people here, its just unusual for me. Also getting used to the sheer crowd etc.

So I finally moved-in today, it was difficult finding parking to unload. I went to my room and damn it was dirty, but I managed to at least arrange the stuffs and clean the furniture. Oh ya, I bought a camera, and I took some pictures, but I don't know how to post it here, please IM me, to tell me how okay.

The campus is beautiful, traditional buildings cast into a city like setting. The place is huge, so many shops, cafes, food stalls, and they are all so close by. There is a big gym just 2 blocks away, and there everyone is like a Penn fanatic, like the bookstore sells Penn shirts and sweaters, Penn books, penn files etc etc.

Anyway, I'm exhausted from all the cleaning up, and will try to update more tomorrow. I wish I could upload pix to show more what I'm talking about, but thats it for now. hehe.

Pennsylvania

2007-08-25T10:54:00.000+08:00

So I've finally arrived in Penn, 2pm US time, (2am Brunei time), the only problem is, I have a lost baggage, the airport is still finding it, and they better do. :@, there are some valuable items in that bag.

At the airport I met my aunty, and went to her place. So as soon as I got to US, I've been eating sandwiches and burgers, and I already miss Brunei food. It feels weird not eating rice for a whole day, so thank goodness my aunt brought me to a chinese restaurant that night.

Still getting used to things here, especially driving on the right side of the road, sitting on the right passenger seat feels so awkward. I went to a few places to get a few of my university items, and really, there are SO SO SO many things to buy, so much variety that its so hard to choose. I will be moving in to my university only on Monday.

I'm still not fully used to the time here yet, still jet lag.

Safe

2007-08-24T07:49:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone!

Gosh, I have so much to say, but too tired.

First I want to thank everyone who turned up to send me off! Also special thanks to the UR for yet another gift.. I am lucky to have such friends.

I'm honestly very tired right now, so this post will be a little simple.

It was so exhausting flying almost 24 hours, in total about 32 hours from the Brunei Airport to my hotel. I didn't even sleep well on the plane, with unattended children, babies constantly crying and kids whining. However, the good thing abt the long flights were the movies. I got to watch a few movies that I missed whilst in Brunei, like disturbia, TMNT, etc etc.

So I just took a long warm bath, and now I'm feeling rather sleepy. I would say the room is rather big, too big for me. The bed is "damn", and the room is cozy. There is high speed wireless too. I will be flying again tomorrow morning, 9am, which is 9pm Brunei time. Hehehe. So I need to make sure I don't oversleep, will wake up at 5am

I've only been in America for a few hours, and I can say, its so different, so different its a little scary, ahah. Well, I wish I could post pictures but I don't have a digital camera yet. Anyway, I'd better be going, before I sleep on my laptop. Will update more. :P

The Big Day

2007-08-22T00:15:00.001+08:00

First of all, thank you to all the URs, (not in order of preference), Jammy, Jances, Minghui, Poh Hui, Zimmo, for the gift. I have the bestest best frens there are! I really loved the scrap book, definitely keeps me smiling whenever I look at it during the few days left in Brunei, and hopefully when I am in US as well. I was definitely holding back tears when I received it, chanel handbags coz I was saving them for the airport, of course some of it were bound to leak out.

So, abouts 19 hours left before I fly. I'm pretty wide awake, packing up things, weighing them, and making sure I don't go over the weight limit. I hope I brought everything that needs to be brought, don't wana be stuck at any airport being interrogated. So right now, feeling anxious, scared, yet excited at the same time.

Was happy that I managed to say good byes to many meaningful people, my youth group, school teachers, and many friends. It was great recalling the many colourful memories of the past and at the same time listening to other's rich experiences. Hehe, time really flies. Just a few years ago I was swearing and screaming as I played Counter-Strike, and now here I am, just about fly to the USA. Yet I am STILL unable to grasp the fact that I am leaving. Haha, maybe I will get the kick once I am at the airport.

So this will be my last post before I fly off (I think), so I just want to thank everyone, who've helped me little, or alot, through thick and thin to bring to where I am now. Without you I am nothing.

I'll be back to post more once I get there.~! ;)

Dedicated to Hui

2007-08-11T17:35:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY MISS GOH POH HUI!!!!

The only non-ms-ian member of UR whom even though i don't get to see very often these last two years is still one of my close friends. She has a knack of hitting someone in the arm especially if you're a good guy friend. So to those concerned, do head to the gym to tone your biceps before getting to know Hui better. Joking aside, she's really one heck of a girl and i really can't stress that enough. Sorry to cut this short but I think action really do speaks louder than words and I hope our friendship will speak for itself. She will always be my precious lil dotter =D

Loads of love XXX

Countdown + Nostalgia

2007-08-09T21:15:00.001+08:00

It has definitely been a very loooonng time since I have posted anything at all.

So much going through my head, I just need to let it out here, right now.

I have 12 days left before I leave for the US, it feels too soon. I've already started packing some of my things, some books, my bible, my lovely tablet and my pink pig. 12 days left before I start an entirely new life, yet I'm not ready to abandon my current one. Unfinished tasks, university things to sort out, school-work to be revised, friends and loved ones to spend quality time with - so little time, so much to do.

I will definitely miss home when I'm there, so I looked through my dusty collection of sentimental items to decide which I should bring - brought back so much memories - sweet and bitter, funny and sad. Glanced through my old letters, birthday wishes, personal letters, chinese new year greetings, keychains and even personal notes from the past. Some even as far as secondary 2, that would be 2001, 6 years ago, time flies so fast, yet I could still taste the memories as if it were just yesterday.

Looking through the tucked away pictures reminded me of how much I have grown, how many close friends I have made, and how many friends who have simply drifted away. As I glanced through older pictures I recalled the good old days of goofing around, running wildly, playing with my cousins - days that have simply gone just like that. I miss the days when Chinese New Year was still exciting when we were still kids, how that ominuous red packet would never fail to put a smile on our faces. The more pictures I looked at, the more the returning memories and the more difficult it felt to accept the fact that I am really leaving.

Well I bet you all are pretty fed up with the seemingly negativity of my post, but of course there are so many positive things about leaving to the US, but I think the negative things are usually more interesting to talk about.

Hehehe. Well, I will definitely meet alot of new interesting people, and I will definitely meet some weird ones. chanel handbags I think going there will be a great experience, new culture, new climate, new lifestyle, everything. However, it still doesn't change the fact that I will be homesick. The best part I guess is that I will be literally on my own two feet, living independently and all, which at the same time is also scary. I trust that these 4 years in the US will be the best years of my life, and I definitely plan on using the best of it.

Of course, of all the things that I will miss when I am there, it is obvious who I will miss most of all. I'm not going to start mentioning how much I miss her and stuffs, else this website will start to smell like cheese.

Anyway, wish me luck everyone, I'll try to update on anything that comes up when I get there. Hehehe... "try".

I'm back!?!

2007-08-07T01:33:00.001+08:00

Jances is back in Brunei!! Wahey!

Ok that was actually way overdue. I have been back from hong kong for a week already. I have been quite busy sorting out things that need to be sorted, meeting up with people that needs to be seen and taking care of things that needs to be taken care of. Most importantly, i have met up with people whom i have missed lots. It's really a wonder how two years have gone by and i felt that the strong friendships before we left have persevered and still doing well, dont you think?

It's a wonder how new friendship starts out and it can then possibly take a turn for the better, you know friends that just click. Sometimes everything just happens so fast you would wonder when it was that you guys were just strangers. On the other hand, you may be wishing for something more than just friendship....not fall into the absolute comfort zone to not be able to see each other in a different way other than being friends.

Anyways, moving on, I am now as tanned as usual. I have tried so much different type of FOOD in Hong Kong it's a wonder i didnt put on that much weight! I have even found out things that i dont really want to know about. chanel handbags I have loads of FOOD pictures that i want to post up but i cant transfer it to this computer at the moment so you guys just have to bear with my mindless post at the moment as I dont think my limited vocabulary will do the descriptions of food any justice. Never before have i seen such big pedestrain crossings till i came to Hong kong. I actually love it there...I am missing it already...

The Best Is Yet To Come

2007-07-28T01:36:00.001+08:00

So yester-yesterday, I woke up on my couch in the morning to find my left eye really sore and itchy. Went to check it out in the mirror and to my surprise, my eye was red. Proper blood shot. The cause? I do not know.

So ever since, people I know have gone up to me and asked me why my eye was red. And I can only repeat, every time, a guessed answer. But it stroke to me that having a red eye is a really really good ice breaker a.k.a. conversation starter. So next time my friends want to pick up girls and I'm their wingman, I think I might just poke one of their eyes first. I haven't perosnally used it, but it's always nice to experiment.=D

So, I watched The Simpsons Movie just now with Az, Ash, Naj, Mizi, Kel and Meimei. The movie was simply hilarious. The only bad thing was that it was too short. I would've liked it to stretch to two hours. But I'm not complaining, chanel handbags I laughed my bum cheeks off. Then after that, I had to succumb to bum-whooping by Kel at Tennis and Marvel vs Capcom 2. Kelvin Wong Wee Chin is a worthy opponent lads. He has beaten me at everything, including Squash where he again whooped me. I shall wait for Jances and Ming Hui to come back to play with so that my confidence will be boosted. Sorry girls.

There is a lot more to talk about, but I shan't disclose any news now. Kel and Shao Mei have already heard the Pear- and the apple-shaped bodies theory. I will wait when we all get together again on the 31st when Ming Hui will be back, then again after that when Jances Pang is back when there will be lots to talk about. Poh Hui, I don't know if you're in Brunei at the moment, but please do shout out if you are.=D Have a nice day all.

I've Got The World On A String

2007-07-19T03:14:00.001+08:00

I have been meaning to post since the first day I came back. It is now day number 3. So far, Brunei has been quite nice with me. Especially the food part. I have reunited with most of my friends, some who are leaving very very soon. Have met kel the other day during lunch, poh hui during a basketball game but am yet to meet up with the jingster. So jing, if you are reading this, I would like to catch up on things with you.=D

Buttermilk chicken has once again not disappoint me. TPH is doing a very good job at the moment. As told to Poh Hui the other day, and most of my other friends, the biggest let-down has been the seri Q-lap mall, which is not actually a mall. Just a collection of bad architectural designs and poor quality. Gaudi would have had a heart attack if he saw this piece of work. I guess the architect just decided to give the project to his 8-year-old son. Ok, that was just bad, but seriously, it isn't very impressive. That escalator design, the part where they leave the CFC-unfriendly air to leave through its open doors, the blu-tacked movie posters, the rosewood furniture in the food court are the few things that come to mind. But enough of that.

As you are well aware from Jances' last post, Barca was alot of fun. It was spectacular. The people, the weather, gelato and architecture. (Explains my sudden likeness in criticizing architecture here) I'm sure Ming Hui or Jances will soon post up other pictures of us over there. I have what you call, the Lazy Syndrome. chanel handbags As I am typing this post at this hour, it is rather obvious that I am still experiencing what the New Scientist claim to be:

Jet-Lag

Yes, it's a lame 'disease' to have. But it does give me the computer all to myself when my jet-unlagged siblings and mummy are sleeping. But facebook is getting quite dry nowadays. And NBA news is not updating every hour of the day.

I have yet to play pool or tennis with kel, so kel, when you read this, go to MSN Messenger, find my name, click on it, and tell me the time and day. We all know it's going to be at the mall. So, as Kirsten Dunst would say in the movie 'Bring It On', Bring it On!

Have a nice day.

random post b4 i get drunk.

2007-07-15T01:47:00.001+08:00

Hahaha. Tonite, some of us gather at kel's place. We have lotsa fun playing the x-box game(tennis). Kel and Chee hwa r loser eh marh.Hahaha. Ohya, when u guys come back, we gonna have a few tennis game so we can laugh at someone potition. LOL. hahaa
Now, u guys must be wondering y im here blogging. Bcos we r waiting for HoWee's arrival. LoL. This gathering suppose to be at 7+ then until now, still dunno whre is howee.chanel handbags LOL. Actually im late too, i came at 9. HAHAHAHA. We haven actually started drinking yet (jus few cups of the tasty and sweet honey alcohol).
Ming hui, i like tat first pic, so artistic. And having fun ah u guys. Yer Yer eh marh~~
Hui, im waiting patiently to watch Harry Potter wif u guys and tat Devil's lover marh~~
Blehx,
NitesZ. Drinking time shud be soon!!

Barcelona Baybeh

2007-07-14T06:54:00.000+08:00

Flying back to Brunei in a few hours =D No comments about my weight gain when i get back please!!! You have been warned!!!

I'm here for a short update with pictures of Barcelona. It was an amazing trip and all of us were so tanned afterwards!

Off we go...tatarat-tata!

This is such a wonderful masterpiece that will only be completed in 2026!

Barcelona FC Stadium

Hazim and Hanif absolutely in love with the vending machine

Hazim and his change of moods...

At Gaudi Park

With one of the owners of the hostel that we stayed at. Not that I am being paid to say this but do remember 'MAMBOTANGO' as a cheap but great place to stay in when you're dropping by Barcelona.

RIght...i have got to go....will show you guys more pics next time....Tata!

Long Long din online leh

2007-07-01T15:08:00.000+08:00

Oh well, eventhough its like one week for not goin online, i felt really really bored. Hmm, y do i feel bored, hmm, maybe im jus too attached to my pc. LOL. Anyway, reason for not being online~ my pc will shut down by itself after few hrs of operating, the last time i on it, it shutted down immediately. First time attempt, Its kinda freaky when im watching horror film on pc during midnight, then sddenly it shutted down. haha. Aftertat, i straight away went to my bed. tsk tsk. The next day(sunday26/6), i try to on it, but failed. Then the next following day, i brought it to concept and ask wats wrong abt it, then they said its my motherboard, it is damaged. So they have to order it and bla bla bla. Until then, no news frm them, so slow one. (hope they r reading this, LOL). Grrrr, cant survive eh.

Hmm, maybe u guys r wondering, wat am i using now? Hahaha, being a lucky boy today, my sister's mother's husband's son left his laptop for us to use. :D hahaha. So i quickly check this site up and see wat i have missed. And also my frenster, check if got anything new o not lo. Then start wif this blog lo. :D Ohya, u guys noe who is goin to ur college?? hahaha. Eishhh, i cant wait for our result to be out, i want to noe whether i got it o not. :S. LOL. I think everyone thinking of tat too. :D

Bah Bah, see how la. Cya then.

2007-06-30T13:24:00.000+08:00

i am boredd.. lol yea no work today. i am freeee! ^.^ well supposed to have plans today but i suppose some people has forgotten abt it. its ok ^^. i am running out of books again!!! LOL i finished all hte books i have gotten. should i buy more, or should i focus on my.. mib? ahaha

sigh .. i have been driving, and have been getting into lots of accidents. esp these few days. LOL jk. i had one which is at home and once when i wasnt thinking right, and and.. hit the side mirror a little bit.(and hello its really narrow there anyway.. ahaha and i was in a hurry in search of a parking) well I SHUD PAY MORE ATTENTION DRIVING. ahahha i cant concentrate these days. donno why. i think nervous for scholarship interview kua.. i nearly got into an accident just now.. he-he.. again. lol but nothing lah. didnt happen. ALMOST SAJA. ugh i really hate driviing.. bleh. hahaha i wish my driver is backkkkkkkkkkk =( so i dont need to wake up so freaking early to bring my sis to school, and then cannot go back to sleep coz have to send my bro tuition at 8.30. well after sending her to shcool, roughly around 7.45 reach home, so pointless also ma to go back to sleep. then after sending home to tuition have to wait till 11 to bring him home. ahhh.. sleep deprived these days, and i cant seem to sleep early. unless i worked like hell in the afternoon.

life is so.. lifeless now. LOL. am i making any sensE? aahaha well stuffs have been botehring me these days. i dont know why! i can only blame myself for driving recklessly.. coz i cant pay attention. i should be paying more attention. I DONT TRUST MYSELF DRIVING ALONE NOW. ahahhah oh well but its a learning experience though.. tells me to, "FOCUS ON DRIVING WHEN YOU ARE DRIVING" i wont make the same silly mistake. like the other day? i went through that very NARROW road (where i hit ppls side mirrow with my side mirror?) it made me.. nervous and scry to go therough that road again but i had too. and i was EXTREMELY careful . like i drive 30 like that. LOL sigh............ so scary. its a phobia for me ;P ahaha but well this mornings one was pretty stupid. THANK GOD nothing happeneed. really =P but i think the driver got scared of me. AHAHAHA didnt dare to come near. sigh feel so bad. and embarrased. i really do. and plus guuess wat? my plate number has to be 5555 WHICH OF COURSE EVERYONE WILL REMEMBER -_-" and so whenever they see the red 5555, "oh.. look, there goes the crazy car" LOL sigh i wish out plate numbers arent 5555. its too easy to remember. i wish its like.. 2318 or 4397 or something. LOL

ok i was kidding abt the.. "i had lots of accidents" so.. so far.. got 2 lor ;P oh if u see marks in my car, got 2 is not made by me. ;P LOL my car is just so.......... made for accidents i suppose. ahahha but well, so far no injuries. ;P and i hope to stay that way !! hehehe. so that menas, less driving for me. LOL. donnolah. ugh hate driving ahahah i will drive onli its like.. super necessary. hehe but well i am waiting for my small car =D aahaha my aunt orrowed it away so i had to drive the red.. daewoo. which belongs to my mom. haha well actually the first one? the one at home? was the major one(got scratch and dents on the side lah paint came off).. hello i am not pro yet. and and they parked until so close to the pillar. and well.. yea. hahaha u know wat happened eventually. (thank god i didnt hit the porsche. my mom will definitely.. DEFINITELY butcher me into pieces) LOL

ok enough abt sad driving. lol

and oh another interesting part was my interview. it was really long without me realising it. and sampai they had to stop me ;P hehehe i memorised all the brunei current affairs bah. well its ok i suppose. confidence, got.. but then donno lah. u never know. maybe the interviewers didnt like it. but i managed to make them laugh and smile a lot. ^^ i panicked when i went it. i mean its natural to.. i was so blur when i went it and the stuffs i rehearsed are all gone from my mind. i was like "oh shyt.." and i kept on telling myself "should i say that? or shouldnt i?" lol thinking to myself. (yea i even had time to do that). it was all good i suppose. right now, i am waiting for my second interview call. the MIB one ^^ hehehe havenr eady yet but i am memorising it already. like how many ministries there are, and yea... =P

ok this is long enough. i would continue my "intersting" stories next time peeps.. (yea.. "inetereting.. more like one of my boringgg life stories. haah")

cya peeps. cant wait for u guys to come back and have fun ^^ hehe (more beach and swimming!!)

I'm still alive

2007-06-16T18:36:00.000+08:00

Heya!!!

It's the weekend and I have NINE more papers to go but here I am typing away on my sister's friend's laptop. Just wanted to drop a message to say that I am still alive and very very worried about making my grades. Otherwise, there's nothing worth mentioning about what's happening in my life at the moment.

So Goodluck to all exam-goers having exams and also to everyone back in Brunei who are having their interviews!

Loads of love

Summer Breeze

2007-06-08T03:24:00.001+08:00

This what I do in my free time: Run around crazy in my school.

My school.

Dulwich College.

My school.

I have to admit, I am saddened to leave DC. It's been a long two years, yet when I reminisce the time I've spent here, everything seems to have gone by so quick. All I can say is that my DC era has been spent well and ended in the best way possible.

DC speed. Beat that (ming Hui)!

***

So during the summer half term, I was lucky enough to meet up with my closest friends, namely Mh, Jances, Hanif, Zakiyyah and Huda. Not to mention, Ali. It was a great week. I have to admit. What with the nights out, the lunches and dinners we had, hanging out and supposedly studying in the library. One word. Fun.

The only downside was the parting. As Mh and Jances would agree. It was sad. The empty feeling is not something people like. I know I don't.

So, yes, half term. Nando's and the frozen yogurt challenge. China White and getting to meet Emeka Okafor, Rookie of the Year '04-'05 and seeing Kieran Richardson. Man U anyone? Lunch at the park, followed by a showcase of strength. chanel handbags Movies every night. Shakes, hot dogs and burgers at Tinseltown to end everything. And Ali. lol. It was just great.

I have a few pictures to post. Only a few. Seeing as though most teenagers have facebook, I don't see a point why I should post ALL of it here. So poh hui and kel, please get a facebook account. =D So, here they are. Have a nice day. And good luck everyone with their exams and good luck Ph and Jing with your interviews.

Me and my winner.

Emeka and me, and a stranger. lol.

Yes I know, my guns are huge. So's Ali's. blah blah..

Ali's strength. Hanif trying it. Jances with a cool pose. And me, laughing.

shorty post

2007-05-28T19:04:00.001+08:00

loL. here we go again. the new layout.. its perfect! only thing is........ i screw up again.. AGAIN! lol.. i screwed up like a year ago and i wudnt want to toouch any more of those.. templates thing. haha and i was bored on sunday.. so i wanted to try to change the layout. yea. i was trying to change it since sunday. somehow, it can never go how i wanted till today! i was "ooo, ok ok.. i did it. i changed that part already.. ok lets see wats next.." and.................. thanks to my "quick" fingers... i clicked "save template changes". OH NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i panicked, and was trying to go back and and.. OMG! =( so i told myself, ok, have to get a grip and continue. well i did it. but .. I MADE THE COMMENT THING DISAPPEARED! urks.. haha and i dont know how to get it back. and ............... the the....... who posted thing which is usually at the end?? ahhh! *my goddddddddd* lol

lol stupid me no? haha and i am not some kind of computer-html-template-blog genius.. so i cant figure it out. and i dont know how to rezise the pic.. the one i really love.. "the US pic" so i think i have to let jing to kaotim that. and i dunno how to change the tagboard.. box thingy to blend it into the .. layout? sth like that.. (i dun really know wat i am saying right now.. so .. -_-" ) wat else did i do wrong......... yea as i said, i am not some genius handling html, so i dont know how to make a layout featuring us.. yea us, the untouchable reality! i was trying to.. change the "somewhere over the rainbow" to "untouchable reality". (like the layout juan did .. the one before. sigh , juan, how i wish i have ur html skills.. ahha) but well, of coz i cant. if i could, u will see untouchable reality , instead of somewhere over the rainbow. well i am not saying its bad.. well.. after all, chanel handbags i took this from blogskins. i dunno how to create one. wow. loL. so ... again, i need help with the comment thing. need help with the tagboard. and yea guess thats it. NEXT TIME I WONT TOUCH THE TEMPLATE THINGY ANYMORE! hahaha eventhough how bored i am! and oh jing, resize the pic and .. yea. ahah =P i think u know wat to do eh.. unless i made a mess in the template thingy.

so for now. if u wanna leave any comments just.............. tag. (and oh juan, if u are really really freeeeeeeee and reallly really boreddddddd and u read this, pls teach me one day =D haha or even better, help! loL.)

cheerios.

hui (the dumb dumb) signing out.

*sigh. i dun feel like i am me anymore.*

Hahaha, my life??

2007-05-21T00:13:00.001+08:00

Hahaha, I dunno. Well, i felt bored when im at home, but when juniors come back home from school and play games wif me, then i felt entertained. Wheee. Nowadays, not like a lazy bum in 2 months ago. Been doing sumthing i supposed to do, went to gym once in two days wif kiat, played games wif my juniors especially Melvin (my new bro). hahaha. He is super pro in drinking ah, can one go wif me also. Mai siao siao ah. :P I was invited to this little kid dinner on thursday, we went to pizza hut lo. (remember those memories la u guys. :D). Ya, chanel handbags fun fun chatting wif juniors, as if im getting younger like them. LOL. So after eat, we went to arcade and played photo hunt(hui ,we almost broke the record tat time. Next time go wif u guys orh). :D

Hmm, jus like last night, went to kelvin ong's buffday party. It was a great party wif pool slide bouncer eventho we r considered as adults but we enjoyed it. Hahaha. Hui, slidy is fun rite? hahaha. She slided down very fast!!! gagaga. Then, put many ice to the pool, so when we slide down, its freezing cold lo. :D Then aftertat, as usual, played some drinking games lo, drink drink and drink till ard 2 plus, nearly 3 lo. Hahahaha, pretty early huh. :D

Hui, next time go jpmc swimming, must tell orh, especially swimming lagitu. hahaha. DIn tell me earlier bah. Hahaha, but lucky meet u there la. Ohya, last nite forget to tell u sumthing situ bi(stupid). hahaha, next time tell u la, jus remind me wif the word "sumo and australia". I hoped i still remember la. LOL.

Hmmm, ohya, O2 jam is the game tat im currently playing when im alone at home in the morning. Its a cool game jus like gunbound lo. Its abt musical world. like playing piano online. :D
Ming hui, im learning something abt musical instrument online. :D hahaha. :P

Bah, tats all for now. My blog sucks as usual as it is too difficult to understand(my englishy too poor wa). I need photo to fantasy it. Byebye.

friends.. =)

2007-05-15T18:18:00.001+08:00

lol. i suddenly feel like being sentimental.. the question is how to.. haha. well i mean, i have been thinking.. abt all of my frens.. and and.. well i keep looking at that pic that was posted up in UR. i.. lol felt.. sth. i guess i miss you guys =( haha. its been a while since we.. yea hang out? i am glad that i have a bunch of great frens. frens are who are there for me whenever i am down or watever. lol. its been a tough year ( with all those.. stress!!! how can u guys go thro uni stress.. i haven even gone to one yet ah!) but still i get to laugh a lot =) thanks to my frens. and of coz my family... if i do come face to face with God one day, i will thank him for a great family and for great frens. =) (eventhough i rant to him a lot abt other stuffs) hahaha.

i was reading through my diary yesterday and of coz writing more stuffs in it. (and yes i do keep a diary) god........................... the stuffs i wrote before was so.. stupid. but hey i was a.. kid? back then ^^ 2001 lei. hahaa ! i guess in a way, i have changed. like how i think abt stuffs.. and stuffs. lol i bet lots will say no i havent changed ;P hahah

anyway~! did i tell u guys i got offer from nottingham for another course ?? =( sigh thats what makes life difficult. oh i got offer from UWA too. for chemical engineering in perth. haha. but most prolly not going there lah. (unless .. govt wants me too.. =s) which i do not want now. i dont mind doing food science and pharmacy. lol if i can i wud like to do both so i dont need to think so much abt it. lol. i am so stress abt all these coz i kept thinking abt how issit in a future. chanel handbags like with food science will i get a job? and sure definitely i get job for pharm but but....... nottingham is a great uni! so of coz i wudnt want to let that chance to slip away no??? hhaah arrr... oh and dont.. DONT ask me to choose sth i am interested in. I NO LONGER KNOW WAT I AM INTERESTED IN ahahha i love both.. =P tho i dunno wat i can really do with food science. but it seems inetersting. it seems more and more appealing as i read thro them and know at least sth abt them. oh well.. i suppose wat i can do now, is to let govt decide. =P hahaha

anyway enough abt that. lots of dramas happen during this half year (nearly half liao) and i am not goign to say anythign abt them anymore. haha. its... over =D so no point. its just some stuffs that has been going on for years lah.. (yea since i was born to this world ;P) hahaha

and oh.. i like the movie 'just like heaven' zim! its nice. and oh i dunno why.. i will pick the second scenario.. hahaa ;p i mean the scenarios that.. yea. ahaha HMM.. i geuss it depends also lah. donno.. lalala.. hahaha

u guys ah.. better study hard! good luck in ur exams! AND BETTER COME BACK QUICK! i miss u guys.

actually i miss a lot of ppl.. HAHAHA.

You'll Never Find Another

2007-05-02T04:10:00.001+08:00

In this world, there is no such thing as getting what you want. You can only settle for less, maybe nothing even.

The Notebook was an amazing movie. Probably the best romantic movie I’ve ever seen. As tears trickled down my cheeks, (Yes I cried) I started thinking, “Can something like this ever happen in real life? A happy ending.”

The simple happy answer would be ‘Yes’. But in reality, pfft… dream on. I’m not saying Allie and Noah’s love was easy. Man, hard times… for both of them. But still, I have to say, I admire their undying love for each other. When you don’t give up, in seven years, you will get back together. That is my universal Notebook rule.

Just Like Heaven was a disappointment by the way. The ending spoilt everything.

The Last King of Scotland was amazing. Scary. And top-class.

***

I was recently shocked with this recent revelation. But I shan’t disclose any names. I know this person. He is in a dilemma. Well, sort of. He was lucky enough, not long ago, to find his significant other. A week after that, one of his closest friends, chanel handbags and I mean, real close, confessed her love for this guy. Yes, that’s right. He is ‘taken’ but his really close friend is in love with him. So, I was talking to this person, and we came by an interesting question:

“Do you… pick the scenario where a lot of great things can and will happen, or do you pick the other where great things are already happening and will peak no more?”

I’ll leave you guys to answer it yourselves.

My friend picked the first and he lost a very valuable friend. Sad. She does not talk to him anymore and I feel for him. Losing a friend is painful. Trust me.

But you know, Spiderman 3 is coming out this Friday, so at least there's one thing to be happy about. Oh, and I don't know how you can check online, but me and my basketball mates were recently pictured in the South London Press. It's not The Sun, but at least DC Basketball is headlining somewhere. Heh.

Have a nice day.=D

what i have been doing..

2007-04-22T13:40:00.001+08:00

lol. ok ok i have disppeared for quite some time. but well..! hey i did post a comment on jings post =) hee hee.. well ok coz he told me to read the blog and see his pic. my gosh. he really did.. shave off his hair. well not all but still.. hahaha i mean, BOON JING LEI! he has been the one whos "eh eh my hair ok or not?" or or.. "wait wait. my hair." and whenever we go out, he walks halfway, surely u will see him, fixing his hair, touching his hair.. being vain! =D well but ok i have to admit , kelvin does that too.. ahhaa u two ah. *claps hands claps hands* but then haven seen kelvin yet though. hes been .. BUSY =) hhhahaha

well haven been doing much. other than working. if not working, birthday parties lor =D hahahaha heyy.. yea, its that time of the year. where lots of my frens have their birthday on that mth. which is april. haha lets see.. from end of last mth till 10th, we were planning for maggies surprise party. and to fix maggies present. ahaha.. well we gave her an album. and man, we pour all our hearts to it. ok sounded a lil bit weird but anyway, it was adrians idea. oh the we are adrian, mike, apple, sebas, albert, mandy, arif, and me =) jing was invited tot he aprty too. hahaa we had lots of fun..!!! OH WAIT OH WAIT!! actually i had fun before this liao.. which is jings party. =) sorry lah. so late baru say that. thanks jing. =) it was great fun lah. since then, been having lots of fun in parties lor. and we baked for maggie. the meeting place is always my hse. =P then on the 10th maggie belanja-ed us watch movie which is shooter. kinda confusing lah. hahaa in the beginning but i caught up =) hahaa and we surprised her with yet another present. (the album) the surprise party took place, of course, at her hse. ahaha and we did surprise her although she suspected sth. and and... we showed her the cake. and told her its from a new bakery . call PAK CIK BAKERY. ahhaha catchy name right? and of coz, pak cik is adrian and his right hand person is apple. ahahaha =) (but duh apple did most of the work. ahaha) it was great fun planning i suppose. and stress. we always plan till very late. gosh. ahaha

*actually .. that paragraph ah.. ahaha kind of confusing no? i am mixing everythign with everything. well who cares. my posts forever end up like that =D*

hmm hmm.. and well jings party was fun too =) and then we had sebas party. ^^ woo.. ahaha great fun. well sebas's party.. i neeeded it. i was so stress before that. lol. for ur info, i got rejected by two unis liao. i mean yea, i expected it already. i am still stubborn. i sitll wanna pursue pharmacy. ahaha. tho my grades dun meet the requirements. but well.. i gto accepted by UEA. chanel handbags its a new course for the uni. so i am worried that brunei doesnt recognise it? and and.. ahh i was very scared and insecure and feeling very stress. ahaha well lots on my mind lah but well. life still has to go on no? =) i cant quite say i am fine. but well i manage to be fine at least =) hahaha last stop for this mth i think is alberts party. if i am not mistaken. ahaha but well ehs not the last bday baby for the mth. still got jiah ern and wendy =) hahaa and april was on the 11th. my baby sis on 16th and sebas on 20th. lol. =) all these april babies. ahhaa

ok i am kinda in a hurry now. i am working =P break is almosst over. just want to tell u guys that i am still here! hahahahahah! tet .. duh -_-" well nothing much other than those parties happened lo. OH OH WAIT .. got once we went to JP. ahhaha. we played police and thief. was a very last minute plan. and it was raining. and we played onli a few rides. =P then in the end, we played police and thief.. yeaps, we were being very childish. hahaha funny lah. maggie and i have never so much since.. dunno when. ahahaha =P

well yeaps as i was saying, other than parties...... all abt me is work work and more books! i have been reading .. latest record.. 8 books in a mth liao =s haahhaa as michael has said, "this is what single and lonely woman does" HAHAHAHAHA! well he was exaggerating. just to suan us ;P hahaa. coz maggie and i have been reading. and ignoring him =D hahaa at times. =P

bah.. anyway wanna leave some messages:

zim and ming hui: coming back or not during summer? enjoying urselves? ok other than been loaded with work ;P hahaa

jances: mana my email? haha jk .. i know u guys are having exams.. (i think) but if really, goodluck oh (to zim and ming hui also)

jing: jing!! =P ...*silence* ok nothing to say to you. ahahhaa justt kidding. hang out some time again lah. and yes u made me laugh a lot that night =P until u have to say "enough liao oh" ahahhaa

kel: beeenn reallyyy busyy horr!! the last time i saw u was .. the day when u and sm watched stomp the yard =P good luck yea kel? =) take care.. ^^

anywayyyyy! *hugsssssssss* to all UR bloggers! take care guys ! =)

Summer Bubbles

2007-04-19T02:55:00.001+08:00

The sun is bright. Days are long. Warm. Nights, chilly.

The feeling. Parting with friends. Saddening.

Prison Break Season Finale. Intense. Thrilling.

The smell of fried onions. Nyummy.

So I've been reading blogs lately, and I have to say, Brunei's full of it. Just browsed through random ones. Interesting is how I would describe them. Unique in their own special way. Note, the poklen memoirs are gone now.

So, the other night, I was walking back to the hall. In front of me, this group of young asians. I couldn't help but overhear them talking about this freind of theirs. It struck to me, their accent: a strong one. Singaporeans I said to myself. Definitely. There is Singlish-ness in them. Then, they said "bla, bla, bla Singapore." Tick! Then I was thinking, hey, this is interesting, how from hearing the tone/accent people speak english in, I can figure out where they're from. chanel handbags You should try it out. Find someone who looks asian, don't ask where they're from. Start a conversation with him/her, in english, and tell them where you think they're from, from their accent. 1 point for getting it right and run away when you get it wrong.

Michael Buble, Maroon 5, Ne-yo and Timbaland all just released new singles. Check them out. I really like the new Michael Buble and Timbaland. Not so with the Maroon 5. I can't stop listening to this other Timbaland song though. A mix of hip hop and rock with Fall Out Boys. It's called One & Only, and it's a must listen-to in my books.

Lately, I've just been busy, clogged up with work, work and work. Going back to Dulwich is fun don't get me wrong. It's just so sad having this last term. Though I've got a new atlas poster Mh bought for me that's keeping me happy. I bet you guys didn't know Hudson Bay is in Canada. Or that the capital of New York is Albany. Not New York City.

So basically, my free periods today was full of watching trailers. On my list: 1)Grindhouse, a number-one-must-watch-no-matter-what-film. We're talking Tarantino and Rodriguez in one movie here. 2)Alpha Dog, about this young drug dealer who gets into trouble for doing something much worse. JT's in it by the way. Wooh, you guys should check out the tatoos he had for this film. A. Lot. Apparently, well, actually, the movie's based on a true story and can you believe it, this kid was actually on the FBI most wanted list. The youngest ever. At 21.

Well now, I think I'll leave this post saying summer's here and I need to buy some new shorts. I was thinking Abercrombie & Fitch, but I'm kind of short on cash now. And I owe money, for the first time. 30 last I checked. Have a nice day.=D

Hey.....

2007-04-16T13:54:00.000+08:00

NEW HAIRCUT!!! Ahahahahhaa

Well, its actually not too bad, its jus funny lo. When i told the barber to cut, i closed my eyes(jus in case i miss my hairs). LOL. Then rite after he finished off everything, i opened my hairs and laught terus. LOL
Maybe bcos i made a deal wif kel tat if he cut, i also follow. Hahaha. Or maybe i jus wannabe a anime character from Bleach-->> Madarama Ikkaku. Sigh, i dun dare to bald like him, oh well, lets be his brother then. Hahahah

Tu nahhh, Tats Ikkaku, 3rd seat (from anime, BLEACH). Wheeee. Sayang, i dun dare to bald, hahaha, malu bah.

Next time la, i bald. LOL.Hmm, wat u guys think my hair now +white spec? cool rite? LOL LOL LOL.

A quickie

2007-04-10T03:57:00.002+08:00

Hazim has brought to light about the 'randomness' factor of my posts. So be it XD

Waiting for Ern to finish viewing Tate Modern... decided to bask in the sunlight...

Amanda and Isa

What do you think of Ern's hair....honestly?

A stroll along Hyde Park.....a short burst of energy for frisbee tossing...

My seniors

Syandra, Syaza, Faizah, Iris and I

Had a bbq at Imah's aunt's place...

Ming hui and Imah karaoke-ing

All the other pictures are in imah's camera!

Pictures of Hanif birthday dinner is in Hazim's....so you know who to badger for pics of that ;p

The six of us planning a trip to Barcelona together;

Imah eyeing the so very sinfully delicious chocolate cornflakes

the bully and oh...the other bully

me loves dancing with her

Cool frame XD

Ok i am supposed to be working...with my FP1 in front of me now...oh humbug...a few hours break after 10 minutes of work is so in fashion now don't you think?

easter break

2007-04-04T05:57:00.001+08:00

Whee hee....can finally post and here's a long one! I'll post the pics starting with the more recent ones. I couldnt be bothered to rotate them...hehe.

Not being back to brunei for so many months already is so hard. Thinking about all the good food so much! Oh well, few more months right.

Funny thing....wouldn't imagine me receiving a flower for the first time to be given it out of courtesy. Neways, onwards to my update:

Went to Sophie's house for a few day. Had a real great time. Took more videos than pictures. Her farm is just huge! Sat on these 4 wheels bikes goes as fast as 60mph...my fastest was only 40mph though...hehe. One morning, I watched how the 'feeding cows' is done. Being a farmer is just so much hard work! No holidays as well! tsk tsk

On Sophie's horse. I was afraid to ride it but she made me go on to take a pic...hehe.

Feeding the cows.

Just after term ended, i went to CCF easter camp for a week. XD

The six upper sixth-ers during easter camp;
top- Eli, Sophs, Kim
Bottom - Me, Sarah and Alice

We were waiting for our night activities to start bah...haha. Here it's me with Sophs, Eli and Sarah.

So on our first day we had highwires, it was fun. Wasn't that scary coz i did a much higher one at Austria the other time. When i said high, i meant around 12 metres. On this day we also did low wires....something like this but near the ground...lol. We did zipwire as well which is something like the flying fox thing that Kelvin and I did at Empire that me. Gosh kel,chanel handbags i loved landing in the water! That night, we went off for some bowling. Even with the barriers up, my scores were damn appaling...haha...bordering 70 i think.

After the first day, i cant really remember what we did in order so here are a few pictures of some of the activities we did.

With Eli on the boat to Isle of Wight

We took in turns to steer the boat. We had to take bearings of three landmarks and work out where we were ever so often as well. Most times, we were just enjoying the sea breeze though...hehe.

On this day, we sat on a boat to Isle of Wight....had lunch there and then came back to Portsmouth where we had a really nice dinner at a Italian restaurant. Watched Hot Fuzz after that. Didn't reach back at camp till midnight!

A trebuchet. We went to Fort Nelson, a musuem. As boring as a musuem trip sounds. it was actually a really fun one coz we didnt really spend that much time looking around. We had a tour guide who showed us the medieval cannons and catapult and trebuchet. Then we kinda assembled the trebuchet above and launched it. After that, we had a chance to dress up with old costumes and armours!

Me in my costume...hehe.

Sophs, Eli and I after the day at the Fort Nelson.

We later went to visit a submarine musuem....went into an actual submarine...looked humoungus from the outside but so crammed in the inside. Didnt expect to see so many wires and technical thingies. The person who talked us through kept mentioning that ppl who worked in the submarines are one of the most highly trained professionals and that each of them had at least 3 different type of jobs in the submarine. I wouldnt want to work in a submarine though considering how crammed the sleeping quarters are!

All of us who went on easter camp. We went to thorpe park, a theme park, on the last day. Great fun!

The new rollercoaster ride, Stealth. My friend and i sat on the front row. It was amazingly speedy man!

I didnt take that much pictures for easter camp. I'll post more when i get the pics from the tchers though. Other activities we did included canoeing, kayaking, mountain biking, orienteering, dry slope skiing and others.

Next few pictures were taken during the chemistry field trip to Imperial college for a few lectures;

Outside IC: VJ, Naz, Ruzzy, me and Karen

In the loo...haha.....Naz, Karen, Farisa, me with Ruzzy and Vj behind.

This professor trying to blow up helium balloons.

Did really cool experimental demonstrations.

That's the end of my pictures blog for now. Am in london now for the rest of my easter holidays. Just hung out with Zakkiyah and Huda. Still waiting for Ming hui and Hazim to come down on Thursday. Celebrating Hanif's 19th soon! In the meantime i have so much work to do!! But first, shoe shopping! hahaha XD

Oh and this is Didi. We're going on our HK-China holiday together!

Mwahs from me to you!

Couldn't comment on kel's post so i will just leave it here k:

Congrats Kel!!! What's the othe Uni that you're considering? And also what's the course taht you're gonna do at UPenn?

Lucks with the Physics and the driving too. U better get your license then at least we can holiday at Kk kua or sumwhere la.

And when you officially leaving for uni?

Update

2007-04-02T07:44:00.000+08:00

Well, since it's a public holiday today, lets not waste this opportunity to post. Actually, I've been trying to post in the past few weeks, but I don't know why blogger just won't let me, something about, unable to load cuz of the new version etc. No...really.

It has been about a month since the Mindef attachment, its been fun and tiring at the same time. We've been visiting alot of places within Mindef, just to familiarize with the organisation etc, like an orientation. And while doing that, we do tasks like essays(in Malay), reading, reports, presentations, on a weekly basis. We're staying at apartments, so we kinda do laundry, a little cooking, etc, just to get ourselves used to staying away from our parents. Hopefully, the attachment helps when I'm overseas. The downside about staying at the apartments is that, since I can't drive yet, I haven't been able to see my friends etc., ahah social isolation.

Before the attachment, I was doing my driving lessons, korean lessons and Apho(Physics Olympiad) tuitions, but I had to drop most of them because of the tight schedule. During the first week, it was the first time I've ever felt so exhausted, physically and mentally. It needed some getting used to but now things are pretty stable. So, I've dropped my korean lessons, and only do driving lessons once a week(my instructor is going mental) and I've only attended 40% of the APho classes(I'm so dead). I've been trying to drop the APho because I'll be missing alot during the attachment when if I go to Shanghai, plus I've missed so many lessons, I don't even know what I'm studying, but things are complicated :P. So currently, I'm pretty much studying on my own, almost a year's worth of university physics packed into 3 weeks. I hope I won't go crazy and grow white hairs. If I pull this off, I'll be the happiest boy on earth. Hopefully, I'll be leaving to Shanghai, China for the APho, and hopefully I won't embarass Brunei too much. Sigh*

Good news is, after the long, dreadful wait, I've finally heard from my US universities, all on the same day! Such coincidence. Out of the three, I've been accepted by two, happy to say that I've been offered a place by the one I really want to go. UPenn. Pray hard that all goes well and I'll be going there and that theres not going to be any funny twists. Actually, I'm having the dilemma of choosing between my desired course of study or desired place of study. Because UPenn doesn't offer my course(aeronautical engineering). However, Upenn offers other courses that I'm also interested in, and I could take minors to suit my interests. Hopefully it will be approved X_X.

So I won't be going to UK, sigh* I'll be all alone in US. Uwaaa... but I guess it's for the better. Hey, you guys could come visit US, and I can visit you guys/gals. So again, pray that all goes well and I go to US.

I guess thats all for now. Wish me luck on my APho. I'll TRY get some of you guys some stuffs, but try not to expect too much, its not like im going there for a holiday. Haha. For the lazy bums, I've highlighted the important stuffs.

Over and Out.

Pictures

2007-03-31T07:05:00.001+08:00

I thought I might as well make use of the internet access here to post up some pictures. The first 3 were taken when it snowed heavily and the last 2 during the Christmas dinner. chanel handbags I wanted to upload more but blogger just isn't co-operating!

Syaz and I at the Quad

Wet! WEt!! WET!!!

SNOOWWWWW!

Ratt, Me and Sharon at the Christmas Dinner

Karen and I

I tried my very best to overcome the urge of inserting this picture ....... but I failed miserably. Haha. Righttt - Happy Guessing!! =)

Kel - Have fun in China! Good luck and make sure you get something nice for us. Teeheehee =P

Jing & Hui - All the best with UCAS and the interviews. Jia you ohh!

Alright, my Chem books await.. Toodles~

Fallen

2007-03-16T06:54:00.001+08:00

Homework has been piling up... I've done most of them but I've still got a few more to go. *sigh* I'm sorry I haven't been able to update much. I guess you can say that I've got a lot on my hands right now. I'm suppose to be doing my Chem prep but a break won't do any harm.

Life's been sucky although it could have been worse. I need Easter to catch up on things. I feel so far behind that I've lost the desire to start reading up. chanel handbags There are so many things on my mind right now. Exams aren't too far away and I'm so scared of not doing well. My level of confidence has plummeted. Pessimism has pretty much taken over.

There's always some reason to feel not good enough. I just want to disappear.. Maybe start over, whatever that means. Anyway, I shouldn't be spoiling everyone else's mood. I hope everyone's doing much better than I am at the moment.

I need to get a hang of myself - easier said than done

Jances's Post

2007-03-05T00:53:00.001+08:00

Heya!!!

It's the weeekend!!

Happy chap goh meh for tml to everyone who's celebrating Chinese New Year!!

I was just posting to give my sister's site some love www.pandachu.blogspot.com. She's been into scrapbooking recently and her masterpieces are the love. Do check it out ;p

Owh and do check out http://www.squatmagazine.com/ as well. It's an online magazine edited by a friend of my sis.

Anyways, Chinese New year has come and gone for me...I am not supposed to be celebrating it this year as well. I was hoping that I could go back to Brunei this easter but seeing as to how my financial is hardly holding up at the moment, i had to settle with my last CCF camp and being in london for esater this year.

In case you guys haven't been told yet, my summer in Brunei this year might just be 2 months long. chanel handbags I'm most likely arriving Brunei on the 16th then leaving for Hong Kong on 18th and may cross over to China as well so I might not be back in Brunei until August? And let the plans begin!!

Goodluck to everyone who are applying for their scholarsips at the moment. And also Congratulations to those who have already gotten theirs.

Will post pics next time ;p

Love always Xxx
Jances

The Departed

2007-03-01T03:16:00.001+08:00

Oiyoy, how're the lads in Brunei nowadays?

I have recently been into watching movies and I have to say, despite what ming hui says, The Departed, yes, the movie that won some Oscars, is pretty amazing. Really amazing. A must watch movie. But apparently, Jefferson thinks Infernal Affairs is better, so hmm..

To be honest, I am really uninspired to blog at the moment. Just wanted to encourage the other URs the update basically.

Oh, but I do have something I'm pondering at at the moment. I have been reading a couple of blogs and I have to admit, I'm quite bothered by the expression of too much love towards the other half. I do realise that when you're young, chanel handbags there is that burning feeling to express your true love towards your partner, but does showing everyone actually make it better? and invincible more even? I don't quite understand this. Maybe this theory of mine is very flawed, but please, readers, correct me.

But in the mean time, life's been good, other than the three-game losing streak the DC Team has currently. We're looking to break it on friday, so wish the team luck guys. Cherio. Have a nice day.

60049

2007-02-14T07:27:00.001+08:00

Just came back from bowling with my brother and his mates. Three words: fun, fun, fun. It's been a long time since I've had alot of laughs. Half-term break has just been so much fun and relaxing.

Just the other day, I went to watch Arsenal play against Wigan at the Emirates with Jefferson. The game was simply amazing. The atmosphere in the stadium was breath taking. From the moment I stepped into that pitch scenery, I just couldn't believe it was real. It was truly a once in a lifetime opportunity. The game? Everything you can wish for. Goals? All three goals were scored at my end of the stadium. Yellow cards? they got 'em. Lots of 'em. Injuries? Djourou was the unfortunate one. Controversies? Adebayor's goal ruled as on offside and the ref being an idiot. It was so funny as well. The fans kept chanting,"the referee's a w**ker". louis vuitton handbags They kept booing and jeering the goalkeeper for wasting time. It was quite scary as well. Till the 83rd minute, Arsenal was trailing, giving the fans the scare of having the first loss at the Emirates. Emile Heskey even missed a shot that could've made it 2-0. It hit the post after Lehmann had a hand on it. The whole game was just awesome. A really great experience.

Something funny I read: Gilbert Arenas a.k.a. Agent Zero promised to drop 50 on the trialblazers, since Head Coach nate McMillan, an assistant coach on Team USA snubbed him from the World Championships. At the end of the buzzer, he shot 0-for-8 from beyond the arc and finished with 9 points. 50 from Mr. Golden One Arm? I don't think so. Oh, and if you guys have time, go to nba.com and check out Arenas shooting 73-for-100 with one hand from the three-point line against DeShawn Stevenson.

Ooh, I met up with Jances, Imah and Huda last weekend. Good times. Dinner on Saturday night at C&R, along with Jeff. Conceptis Puzzle and Table Tennis after. Thanks Hajah for introducing the puzzle by the way. And sorry ladies for smashing too much on the table.

I'll leave this post with a snow picture. Have a nice day.

pics!!!

2007-01-14T00:30:00.000+08:00

at Sebas place during advanced xmas eve. Haha, Boon Fei and Jing trying to be model of the durex packet...
look at the penguins behind us... so cuteee!!

jingo, stay cute as usual. LOL perasaaan eh.. ahahah
juang and me vain ler. the five superstar of tat nite.
ohya, these few pics was taken b4 jances made a call to hui's phone on the 30th. LOL
here we are at WINTER WONDERLAND. The igloo its so cold!! we shud bring more clothes ler... aiyayaya.
On 31st Dec, spent time wif my cuzzies, kel, chee hwa and some juniors at centrepoint hotel. Its fun lo!!

crazy?

2007-01-13T05:07:00.001+08:00

First weekend at school for this term. Argh, i am supposed to be working on my maths modules now!! I'm so screwed. Okies, so news spreads so damn fast....gawd. i dont really like people knowing. Coz there's expectations to be fulfilled OR unworthy cause of praise. I neeeeeeeeeeeeeed to study!!!

Anyways, i cant wait till exams are over, then half term! Off skiing AGAIN...a huge hole in my bank account yet again but heys, at least i saved by not going back to Brunei. Actually that is not a good thing...coz i MISS you guys loads. Damn, chanel handbags i refuse to get emotional...hahaha. Okies, I have 3 and a half weeks holiday during easter. What am i supposed to do?

-~~Go back to brunei!!!~~ Super broke to buy plane ticket
- ~~Go travelling around Europe~~ Even less money for that!
-Might go on the last CCF camp i can go on
-~~Study my ass off~~ Yearight...*points finger at jances and laughs hysterically*
-Just chill, yea i think i may very well just do this

Talking on the phone now with Ming hui! You guys know what, Ming hui and Hazim are always teasing me about whatever. So unfair!! But yea, just getting that out.....been kept it inside for so long...cannot tahan already. Hehehehe ^^

Neways, i gtg now...such a lame post...hahaha.

never again ...

2007-01-07T17:55:00.001+08:00

wow. internet is working properly. =( darn..i lost my alasan for not blogging. oh well.. ahaha thats why i am here! ^^ lame. lol its amazing how i can laugh and lol-ing and haha-ing these days. well wat can i say.. I HAVE BEEN HAVING ... LUCK ON MY SIDE THESE DAYS. wow .. such a "great" new year.. to me.. lol. its just the beginning of a new year. but.. i dont feel like its a new year at all..~ dreadful new year.. hahaha jkk.. it has been great i suppose.. as i said luck was "on my side" .. =) and why wud i say that? i have got a job! ok ok... i did have a job in dec. i am still keeping it and go help when i am free.. i owe them one =D i owe them big time. and yay! i finally gt a proper job, with a proper pay in fact =D but u guys wont be surprised if i say where.. but anyway guess where? one of the banks. lol i can imagine u guys saying, "oh.. another one? cheh.." lol butt i loveeeeeee the payyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ^^ i wont say how much. karang someone jealous O=) hahahh~! u know who u are.. and oh oh! hmm.. wat did i wanna say again? my mind dazed off for a moment. i have been like this these days. bad... i have maggie (sim) "mind dazes off when sleepy"-ness..oh man..~ lol but anyhoo.. i will be starting to work tomorroowwww... =D but yea, have u guys notice i am being lame these days? Hahah. sheesh..~

anyhow... wat i am abt to sayy.. i bet u guys have read it a lloott off timesss in millionnss and millionnsss of blogs.. or sth. lol talking abt... life =P it just makes me wonder... how did it all happen.. well as i said, my mind has been wandering off rather easily these days.. and so.. i wud sit in the car.. (on the way to work lah) and look around me. yea weird. i tend to do that huh? i guess ppl dont do that anymore. lol and its surprising for me doing it. people's lives now.. have been rather busy... go to work.. come back home, cook, or look after anak.. or or lepak with frens.. or... watch tv.. a lot of stuffs lah! but my point is.... ppl is always in such a hurry.. and we wont just sit.. and look around.. brunei has lots of trees no? and one tree.. very long time to grow no? and they have unlimited growth.. (wah seh. i remember.. LOL bio technical term) but anyway~ i will look around me... and start wondering.. how did all these trees grow...~ and like.. how did world came about.. and the sky.. and.. animals.. even like the tiniest insects.. ants.. ho did they come about.. and will it be gone.. louis vuitton handbags in just a few minuts like as how it has been formed. (well i dunno how many minutes la.. but.. i assume its minutes? haha) but yea my point is...... who or wat brought us here.....~ how did everything formed. yea, nowadays.. there a lot of theories. the first one i have heard (yea the first one) is God created adam.. then eve.. and then there are babies and babies, and more babies! so tehres the world of ppl.. lol but.. whether its true... u guys decide urself :p

there is the science theory.. where .. ok i kinda forgotten abt it.. i think sth to do with amoeba.. lol or maybe not. i dunno.. but it sounds stupid. like it eventually grows to all these in millions millions of years. true or not, donno.. and the ape story. like.. we are originated from MONKEYS.. oh god.. of all animals. lol but i believe that they have a reason that made them believe this. well wat i have heard is that... coz monkey is like us lah. got 4 limbs. but do we really look like monkey? wellll i think its kinda stupid too.. hahaha i actually believed the first theory i mentioned more.. than all these.. ape and science and amoeba stuffs. lol

and oh.. i have also thought abt.. when we die, will we like... die..? like as in spiritually too? and wheere do we go if we are not spiritually dead? ahhh~ all these questions. i know its weird for me to suddenly do all these thinking.. but.. i donno. i am just curious i suppose. ppl have different beliefs. taoism, buddhism, christianity.. and they all have different conclusions to where u go when u are dead.. (well yes, ur body will be in a coffin.. lol) and then! i wud start to wonder.......... why are there so many religions in this world? its just weird...... how humans are capable to do stuffs at times. but .................. really..~ whre do we come from.and we have emotions. we know how to think.. and apparently make the world.. a rather "better" place to stay.. =P hmm.. and the trees and everything.. and how can they make the world.. such a beautiful.. thing? lol with the sky, and the trees.. ok different part of the world has diefferent appearance =P but brunei isnt that bad. at least its peaceful ^^ hahaha! las of all, do u guys know wat i am talking abt? coz i do not. i donno wat i am typing. i just type type type. so dun mind me wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ just wanna get certainthings out of mind. for instance, having my ps done.. YES UK-IANS.. i will do it tonight.. =D hahaha lalala i am bored

oh i just finished work. yea work on sunday. rajin lei =D haha anyway how are u guys over there? (i always end the post like this.. my posts are getting boring-er each time i suppose) haha but dont mind me. i am just a crazy lil hui ^^ sleepy sleepy. i will be going off sooooonnnnnnnn~ and dooooo myy pssssssss sooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn! this is more like a nonsense post =D hahaa!

The year 2006

2006-12-31T04:57:00.001+08:00

New year is coming. It seems like a good time to be reflecting about life during 2006. Sorry to be ignorant about world issues, but I would be blogging about myself yet again, how caring =)

In a way, so much life changing events had happened this year. Let's start from the beginning of the year (me being organised for once)

January

New Year celebration at Boon Jing's place. His skillful planning again. The few close friends were able to tell i wasnt exactly feeling very great that time but nonetheless, chanel handbags they made it an a very momerable new year BBQ. Of course, the best part of the night was when Jo got reeaaally tipsy ;p

Got absolutely wasted at Ho Wee's.

Sat for my first 3 AS levels modules.

Spent Chinese New Year travelling back to school. I waited for my roast duck rice for 45 minutes. It was one of the worst Chinese New Year ever.

Also, my last ever hug with him.

My largest dose of homesickness.

February

First ever contact with snow. First ever ski experience. First ever time at Austria. First ever time on a ski lift. First ever time i have fallen so much in a day. First ever time I sat in a coach for 26 hours...TwicE!

March

Results from the 3 modules came out. Ecstatic to say the least. End of sharing a massive room with Iris.

Went to Kent to visit the Hardinghams. First time being comforted while crying in bed.

Went on easter camp. First time sitting in a truck driving through a pit filled with water, the truck was 3/4 filled with water.
First time experiencing driving a boat (for a few minutes). Second time riding a horse. Realised i can eat more than a medium sized pizza all by myself.

April

Unexpected call. Thank you to Isa and Yin yee who were there to comfort me. Thank you esp to Ming Hui whom i had to wake up in the wee hours of the morning and ended up shedding her tears instead.

Unexpected aeroplane back home.

The DofE practice expedition. The most physically challenging thing i have ever done.

May

Beginning of AS level exams

Revision with Ming hui, Sharon and Azam at the library.

June

Work shadowing at a primary school which i fell in love with. Not only the place but the students or friends more like.

July

End of term, start of summer holidays.

The whole day at Berakas Forest Reserve. All thanx to the planning by Boon Jing.

Did my work attachment at SAS and MS.

Gymming with Jing, Hui, Kel, Ho wee and Hazim.

August

Did work attachment at MD

Got my driving license.

The many days out with ppl esp Ern & Zam.

AS Level results out. One word; Unbelievable.

The expected breakup

Kelvin surprised advanced 18th birthday.

September

First time involved in a serious car accident sustaining a head injury. The time when i needed a hug most.

The beginning of UCAS.

First time in my life that i have a room all to myself

October

Spent my birthday doing DofE Expedition. A sense of self-satisfaction of completing the expedition.

Absolutely amazing birthday gifts.

Officially sent off my UCAS.

One of the best half terms. Celebrated Hari Raya together with most of A Level batch.

The few sleepover at Imah Aunt's.

First time clubbing in England.

Bonfire Night at school and at Sophie's.

November

The offers from Uni, the open days.

Got to celebrate Ming Hui's 18th. A fantastic exeat with Ming Hui, Hazim and Hanif.

December

The Oxford Interview. More Uni offers.

Christmas Supper at school. School Disco

Magnificient Xmas at Sophie's place...almost like a home for me in England.

The first time at a homosexual nightclub. First time watching guys pulling each other for more than 15 minutes.

This year has shown me who the friends and relatives are in times of need.
Friends who understand me are actually few.
The importance of comfort and bickering of my family.

My survival, my sanity, my reassurance.....family, friends and teachers; thank you.

I hope I can continue to be the cheerful, bubbly one with a cure for the pessimism.

2006 - The year of challenge, achievement, heart break, realization.

My regret - If only I was there during his last breath. I have not shown enough love.

Looking towards the future or 2007 more like....it's going to be a tough battle. The A Levels. And if i do get the grades, days of depressions are bound to follow. Wish me luck guys =)

andy roddick??!

2006-12-29T07:04:00.000+08:00

Ok....ming hui, don't you think that guy there looks like andy roddick...abit. He's the PE tcher i was talking about ;p

Just posted a few pics at xanga as well ;p